Last Working Day…

It’s a blessed actually when the PM decides to give a holiday in conjunction with Malaysian Football team victory in AFF Cup…
Congrat's to the team...
You guys have made it...
Malaysia Boleh!!!
Since the end of November up till now, my schedule were packed with so many courses, meeting as well as event…
Either in my office level or ministry level...
But still, it taught me a lot…
From how to being strict and stern in making and uphold my decision…
Besides, I learned how to adjust with a hectic condition which I used to explode at very first place…
Try to mingle with new people whom I don’t know them really well…
Alhamdullilah, it have given me with so many opportunities and let me handle myself wisely…
Since tomorrow will be the last day for the year of 2010, I would like to wish Happy New Year to all my families, friends and colleagues…
Hope next year will bring much happiness, prosperous and all the good things, insyaAllah…

Many, Many and Many Events....

Innovation Day & Personality Day

It’s having been a few weeks my office were busy with the pre-preparation for the so-called big day…
Yeah, again the innovation thingy again…
It’s quite tiring but alhamdullilah everything is done yesterday…
So far the ceremony is run smoothly…
It’s quite interesting when the Personality Awards session started…
I’m happy since my favorable candidate did win few from the awards given…
Since it was my first time to get involved with the day, I’m happy when being able to contribute something…
Even the contribution really in small portion, hopefully it does mean something, insyaAllah…
Let’s create more innovation for more years to come!!!

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Deputy Director’s Farewell Party

It officially a last day from my Deputy Director…
Today is his last day as a public services servant…
Tomorrow, he’ll be free from all those commitment regarding his works…
Even tough we’re happy since he’ll be able to spend his quality time with his family, but we’re quite sad since after we’ll not seeing him everyday…
At first time I met him in the meeting in Putrajaya I have my perception…
By looking at his face, we’ll surely think that he’s a stern person…
But as the times goes by, he’s not like that…
He’s likes to joke around…
But he do has a quality that makes him a good leader…
Despite that, he sometimes did give me a big time headache…
But that it’s OK since as junior officer he knows what the best…is
When we’re in the corner at the punch card machine, we know that we’ll be apart…
It quite emotional when our top gun did fall into tears, we’ll get sadder…
When we shake hands, kissing & hugging with his wife, our tears were also falling down like a heavy rain…
It much touching when the car starts to leave the compound of our office…
After this, his name will be a history in my office and hopefully we can always keep in touch, insyaAllah…

P/s: WE referring to me and my fellow colleagues…

Maal Hijrah Stories…

I guess it’s not too late to wish all Muslim, Happy New Year for 1432 Hijri…
Since I was working in the environment that compulsory celebrated all big events that being marked in Hijri calendar, so I’ve been given an opportunity to join the national level celebration which held on 7th Dec 2010
This is my first time to join this celebration…
Before this, I’ll just sit in front of the television…
And yes, of course I was wearing exactly the same attire from head to toes…
It’s quite funny since I never worn the current-style-of-hijab that being provided by organizer…
At first I was thinking to wear what I comfortable but I canceled it since I’m scared if I’ll be questioned later…
So I’ll just wear what have been given to…
Subsequently I’m blessed since being given this opportunity in which find it was a good event to go despite the fact that during the children show, there’s some technical problem with the sound system…
In overall, it was a good and entertaining event… =)

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The next day, on the 8th Dec 2010 I was in Parcel E since there’s a celebration on the ministry level…
This time our division become the main host which being help by other divisions as well...
Even it was a ministry level celebration; we need to give the best…
Alhamdullilah the event went well…

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Finish on the Maal Hijrah celebration, there are more event to come…
Among of it will be my 2nd big boss farewell celebration in conjunction with his retirement…
After that, my division will hold our own innovation day…
Again, there will be no rest for me…
I’ll be mobile around the division…
Maybe I should declare December would be my almost busy month…
Forget about my plan to have a sweet gateway…
Forget about my plan to go and visit a friend…
It will just remain as my dreams only…
Last but not least, before I forgot I would like to wish a warmest birthday wishes to all December babies…
May all of you will have a splendid celebration…
To those who had wishes me thanks a lot for remembering my special days…
I didn’t celebrate it since I was away for my office trip…

P/s: May this new year will bring the best of everything, insyaAllah… hopefully all the dua’ and wishes will be granted by Him, insyaAllah… =)

Good Thing To Share

It was taken from ILuvIslam.com...
Good thing to share...
Come and lets read about it...

Hey, I am Single!

Hey, I am single
Don't wanna mingle
Unless it's legal
Or else it's evil
There's only one girl
My wife, my angel

(What Single Muslim Brothers Say)

I am available but not for sale,
Don't you ever expect me in your mail,
There's only one story beneath this veil,
It's modesty, and not an ad to hail,
Woo me not because you will surely fail,
You really really think I am that frail?
You're not a hammer and I'm not a nail,
I don't want a boyfriend, he's such an ail,
I would prefer to be stuck in a jail,
But I'm free of you and your fairytale,
If you want me then be the alpha male,
Don't hide in your shell like a slimy snail,
Be my husband, by Allah we stand still.

- Artikel iluvislam.com

P/s: Currently away from home and office... but indeed I'm in a place that close to my heart... where I'm born and breed... still can't go anywhere since I'm cracking by head doing the SKT for end of the year... With the continuous flu and cough, make it double merrier...

Quick Update…

 

Credit: Google.com

I would like to wish all Muslim Happy Eidadha…
I know it kind of late wishes but I can’t help…
Been busy before and after Eid…
Planning to have a nice sweet escape but still can’t…
Hopefully end of December I can turn it into reality, insyaAllah…
Here I would like to wish Happy Birthday to all November babies…
It’s includes all: families, friends and colleagues…
Hope all of you will have a great celebration and happiness will always be yours…
Congratulations to those who getting married, engaged and etc…
I’m happy for you guys…
So far, life as always…
Busy is my life theme currently…
Will be out and away from office frequently…
But that is my job…
Need to be mobile whenever it’s needed…
Hopefully, He will keep me strong and energetic, insyaAllah…
Till then, need to do something else since tomorrow is Monday… huhuhuhu

Towards the End of 2010

It’s November…
And make December just around the corner…
Time flies quite fast until sometimes we might notice how fast it goes…
Currently engaged with variety of activities…
It’s quite fun to be traveling around but it required you to be energetic since you’ll be like a runner…
Today you’ll be here and the next day you’ll be somewhere else…
That what we called working life is all about…
Besides all the works that being assigned to me, I do have some unofficial tasks as a secretary…
It’s quite challenging for me to be one as my writing skills especially in memo and minute would be below average…
However, by being one I’m in learning stage… thanks to the people who never fails being my memo and minute sifu…
Since it’s going to be December soon, I’m planning in taking a break…
Wishing for a sweet breakaway with those girlfriends but it still in planning phase…
Or else I just go to Kuantan and visit my ex-housemates, ex-colleagues as well my cousin there…
That would be nice too…
Hopefully, everything will be according to its plan…
Indeed, I do need or I must say compulsory breakaway…
Pray that everything will be alright…
=) =) =)

Why I Like WARNA?

It nearly 3 months I didn’t share anything about my reading passion…
This is something that I miss so much…
Even tough I’m not a prominent book reviewer but I love to this since I would to share my experience while reading it…
Each story did bring something to me…
I believe that knowledge can be taught in various form including novels…
Just 2 days ago I was managed to read one of JS trilogy series…
It’s entitled WARNA…
It can be interpreted in various meaning…
WARNA: Hikari itself can represent the colourful feeling…
In this entry I would like to focus on the second story which is Hikari…
This story were quite fond to me since I still wanted to know what happen to both Nurul Izzah and Adriena Ayuni…
In WARNA: Hikari, I managed to get a happy ending for Adriena Ayuni…
But still, I would like to know what Nurul Izzah and Hazelina would deserve for them…
In WARNA: Hikari, we would see how destiny that being destined to you by Him would eventually falls perfectly into the place…
I do respect Rafique Mukminin for his in telling no lies about his past life to Hazel…
Not everybody having their guts to do that…
Most of time, people would be very convenient to tell a lies rather than the truth…
As for Hazel, I do like her since her ability in stay strong with her stand…
It’s quite hard to make people respect your stand nowadays…
As for Adriena, I envy her spirit to bounce back after facing turbulent life problems…
It shows how His will always be there whenever we need a place to share our joyfulness and grievance…
Last but not least, Umar Rayyan for his frank thought in advising Hazel in hijab issue…
Even tough he did having some misunderstanding with his father but at the end of the day, he managed to overcome the disagreement…
Overall, I fall for Hikari not for the reason that I’ve known the author for quite sometimes…
It’s more than that…
In Hikari, I do learn about architecture apart from the beautiful knowledge of Surah Asy-Syams…
Sincerely, I would recommend Hikari if book readers would like to see the different life perspective…
Hikari would enable you to understand how it felt when you were caught in some situation which you would least desired…
Situation that we would always reluctant to be in…
But as I always mention to myself and close friends that life must go on no matter what comes…
We need to face it with whatever it takes…
I guess, I should stop here before I keep going on and can’t stop giving the spoiler….
Let’s colours our life with lot and lots of WARNA, insyaAllah…

P/s: Currently engaged in various office event that consume lots of my time... =(

P/s/s: I falls for Umar Rayyan too!!! =p

Pangkor Island = Again + Exam

Last Friday I was in Pangkor again…
This is my second time I was in Pangkor for this year…
To be truth I’m quite reluctant to go there since so many things coming up for me on  next Monday…
Especially the exam that need to be taken in order to complete one of the many requirements for my confirmation…
Indeed, the trip does bring something to me…
I start to love myself even more…
At that island, I get to know some of the people around me even closer…
At certain point of time, I do feel I already did the best but yet it still just at par…
Will try my very best to be a better person, insyaAllah…

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The exam today was fine…
The questions were quite straight-forward especially things that related with Section II…
It just the times allocate was a biggest factor that scared me off…
Hopefully everything will be alright…
After so long I never took any exam, my right hand was nearly cramped…
But alhamdullilah still able to finish it even tough I just answer 9 out of 10…
I hope that all the answer will eventually meet all the requirements, insyaAllah…

Hectic Schedule…

Life as it always be, full of surprises…
Currently I’m quite busy in the office…
So many things need to be done with so little time…
Seems like I’m blaming the other factor but indeed I need to manage my time more efficiently…
Just coming back from a brainstorming session with few colleagues that involved in innovation activities…
Ideas, critical thinking and some serious discussions all jive together in order to make a fruitful project…
Prior to the brainstorming session, I was just elected as one of secretariat in my workplace…
It such unbearable surprise (at least for me) since I’m quite new there and so many thing that need to be learnt besides getting myself ready for my exam next week…
Due to certain people that never failed to blow a positive spirit in me, I’m just accepting whatever destiny that has been written for me by Him…
Hopefully I can give the best to them… do pray for me… =)

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Last weekend was among the best weekend that I ever had…
Full with activities especially the ones that related with Aidilfitri…
Manage to visit my colleague’s house as well attending my cronies’ open house…
Being able to spill and talk something with my sweet sis even made it better, alhamdullilah…
At least, I’m quite stable now… =)

My Eid Story 1431H....

Alhamdullilah for His blessing cause I’m still be able to celebrate the Eid…
Eid this year bring so much different…
Certain issues being raised up which I’m still lost in the middle of nowhere…
Now still struggling in arranging back the pieces…
Just like a very complicated jigsaw puzzle…
Now it’s a life puzzle…
Hopefully everything will fall back according to where it belongs…
Tomorrow first day working after enjoying my long Eid leaves…
So many things will be waiting for me…
Getting ready for tomorrow and pray that everything will be sailed smoothly, insyaAllah…

Farewell Ramadhan & Welcome Syawal...

Ramadhan is coming towards the end…
It’s quite sad when thinking back about the fact…
Last year I was celebrating my Ramadhan in Kuantan and this year here in both Putrajaya & Cyberjaya…
These different places do bring something in me…
Hopefully every goods in me stays while the negative ones will be demolished… insyaAllah…
Personally, I would prefer Ramadhan more than Syawal cause of many reasons…
Reasons that sometimes do sound silly…
But again, that me…
Alhamdullilah this Ramadhan I managed to spend most of night by performing taraweh in jamaah…
Such good feeling when you see all people wearing white clothing…
It does remind me back the same situation which I’ve been through when performing umrah…
insyaAllah tomorrow evening I’ll be going back to my mum’s hometown…
Before that I’ll stop by either at Hospital Tuanku Jaafar, Seremban or Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Najihah since Mar, my ex-colleague is admitted at there… she involved in accident last Saturday…
Her condition quite bad but alhamdullilah doctor said it can be recovered…
Tomorrow will be my last day working since I’ll be on leave till 19th Sept…
Hopefully everything will be fine and I’ll be heading home…
Pray for my journey even tough some people might say (or always say) my kampung is just nearby…
To all muslim, Happy Eid… May all of us be bless by Him… May we’ll be able to meet the next year Ramadhan…

P/s: I’m glad since I managed to meet my two sisters on last weekend… thanks for being there and thanks for always know how to comfort me… =)

MBA Iftar 1431H

Alhamdullilah last Saturday I’m able to meet my MBA classmates…
Such a blessed when being able to laugh and spend time…
Just like our old carefree days…
Where we’re only worry on certain occasions…
But those times is already over…
Meet them in Istana Bambu, Ampang…
This year, alhamdullilah we didn’t face any tragedy like what I’ve face last year…
Reach there almost 7 p.m.
Me, Kauthar, Malina and her husband among the first arrived there…
Few minutes later come Nurul…
Then we decide to have a sit first while waiting for others…
Since we made our booking to our super wonderful event manager we managed to get a nice traditional Malay bamboo hut…
I wanted to show the picture but I need to wait for my friends to give it to me since I didn’t bring any camera…
When we’re sitting on one of the bamboo castle, we started to reminisce on our old goods days…
For those who already become an academician, they still close to our carefree moments…
The different is just that they are the one in the front line…
Looking back and forth, it’s such a drama…
I miss my old good days as an educator too…
But I need to face a reality…
I do enjoy of being what I am now…
Being blessed with so many nice people… alhamdullilah…
But above all, being able to gather with all the ex-MBA course-mate is something that I’ll never regret…

Ramadhan 1431H...

Ramadhan is here…
Happy Ramadhan 1431H…
May all of us can utilize this holy month with our good deeds as much as we can insyaAllah…

Reminiscing back on 1430H…
First Ramadhan no more as a student…
Quite far from family…
But life goes on…
I miss the moments…
Wandering around the bazaar with Nurul & Kauthar…
Especially in Pokok Buluh…
The variety of stalls make the choice of foods even more complicated…
Can’t imagine this year Ramadhan in Putrajaya and Cyberjaya…
I hope I will not compare it to what I’ve been through last year…
Last Ramadhan also complete with a tragedy when I was stranded with my friends…
However, each of the stories will be remembered and cherished forever…
Again, Happy Ramadhan 1431H…
May all of us will be blessed by Him…

=) & =(

In the middle of doing the non-core business task…
Preparing for a simple yet elegant ceremony for our big big boss…
Quite tired but I believe life must go on…
Either come hell or high water… yeah I use Hlovate trademark…
It’s quite significant to use those phrases…
Despite all those pressure that I received today, I’m proudly would say that I’m alive…
Those pressures I do believe make me stronger, insyaAllah…
Even tough at first I do felt that I can’t go through but thanks to those who lend a hand…
Do appreciate it…

Update:
I’m happy…
The ceremony is run smoothly…
Thanks to all…
=) =) =)

P/s: Last Friday I lost one of my former students… On Monday I received another sad news from my ex-classmate cum ex-colleague cum ex-housemate cum best friends saying that another former students of mine passed away… al-Fatihah to Abi Safwan Abdullah… again it’s quite sad since late Salam and late Abi is a good friends… I would like to paste Baizura condolences note… it’s very meaningful and take the goods from it for us to self reflect ourselves…

Balasungkawa by Baizura

Assalamualaikum...
Alhamdulillah
Dengan kehendakNya kita masih diberi peluang untuk bernafas di muka bumi ini.
Sebagai hamba, wajib kita untuk melakukan amar maaruf nahi mungkar.
Allah yang berkuasa seluruh alam semesta
Hasil nukilan ini.....
Buatmu Abd Salam dan Abi Safwan
Sahabat kita yang telah kembali kerahmatullah...
Allahyarham telah pergi meninggalkan kita semua
Dan kembali ke alam yang kekal abadi
MasyaAllah...
Allahyarham rakan yang sangat baik hati dan sentiasa membantu.

Abd Salam...
Tidak lokek dengan ilmunya,
Sentiasa membuat semua orang gembira disampingnya...

Abi Safwan...
Bila memandangmu semua akan tersenyum melihatmu,
Sungguh baik hati kalian berdua...

Kini...
Tidak lagi kami dapat melihat senyum dan gelak tawamu…
Memori yang masih segar dalam ingatan...

Abi.....kau selalu bersedekah dengan gula2 fruit candy mu…
Kami rindukan saat itu..
Salam...renungan tajam dan ungkapan "OK" tidak lagi didengar…

Sayu dan terpaku sejenak mendengar pemergian kalian…
Maafkan kami kerana tidak sempat untuk meminta maaf buat kali yang terakhir…
Semoga Roh kalian berdua di tempatkan dalam golongan yang beriman...
Dan........waktu kita bilakah pulak aganya…

AsyhaduallaIlahaIllAllah WasyhaduannaMuhammadurasulullah...
Al-Fatihah....

Gloomy Feeling....

Just received the news right before Maghrib prayer…
Quite shock since I’m hoping to meet him together with his classmates during their convocation…
They were actually among favorable students of mine…
Always obey what have been assigned to them despite little scarcity of resources here and there…
Suddenly I remember all the moments which I had spend with him…
Still fresh in my mind how he insist in saying that he only going to work up to 35 year old…
After he would like to retired and spend time on doing some other thing…
Somehow he couldn’t make his dream come true since he’s already being called by Him at the age 25…
May his soul will bless by His Almighty Allah…
Al-Fatihah to my nice and obedient student, the late Abdul Salam Zakaria…

P/s: It’s quite ironic here since this morning I’m being blessed by a happy and wonderful moments… being able to learn new things make my life more happier… it appear that He always know what the best for you…

***Update News from Harian Metro Online

Tembung Lori

2010/07/31
Harian Metro

MERSING: Seorang lelaki terbunuh selepas kereta dipandunya bertembung dengan sebuah lori di Kilometer 17, Jalan Nitar-Mersing di sini, tengah hari semalam.

Difahamkan dalam kejadian kira-kira jam 12 tengah hari itu, Abd Salam Zakaria, 24, berasal dari Felda Teresang 2, Raub, Pahang memandu Proton Gen.2 bersama seorang penumpang dari arah Mersing ke Kluang.

Mangsa meninggal dunia ketika dirawat di Hospital Mersing sementara rakannya, Syed Shariman Syed Isa, 25, berasal dari Perak pula parah dan dirawat di Hospital Sultanah Aminah (HSA). Kedua-duanya dipercayai kakitangan Yayasan Pembangunan Ekonomi Islam Malaysia dalam perjalanan pulang ke tempat kerja mereka di Kuala Lumpur selepas menjalankan tugas di daerah berkenaan.

Ketua Polis Daerah, Deputi Superintendan Mohd Nor Rasid mengesahkan kejadian dan menyatakan pemandu lori berusia 32 tahun berasal dari Kluang patah tangan.

“Jalan berkenaan diturap dan mangsa tidak menyedari kehadiran lori dari arah bertentangan ketika memotong menyebabkan kenderaan dinaiki bertembung.

“Orang ramai cuba membantu mangsa tetapi gagal memandangkan mereka tersepit di dalam kenderaan,” katanya.

Menurutnya, pasukan Bomba dan Penyelamat kemudiannya dihubungi dan mereka mengeluarkan mangsa setengah jam kemudian.

“Pemandu dinasihatkan berhati-hati ketika melalui laluan sedang dalam pembinaan atau diturap dan sentiasa memastikan mereka mengikut arahan dikeluarkan pengawal bendera bagi mengelakkan perkara tidak diingini berlaku,” katanya.
 

 Setakat ini, kes masih dalam siasatan dan orang ramai yang menyaksikan kejadian diminta menghubungi balai polis berhampiran.

Bundle into One...

#1

Just finish watching My Best Friend’s Wedding film…
Yeah, it can be considered as a classic movie since it produced back in 1997…
Already more than 10 years…
In fact it also one of all time favorite in comedy romantic genre…
The theme of the story is about a wedding but the idea behind it was about a friendship between a man and a woman…
It sound very straightforward but what I know it very much away from the word S.I.M.P.L.E
This remind me much of JS new novel which written by Syud entitled Untuk Awak Teja Aulia (UATA)
The strong best friend forever (BFF) relationship between Adil and Aulia doesn’t guarantee you an instant happy ending when one party having a special feeling towards the other party…
Same goes to the relation between Michael and Julianne…
When thinking about this relationship, it sound very easy but at the end of the day it isn’t…
I guess it enough for me to babble about this thing but I’m quite agree with Syud that, “Selalunya... kalau lelaki dan perempuan mengaku sahabat baik, salah seorang mesti akan ‘tergelincir’ – terlebih suka!”

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#2

I was arranging my pictures folders inside my lappy and need me to go through few of it subfolders…
But truth it isn’t a few but it more than 50 if not mistaken...
Looking back at those pictures how I miss each and everyone of my friends…
Either they are from my schoolmate, diploma buddies, practical comrade, undergrad friends, graduate school clan even my ex-collague in KSP…
Each and everyone of you did colours my life…
Colours until it can be ensemble as one of big life mural…
Not to forget my sweet Dang’s cronies…
When thinking about my Dang’s cronies, I remember my late Kanda Inoi…
She’s no longer here with us but I always remember her…
Even I don’t have a chance to meet her eyes to eyes but our relationship is close…
May her soul rest in peace, al-Fatihah…

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#3

Cool letter…
Wanna see, click this link http://pingupunyakhutub.blogspot.com/2010/07/surat-cinta-rasmi.html
It’s quite cool for me…
Nowadays how many men that actually a real man in all aspect???
Very brave and etc…
I shall leave this answer by truly a man... hehhehehehe

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#4

This fragment #4 closely related with #3…
It’s lead to a same issues…
Why when we finish our study and then alhamdullilah managed to get a job, there will be a question that can be considered as a dreadful question… at least for me…
This question sometimes or shall I say most of time did render speechless to me…
Everytime I try my best to twist and turn the answer, the horrible part is left to me…
I quite tired actually to answer but maybe I should say back to them if you want me to answer it correctly when the right day come, please pray for the best for me…
After this, once they pray I’ll raise my hand and will aminn for all those prayers and dua...
So we’ll see then...
=p

Sebuah Persahabatan

I was browsing through my old blog which till now is still there but of course without any new entry... While reading entry by entry, I stumble into a piece of writing which I called as poem which was written by me...

The poem was basically written when I was still in my diploma years... struggling in completing my diploma project... I still remember the exact situation back then...

Basically this is what I felt when I was in the middle of the road in completing my study... it was about a friendship that being built when you meet new people... from the very first day you meet them till the day you'll be apart... 


Sebuah Persahabatan....

Sahabatku...
Hadirmu bak bintang yang berkerdipan
Menerangi kehidupan ini...
Berkenalan tika menlangkah ke menara gading
Menjalin ikatan persahabatan yang sejati
Sungguh suci hubungan yang dibina
Biar segala dugaan yang melanda
Kita tetap utuh bersama-sama
Benar seperti kata sang pujangga
Sahabat umpama sebutir permata dicelah-celah butiran kaca
Sungguh kau amat ku perlukan....
Di hari perpisahan yang bakal menjelma
Ku titipkan puisi ini...
Buat tatapanmu di masa depan
Semoga berjaya wahai sahabatku...
Terima kasih kerana sudi menjadi sahabatku....
Persahabatan Selamanya....

Aihara
13th March 2004
6.15pm

Good Memory Remains Forever…

I just came back from a meeting in Putrajaya…
Quite lucky today since I managed to get a parking that doesn’t cause me to walk so far….
Then become lucky again since my groupmate during induction course is together during the meeting…
So I’ve got company… hehehehehe
The moment I received the memo regarding this meeting, automatically my memory flashes back the entire lecture that I’ve gone through during my undergrad years…
Specifically during my network subjects…
Suddenly I miss all my network gurus… right from Mr Neoh, Miss Rajeswary, Mr Mano and Pak Harja as well as my subject coordinator Dr Rahmat…
When the presenter brief us about the matter discussed, suddenly I wish to go back to those time…
Sitting comfortably inside the lecture hall and listen to all the subject contents…
But in reality, it will be just a dream…
As people always said, good memory remains forever…

Things to Learn…

In life, there are so many things to be learned…
The learning process can be done in various places, times and whatever the constraint might be…
Basically I’m the person who loved to learn anything in forms of words…
It can better if it’s in a beautiful sentence or even a story…
That why I love reading to the max…
I can spend my day by just reading…
Up to a stage that I can skip my meals if I was hooked to the books…
Some people might call me geek or nerd but that me…
It’s something that might name can associate well with whatever we called as book…
But here I would to share some beautiful quote which I got it from various sources…
So let see and take any good message that it try to convey…
=)

Life is beautiful, no matter how upsetting the moment is…
:) Ironically those imperfect moments made life more beautiful...
Live.love.laugh
Quoted from Kak Ryn

Yang menghargai kehidupan akan merasakan keindahannya...
Quoted from Norisah A Bakar

Hold on tight, held your head high and stand your ground!
Quoted from Shu

Choral Speaking a.k.a Pengucapan Berirama

Here the script which I did promised on my last entry From Pangkor with Love....
Enjoy it....

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera, salam perpaduan, salam satu Malaysia... Kami kumpulan Super Club Seven akan mempersembahkan pengucapan berirama yang bertajuk 1001 kisah Induksi di Pulau Pangkor. (WOWWWW....).. Rakan-rakan sekalian...sebagai penjawat awam kita telah dijemput untuk menghadiri kursus induksi di Pulau Pangkor selama 12 hari...kita.....ada yang datang dari Perak ( ...Teman dari Perak....) Penang (Che mai dari Penang) Sarawak (...Kamek datang dari Sarawak....) Kelantan (Kawe mari dari Kelantan) dan sebagainya. Kita juga terdiri dari pelbagai bangsa..!!! Sebagai kakitangan awam kita terdiri daripada pelbagai kumpulan. Ada yang N, ada yg F, ada yg S, ada yg J dan jugak U.

Kisah ini bermula dengan pendaftaran di Coral Bay ini setelah melalui pelbagai onak dan ranjau perjalanan sehingga ade yang terjatuh dari bas... kesiannyee... Masih ingatkah bagaimana kita semua pada masa itu? Masing-masing buat hal sendiri jek. Ish..ish..ish...

Sesi pertama kursus adalah LDK... Kita semua mula berkenal-kenalan. Hubungan pun makin rapat. Ragam pun dah macam-macam… Masing-masing pun dah tunjuk taring... Wooooo... Induksi makin hepi… Bermula pada hari kedua, sesi ceramah pon bermula..Penceramah kita import dari Perak juga... bila masuk kelas ada yang tido, ada yang makan ,ada yang minum, ada yang berangan dan ada juga yang keracunan makanan.... Sian dia... Macam-macam sukaneka kita main...... ada yang terseret dengan tali... ada yang termakan tepung (muka macam badut daaa...)....dan yang paling dasyatnya ada yang terpijak belon kawan sendiri.... (Bukan aku….) Macam-macam ilmu dan pengalaman yang kita peroleh.... ada yang pahit dan lagi banyak yang manis. Kita juga ade main-main di tepi pantai. Ada yang bersnorkeling (blub...blub...) dan banana boat (aaa....).

Kawan-kawan....Walaupun kita semua dari pelbagai peringkat umur, negeri, agama dan bangsa, tapi induksi ini telah membuat kita semua bersatu hati. Kami, Super Club 7 menyusun 10 jari memohon maaf sekiranya ada tersalah kata dan ter..ter....ter.....sepanjang kita bersama. Harap hubungan kita tak berakhir di sini saja.. Kami ucapkan selamat maju jaya dan jangan lupa baca buku malam ni..moga jumpa lagi... Bye2...


P/s: I do wish if someone did actually record my group performance... =(

Thinking + Reflecting + Analyzing = Searching For Some Missing Elements...

Now I’m doing all the activities above…
Of course not all at the same times but in batches instead…
Try to find something…
Something that I know has been missing for quite sometime…
I want to search for it…
But most of the time, I do lost in the middle of searching for it…
But that’s fine…   
Currently still in the office…
Not going home this week…
Quite tired as I have been lots of outside works along this week…
That required me to go mobile…
But I’m happy with it…
I love traveling even it just nearby…
That’s of course I inherit from my family traits…
To all, happy holidays!!!

P/s: Pray that I can find the missing elements…

I'm Thankful =)

Work will always be like what it ought to be...
Will be always there and keep mounting but one thing for sure, it will not be less, but probably become more and more...
But that why we’re being paid for…
To serve the people and hopefully will do as what being asked for…
I fall in love with Halaqah TV9…
The programme really suits my interest…
I love when the show is blended with religious as well as the ESQ…
It’s quite new but I do like the concept specially the new one Halaqah: Sentuhan Qalbu…
Hopefully I can watch the entire episode since all the topic discussed are interesting…

P/s: I’m positively motivated since one of my task which is damn critical finally has found it settlement… my biggest praise to Him… alhamdullilah…

A Weekend to Reflect…

My weekend was supposed to occupy with many plans…
But He knows what the best for me to fill up the days…
On Friday night, my sis got a called from our neighbor who also one of my distance relative on my mum side…
She’s informing my sis that her eldest son is passed away…
It quite stunned at the moment as we were having a family discussion in dining table…
Besides, on Labour Day last month, my family just meets him at his aunty house since there’s wedding there…
I wasn’t there since I was in Terengganu attending my EO wedding…
With that, I’ve to cancel all the plans that were supposed took place on that Saturday…
That why I called it a weekend to reflect…
There’s so many things that I need to reflect the moment I hear the news…
So many feelings were bloated inside my heart…
I’m sad and the same time I know that he’s being blessed by Him as he died on Friday and he was on his way to his college after attending his final Friday prayer…
It’s quite beautiful coincidence but above all only He knows what the best for us…
This make me think that sometime or I shall say most of the time, we always wish for the best and always thought that what we want is the best for us…
But don’t forget that He always has a better plan or might be best for us…
To my Induk Suni and Uncle Din family, my biggest condolence on the late Afiq lost…
May his soul be blessed by Him, insyaAllah…

Story for the Week…

 (Picture Credit: My Humble Camera Phone =p)

Wedding week is over…Still a busy bee in my workplace…
With the absent of my right hand due to his reception way back in his hometown is one of the factors…
However, it his day…
Happy “bersanding” for the second time… (Still with the same queen OK)
So far, my work as usual…
The word of ADHOC seems to stick and glue so well with my job description…
But I do enjoy it even tough I do feel tired…
I’m quite happy cause managed to settle few things that can be consider important to me in such early time…
Biggest praise to Him…
But still there is one issue that keeps bothering me since day one I’m here…
Keep praying that the issue can be settled as soon as possible, insyaAllah...
From yesterday I can declare that for 2 consecutive days, ICT is a quiet unit…
Some of us need to assist few officers to collect data while some of us were on leave for special occasion once a life maybe… hehhehehe
I’ve snapped some view on my new workstation…
When I have time, I’ll upload soon…
Currently engaged with some statistical work…
Till then… Adios…

Marriage???

 (Picture Credit: GoogleImage.Com)

Getting married anyone???
Its sound like a simple question right???
But it’s beyond that…
When talking about this issue, I know that I know nothing about it…
People always presume that I’m much younger from my age…
But indeed, I’m not… (susah ok nak admit umur sudah lanjut… hahahhahaha)
I know most people that know me very well will blinking their eyes as I’m writing about this issue that very seldom or never being discussed seriously by me…
Issue that I always regard as a very least important matter in my life…
Issue that I’ll frequently resist to be talked about…
But today, I’m taking a huge step that away from my safe comfort zone…
I would like to talk about it since this morning I was attending one function which being organized by one sector under BPI…
The function is a routine activity that being host by BPI which known as “Majlis Bicara Wahyu” or better known as MBW…
The topic for today is about “Dinikahi Perempuan Empat Perkara, Dinikahi Lelaki Kerana Apa???”
I’m sure many people would love to know what it’s all about and I’m trying my best to share about it…
Most of us know that when men decide to get married, they will have lists of criteria on lady that would love to make as a wife…
The lists will be made upon the advice from our Prophet Muhammad PBUH…
When a man decides to get married, he need to looks for the 4 qualities that are obey to religion, possess a wealth, from a good descendant and possess beautifulness…
While for all the ladies, did you ever know why actually you get married to your husband???
Please, I wouldn’t like to know a very stereotype answer such as he is my lover, he’s my soul mate, he’s my best friend and etc…
I would like to know a very concrete reason why at the end of the day you choose a man that you’ll spend with until the rest of your life…
Are there any guidelines that you refer or any of people that you seek any advice before you know that he’s the one…?
I’m sure that some of you might end up doesn’t know why actually you choose them…
But don’t worry…
Perhaps it might be interesting to seek the reasons when you were already married to them…
After I attended the MBW session, I know that every ladies need to seek for a few qualities in order to choose a man that will become you soul mate or your knight in shining armor and even your best friend for the rest of your life…
The qualities are strong belief in religion, able to be a leader in family, possess a good behaviour, and have a wealth as well as coming from a good descendant…
By looking at the qualities listed, I have to admit that it’s hard to get all the qualities in man…
Same goes to the qualities that meant for all the ladies…
However, it’s not the question... because you need to bear in mind that not everyone is perfect…
But as we know, there’s always room to reach perfection…
When taking about perfection, it has different views since it will depend on the mind of the thinkers…
Same goes with the saying that “beautiful are lies in the eyes of beholder”…
With that I shall say it quite hard (but still possible) to set a list of qualities that you preferred since come back to the statement that NOBODY IS PERFECT…
At the end of day, I believe only He know what the best for all of us…
We just need to raise our hands and ask the very bests from Him…
Hopefully all the goods will always be with us, insyaAllah… =)

Works Story…

Managed to settle the induction individual assignment…
Thanks to them for the support and information…
Currently busy with the network issues…
But I do love to get my hand dirty (read = more than just typing and sitting in front of the lappy) when we need to do few technical works...
It’s just like reminisce back the good old days that I’ve been through for 4 years…
When I was in the server room and doing all those technical thingy, it’s reminding me of my network gurus Mr. Neoh, Pak Harja and Dr Rahmat…
Not to forget my industrial attachment supervisor, Mr Kamal Salimi… where I was in the MAS PENAP server room for more than two months…
But I do learn a lot…
Miss them big time…
Back into reality, I’m still in adapting phase with the new environment…
I do miss the old office…
Although it’s quite smaller as compared to the current cubicle but I miss the feeling of being there…
Silently I do pray that I can go back to the old place… such a lame… =p
I guess it’s normal to miss the old place since most of us (including me) always take for granted for whatever we have or own…
So as a reminder to all and for me as well please appreciate for whatever we have when it still yours…
So till then, need to do other works that is pending for past weeks after the files are being floating in the boxes…

Wedding’s Week

(Picture Credit: Azizi)

Wedding, wedding and wedding…
It’s part of my agenda for these two consecutive weeks…
Quite pack but I do appreciate every invitation and try my best to attend all the reception…
The people who are getting married are the one who quite close to me…
Yesterday I went to one of my best buddies in Labu, N9…
Suppose I need to attend my colleague reception too in Sg. Buloh…
But due to some technical mistake which cause by me, it makes me to only attending Malina’s wedding…
It’s was a great wedding with nice setting, right from the dowry, dais and etc…
I do love the costumes, it’s all white…
White is just perfect for her and partner…
I was there starting from the solemnization till the reception took place…
Such nice feeling to be able to meet and bonding again with friends that you used to spend time with…
Besides, when looking back forth and now, it’s such a blessing…
I do miss the old goods times…
All the things that we did… either cheeky or lousy or schematic things it does contribute to who am I now…
To both Malina and Azli, may both of you together till eternity and being blessed by His grace, insyaAllah...

New Office, New Place....

It has been 2 days I was in new office…
Still adapting to the new environments…
I do miss my old cubicle… that absolutely much more open as compared to the current one…
But again, I need to look at the bright side…
Maybe He knows what the best for me…
Overall, I’ve complete all the post-moving activities…
All the boxes already opened and the stuffs are nicely put to their place…
Just a few pending works need to be done since it does involve critical issues…
The new workplace still in renovation phase on certain parts of the building since there few touch up still in progress…
So all the smelly odor is around…
The communication medium still down…
So currently no contact with people… unless through email and letters…
InsyaAllah I’ll update this entry with pictures soon…

From Pangkor with Love....

 (Credit: Induction Members)

I know the title was soo not me...
But yes I'm in Pangkor now...
Attending a course in order to confirm me as a government officer, insyaAllah...
Please pray that I shall finish all the requirements as fast as I can...
Will be continued later since it's now time to sleep...
Morning classes for the second last day...
FYI, after this I'm no longer working in Putrajaya since my office already move to Cyberjaya....

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So far, I did enjoy the induction course even tough at the very first place I did have second thought to postpone it...
But I'm glad I do make the wise decision...
Here I did learn so many thing that I could get in my workplace...
Yeah, it's quite hard to understand all the management jargon but I still learning about it...
Many thanks to those bunch of EO's who never tired to explain to those whose from different scheme, including me...
Besides, I'm being blessed with great group-mates...
It's contains 7 of us... we even called ourselves S-Club-7... it's mean Super Club 7...
5 out of 7 are PTM while the remaining 2 are EO and Physiotherapy...
During our induction dinner, we present a very special choral speaking which has been modified into a art piece that being called as "pengucapan berirama"...
I wish I could paste the script here but due to my  carelessness, I accidentally left the script at the table...
Still waiting for my friend to send it to me via email...
Once I received it, I do love to share it here...
It's about the life that we live there in Pangkor for about 12 days 11 nights...
On our very last day there, there's an examination that need to be done...
During the exam, I do suffer with the fever + flu + sore throat which make me feel like I'm disturbing the others friends...
After the exam ended, the closing ceremony is held as the participant getting the certificate...
However, we still need to know whether we're passed the induction on not from the result that comprises from various components....
After going back from Pangkor, there's still one individual assignment need to be complete...
Hopefully everything will falls according to it's plan...
On overall, the induction has successfully equip me with somethings that I'll never get somewhere else besides I do ppreciate all the bonding that being created there...
To all people from Kursus Induksi SSM Kumpulan 1, Bil 1/2010, you guys were greats... hope we do meet again in the future....

P/s: Induction is fun but I already have a mild fever and lots of flu + sore throat.... pray for my health to get better... =D

P/s/s: I'm getting better and better, alhamdullilah...

A Trip to Dungun.....

 (Credit: Amin)

I would love to write some story when I was on my way to Dungun...
But the problem now is my time is occupied with so many things...
Will be continued later, insyaAllah with the pictures too....

At last I managed to get a chance to write something in regards with my EO's wedding...
We're colleague but in different unit...
I was in Dungun since Saturday morning... it's not 8 or 9 a.m., it was at 4 a.m.
Going there by bus together with Farah and Nabila...
Alhamdullilah, the journey was fine and we reach there still in one piece...
Reason of going there early since Nabila is the bridesmaid of the day...
So we're the just in the note of accompany her...
But it turns out to be we're becoming the host as well...
It's quite hot during day... maybe the wheather but that's fine...
The solemnization held the same day with the reception...
Overall, the occasion were totally different with the wedding that I attended last week... it different in various forms...
From the customs, rituals and 1001 things that I observed...
But totally, it give me a new insight of what wedding is all about...
To my EO who's now a wife of somebody may your life be blessed by Him and may two of you together till eternity... insyaAllah....

A Journey to Kota Tinggi...

 (Credit: Amin)

It’s has been a week I didn’t scribble anything here…
I’m quite busy currently with my workload…
From daily routine task till an ad-hoc work that need to be done…
Last weekend I was in Johore, specifically in Kota Tinggi…
I was there for a purpose to attend my PPTM reception at his wife side…
Since I have been there once, I know that the place is quite far even though we might think that Johore is just besides Malacca…
The journey starts around 7.45 am from Putrajaya that consist from 3 cars…
In fact it’s my first time to drive for a long journey which actually causes my parent specially my mum to worry about me to the max…
I know it’s quite witty actually that my mum worry about me but then I do believe it’s a normal act that every mum ( I mean most of them) would worry about their daughter safety…
But alhamdullilah, I managed to handle it well…
We arrived there around 12++ pm after few times lost… we did lost even when we’re already in the place where the reception is being held…
For me, I would blame the small direction that lead to the bride house…
Since it was my first time to attend a pure Johorean ceremony, I was somehow amazed by the tradition…
Our PPTM need to pay a toll but then were asked to be seated under the arch of the grand entrance besides holding a bouquet of flowers…
It’s quite unusual to see this kind of ritual since our PPTM look quite like a public statue…
After we had the nice wedding cuisine plus with a photo session we headed back to Ayer Hitam since some of us never went there…
We spend more or less for about 2 hour wandering around the place… its offer assorted of product which is quite cheap as compared to the price when these products being sold in the cities…
But on overall, I would say that Nilai 3 is much cheaper (as what being told by one EO)…
After the shopping spree session ended, I make a move first since some of them still continue enjoying the activities that most men regard as the women favorable activities…
We do pit stop on our journey home at Pagoh… coincidently we meet the groom family as well as my boss since they choose to stop at Pagoh too…
After fulfill our duty as a servant to Him, we resume back our journey…
The traffic along the way was quite hectic and reaches Senawang nearly 7.30 pm…
I took LEKAS since my mum afraid I might stuck in heavy traffic flow from Seremban to Nilai… these two places always result from a bottleneck…
Roughly I arrived Putrajaya around 8.30 pm…
It’s very tiring journey but I do enjoy along the way...
To my PPTM and wife, congrat’s!!!

Inspiration....

Inspiration by the light of day,
Inspiration to make me pray.
Inspiration in my willingness to give,
Inspiration to move on and live!
Inspiration to tell my story,
Inspiration because there is no glory.
Inspiration comes from deep within,
Inspiration from sorrow and sin.
Inspiration makes this real,
Inspiration is how I feel.
Inspiration can come from rain,
Inspiration takes my pain.

Ian Kennedy

P/s: I got this from poemhunter.com which written by Ian Kennedy

I Can Smile at the Moment....

Previous  Mode: I’m having a headache now... the PC isn't working + part time telephonist + full time PTM = drive me up to the wall... soon I’ll be part time ICT devices inventory checker...

Current Mode: Smiling like a bright sunshine…

Future Mode: Yet to be determined….

I can’t hide my smiling face now…
My desktop can be used already…
Thanks for those people who never tired and bored to help me in settling the problem…
I know that it suppose to be a simple problem but yet it’s quite complicated for me since I’ve never use Acer before…
Now I know that every Acer either notebook or desktop need to have its own SATA drivers…
To make it works, the recovery CD is not in my department…
So need to do the ISO by myself which at the end my peers from other unit happen to be an IT degree as well solves the mess…
Thanks a bunch…. =D
Current still stuck in the office since I’m planning to come back a bit a late today…
Suppose I can do the ICT devices inventory checking by today but then the list isn’t ready yet…
So by hook or by crook my unit needs to start the ICT devices inventory checking tomorrow…
Either wise other departments will make a noise since BPI submit the details late to BKP…
Then goes the BPI glory…
I guess I can stop smiling now when thinking about the work load that need to be finished within this week cause next week I need to do a trash course with my assistant as he will be going for a long holidays…
He’s getting married and as a new officer I need to hustler few things or else I’ll be a very lousy person that throws a bad image for PTM…

P/s: since I’m having a headache earlier on, I did a stupid act when I press “enter” button instead “D” when I want to delete my partition… then my technician highlight my stupid act… such an embarrassing moments… it’s true that today is not my day…

Two in One....

My Superlative Friday Story…

Start the day with something good…
It has been my routine since I became one of BPI citizen…
It’s good to always recite the love letter from Almighty Allah…
Hopefully I can maintain the momentum, insyaAllah…
However, something did happen…
Suddenly my desktop can’t function according to its norm… it all started since my office experience the electric trip more than 3 times that day…
At first I was thinking that might be something wrong with the hardware which I presume at first was the hard disk…
Then my technician came and have a look at it and saying might be something wrong with the memory or else the motherboard…
If either one create problem, it’s advisable to change both of it which I know it’s quite hard to do since we don’t have any budget…
My first trial was try my best to enter my Windows using safe mode that eventually it’s keep looping to restart the Windows….
After tired and kind of piss off with it, I ask for help from my unit…
Since sits keep restarting without any full stop, I decide to just format drive C…
But my PPTM saying that it can be solve by just doing the system recovery…
So instead I decide either to do system recovery (as my PPTM ask me to do so) or just reformat it…
When I inserted the Windows CD and wait until it load, suddenly the lovely blue screen appear… which I know the problem has just begun…
Then start a nightmare of my lovely Friday…
Since it my first time to deal with this kind of problem, I did ask some help from my ex-college mate…
Briefly I got the idea how to try and solve it… but I still have problem since the at the end of the steps the software that I use to do ISO can’t recognize my SATA driver for my desktop…
Maybe I need to ask some other expert…
I need to retrieve back all the files in my desktop since I don’t have any back up for some important folders…
Currently I rely on my lovely mature and rustic lappy… it always knows when I need it… =)
So tomorrow I’ll need to continue doing the ISO in order to make my desktop works or else it will be another story…

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Date Night

Yesterday I was in Alamanda…
Reason I was there since I want to find something and then I feel that maybe it would be better if I can watch any movie…
Since it was like an ad hoc plan, so I and my sis just choose a movie based on the poster…
It appears that Date Night was quite eye catching so we conclude to watch that movie…
Date Night was a hilarious movie…
It start with a normal plot which Steve Carell and Tina Fey play as husband and wife that always do their daily and boring routine together…
However, they do have a date night in which they will dine in one of their routine restaurant and doing a routine activity which is guessing others table conversation…
One day they decide to have an extraordinary and special date night since they scare if they might end up filing a divorce due to Brad and Haley (their best friends) experience…
Then the story continues which I find it fun and extremely helps in making your heart laugh out loud…
xoxoxoxo

I’m Thankful…

Alhamdullilah…
I’m thankful for the gift that He has given me…
I’m glad I’m the one who is chosen to come into my current department…
It’s a blessing in disgust I guess…
But I need to say out loud my alhamdullilah…
Recently I notice that I start to fall in love with my department…
Now I do remember what one of my close friend said to me when I was in dilemma whether to report duty with PSD or stick with KSP…
She told me that He will never bestow you anything unless He 120% sure that you’re ready to fit in…
Yeah, now I can see the reason behind all those things that happen to me for past few weeks…
I’m glad to be around with people who never fail to support me in whatever condition…
I owe all of you…
It quite difficult for me at first to accept the fact that I’ll be the head of a unit, which before this I do consider a nightmare…
But through times and turbulent I finally see the beauty that I believe I couldn’t get it when I was in somewhere else…
Bit by bit I can see that my current department is just like my old KSP in terms of their togetherness…
I did miss my old KSP environment but I realize I need to always keep my head up since I need to live according to the reality….
Even in here I’m still searching a “figura” that would resemble my lovely and sporting colleague I notice that I found it in certain people here…
To Him, I’m thankful for the gift that you gave me…
It’s such a nice things happen to you when you’re able to adapt, adjust and accommodate within a short period…
Especially to my unit, I do convey my sincere thankful for all the support that you gave me… I do hope we can work even better in the future, insyaAllah…
Generally to my department I’m trying to give my best as a new PTM and a new PSD officer… thanks for everything….
xoxoxoxo

Untitled: Work 1

Today the climate was quite hot…
With the fact that now El Nino phenomena it did contribute towards the current scenario…
Due to that it quite normal to catch with flu, cough and etc…
I was infected too but alhamdullilah it’s recovering…
This morning I was in Bukit Kiara to attend a meeting under BTP…
It was my first time there…
Luckily we manage to get there on time… not exactly on time… we’re early for about 15 minutes…
Thanks to the driver in order to make sure that we make it for the meeting…
I was there together with my PPTM…
Overall the meeting was about creating awareness on portal development and finding ways that benefited the community…
I realize that bit by bit I start to love my new job... which I find it positively underpin in me, alhamdullilah…
Lots of factors that contribute towards the encouraging results… thank to Him because He gives me all the supports besides the fact that I do have a wonderful team…
Deep down my heart I do hope that my they can stick with me for a long period…
But underneath, I still miss lecturing… maybe I can find a part time job somewhere…
I don’t why but I still it would be interesting if I still doing lecturing but only He knows what best for me…
I guess I need to study more on the concept of “redha” with all His gifts…

It’s Not Over…

I thought the tedious work is over but it’s not…
It still keeps mounting until I think I’m no longer a PTM…
The term of PTM only valid when I need to do or perform some routine towards some personnel that having difficulties with their email, PC or any digital documents that they currently working on…
It’s quite a challenge for me since I left the routine for quite long nearly 3years but alhamdullilah I manage to pick up it… if not too well but at least at par…
Currently the SSR thing still at my priority list… it will be over once the people from one of top organization in Malaysian government come and evaluate our performance based on all the information that currently in compilation stage…
Lot’s of things to do… and I hope I can finish it as soon as possible as it do give me a slight nightmare… just similar to what I’ve been experience when I’m doing MQA documentation…

First Time to Work Extra Hours....

It’s kind of funny with the entry, but who cares right?
Yes, as the title say I’m now in the office…
Doing some tedious work… the compilation of paper work…
As in my new department, I will be the PTM cum with all the clerical and technical works as one of my job specification…
Its sound hard but I try my best to fit in the new environment…
Overall I’m quite OK with the people here…
There were warm and friendly even some of them just can’t be adjusted…
Lucky me as I have a team that willing to guide me even I’m their ****
Till then, I need to continue doing some touch up for the document that need to be used tomorrow…
In matter of fact I’m supposed to be in Bukit Kiara for some other ICT meeting but I can’t go since I have another big agenda here in my department… so my right hand will represent me in Bukit Kiara…
I hope everything runs smoothly…

Life as IT Officer…

My biggest praise goes to Him, the Almighty Allah for giving me a chance to live a life as an IT officer…
Currently I’m still in adapting and adjusting to the new environment…
Yeah, I know I was an IT officer for a month… but it’s quite different since last time I was attached to special IT department, but now it’s much different…
Actually I was supposed to work in the same department but different unit…
But due to certain reason which I can’t disclose here, my placement is being reverted to my current department…
To be true, I don’t have any heart to come to my current department since I know, I need to be the head of ICT unit… with the lack experience in IT I was quite scare...
But again, my praise turns to Him as I was given a bunch of people that never failed to provide me with words of comfort and motivation that keep my head up…
So here I’m here in the new place… trying to fit in…
Alhamdullilah… the people here were friendly and willing to help even some of it already in my annoying list…
But above all, most of them are very pleasant…
Hopefully everything went according to the plan…
To my unit, it’s happy to be able to work with such energetic and yet hyperactive teams… =)

P/s: I guess everything that happen to me comes with a concrete reason... I believe that He knows what will happen to me and my family and that why I've been bestow with a gift... a position near to my current house... alhamdullilah...

Last Entry from Kuantan, Bandar Lestari....

Today is my last day in Shahputra…
I’m no longer working here as I have accepted the offer from Public Services Department…
My new job scope will be totally different from what I’ve been doing for past 7 months…
It’s quite a tough decision to make as I already in love with my current job…
But as people always said, we need to move on…
That’s what I’m doing it right now…
Even tough it does cause me a sweat and tear, I know I need to move on…
It sad actually to leave the place that you already feel complaisant with but I know I need to make a jump… either it needs to be now or later…
Alhamdullilah I’m blessed with all wonderful people besides me…
To my family, friends and colleagues, I owe you guys…
To my wonderful students (although sometimes they did become a pain in my neck), I’m happy to be able to teach all of you even for a short period… each and everyone of you did colours my life…
To all, all the best… I’m surely missed every moment that I’ve created here…
Till we meet again under His will, insyaAllah…. =)

On Hiatus...

 

(Picture Credit: Kingdomfirsthbc.wordpress.com)

Currently lots of things need my attention…
Right from my daily routine as education provider front liner till clerical job as an academic advisor to certain selected people…
Above all, it all a challenge for me in becoming a good GTY…
Till then, I need to finish my COPPA n etc…
Pray for me so that I can still breathing and survived, insyaAllah…

Always Be There....

Life has been so hectic lately…
With the students present bit by bit it does affect my daily routine…
But I’m happy since I’m enjoying what I’ve been doing…
It’s just sometimes when we feel down and no one to turn too, there’s always Him…
For past weeks I had been listening to Maher Zain songs…
I like the lyric of Always Be There…
It’s described the present of Allah in every seconds of our life…
Every word would tell you that His there whenever you need Him…
I feel blessed with His gift…

Maher Zain - Always Be There

Alllahu Akbar…

If you ask me about love
And what I know about it
My answer would be
It’s everything about Allah
The pure love, to our souls
The creator of you and me, the heaven and whole universe
The one that made us whole and free
The guardian of HIS true believers

So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promises HE will always be there…

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
Shouldn’t never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all will be over
And we’ll be in His heaven and we’ll all be fine

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promises HE will always be there…

Alllahu Akbar…

They're Are Back...

My customers are back now…
Still having some difficulties in the beginning of the semester…
I think it was the traditions that will be faced as long as you are being call students…
Clashing between subjects taken apart of having so many choice of group to be chosen on…
It just a few troubles that need to be handle with care…
Otherwise, you’re the one to be blame…
Play safe I’ll always someone who is superior and more senior than me to avoid circumstances…
I’m glad to meet my previous customers and the fact that I’m proud of their achievement…
I pray and hope that my future customer for this particular semester will be able to do the same things or perhaps better that their senior, insyaAllah…
Seeing the fact that I’ll be teaching exactly the same subjects as previous semester, I’m hoping to deliver even better…
But for time being I need to bear with all those syndrome for the beginning of the semester which I used to hate on, clashing timetable…
I hope I would be bestowed by the Almighty Allah with the strength, wisdom, courage, love and patience in dealing with my customers, insyaAllah…

P/s: I do believe that every difficulties, there's a relief... =)

New Year Resolution....

This is actually the New Year Resolution which have been generated from this website, http://moninavelarde.com/newyears/
Yet, I do believe that some of the resolution is kinds suitable for me...
So here is the list....

Look up at the sky – Achieved! always do…

Realize none of us are stranger – InsyaAllah it can be achieved….

Be spiritual – Trying my best to be a good muslimah…

Speak up – Achieved, one of my traits…

Touch my toes – Apakah ini…

Create! Create! Create! – Achieved, awalys!

Send a thank you card – Achieved, often does it…

Think before I speak – Need to frequently apply…

Participate – I did... expect for sports =p

Perform random acts of kindness – Always did!

Watch a movie in 3D – The last one was watching 3D for one movie which I forget the title in Times Square

Move on – I’ll always move on =p

Make something new everyday – 50% achieved, 50% incomplete

Be more understanding – Trying to be more understanding as I used to be…

Be fearless – No comment

Use my phone to call instead of text – I don’t like to get on the phone…

Show gratitude – Always did!

Improve – InsyaAllah…

Go sailing – Brilliant idea… need to find a partner then for sailing…

Be available – In what context… I’m always available =p

Start or actually update my blog – Achieved!!!

Eat well – Need to balance all the foods and make sure it’s healthy and nutritious...

See the good in people – Try to avoid any early judgmental view… (Be positive)

Make a paper collage – Art things… need to find time

Watch the sunset – Done, but need to do frequently…

Fly to the moon – I find one astronaut!

Upload a video on youtube – In progress…

Drink hot cocoa – Achieved… my favorite…

Find live music –D, but if possible I want it again…

Make fresh pasta – I need to find my personal cooking trainer la… (Send application to my sweet Bonai sis)

Watch the sunrise – Done, but need to do frequently…

Be curious – Yeah… I’m such a curious cat =p

Wear sunglasses – Achieved… especially on sunny days… due to my “silau”

Get married – IsnyaAllah when the day comes…

Hold the door open for others – Achieved, always do…

Write a love letter – To who should it will address too???

Write a story – One of the golden dreams… like self-actualization…

Spend less time web browsing and more time doing – This can’t be achieved… maybe forever…

Meditate – Need to find time and peaceful and tranquil place…

Live life to the fullest – Part of the mission, forever…

Be a better person – Always try to be… insyaAllah

Avoid drama – Aiyoo… such hard to do…

Give up bad habit – Take lifetime to change maybe… =p

Be carefree – My wish…

Take more photos – Possible if I’m buying new cam…

Tell him that I love him – Naa… this will be among the toughest one…

Bring a reusable bag to the grocery store – I’ll if I don’t forget to bring it…

Carry a purse – Of course this can be achieved…

1st on 2010....

This is my first entry for the year of 2010…
I’ve been working for past 7 months…
The first month was in new city of Federal which is in Putrajaya…
While the rest was in the city of Kuantan which has been regard as Bandar ****** (need to figure out)
So far I’m enjoying what I’ve been done for past 6 months…
At the beginning I’m having some doubt on decision made but as times goes by I know that is what I want…
Maybe it a bit late to know what is your true passion… but alhamdullilah I’m glad and blessed for this gift…
It such wonderful feeling to have some good acquaintances that willing to lead and guide you…
Not to forget the people that can be a pain in my neck but above all cheer up my days…
The past 6 months have taught me well but I’m still looking forward for new challenges…
I may don’t have a specific resolution but I do hope for the best and the bright things in my life…
I shall leave it to the hand of Almighty but I know I need to put the very best in everything that I do, insyaAllah…


Birthday Wishes....

Happy birthday to the woman whom I cherished the most... thanks for everything... may all your wishes shall be granted by Him, insyaAllah... may Allah bless... =) I'll always love you....

P/s: Happy Birthday too to my dear aunts, cousins and friends....