Four.Flowers.Shoppe

Already back in Kuantan since last Monday….
Doing back a normal daily routine…
Early morning will repeat a same task for at least two weeks, before having my precious customer back…
For time being, I’m quite busy with something else…
Not related to academic since I decide to take a short break and enjoy the empty time to the fullest…
Currently I’m engaged with an online business… feel free to click here “Four.Flowers.Shoppe”
It was founded by people who seek a challenge in e-commerce world…
Hopefully what have been planned will work smoothly, insyaAllah…
At the moment the shop online offered a range of shawls that derived from ready-made to custom-made shawls…
In addition, the shop also offers a range of Swiss Cotton…
Enough about the “Four.Flowers.Shoppe” promotion…
About my holidays, I’m spending my quality times with family and friends…
It such a relief to be home after quite sometime…
Wish that I could work close to my home but that will remain as a wish that I will pray to be true maybe next year, insyaAllah…
It just a few days the Georgian calendar will begin a new year…
Sometimes I keep thinking what I’ve achieved for past years…
Even tough I manage to fulfill part of my dreams and wishes, but I think that my journey has a long way to go before I can finally mark it to the end…
I have been carried so many title before this…
Started with a daughter, then I become a sister when my lil sis comes to this world…
Not long after that I add up another title as a student starting from standard 1 until I finally completed my degree…
Presently, I add up another title as an educator… when looking back at those times, I still can’t believe that I manage to carry all the title simultaneously…
As the New Year will be coming, so does to my age… I’m still upholding a proverb that mention that age is just a number… what important beneath it is how much wiser you will be… it can’t be measure through the age but beyond that…
Hopefully, I can be much wiser besides become a good daughter, sister, friends, student and educator…
Happy New Year to all… =)

Entry from Orchid City: My Hometown

I’m now in my friend house…
In the city where I was being born and raised up for more than 10 years…
This city is very fond to me my heart…
That why I always mention that I was from this city, the Orchid City…
Actually the reason I was here since I have a mission to be accomplished…
I hope that I can accomplished what I need to be done… insyaAllah
Currently I was reading on my pet sister new book entitled “Jaja & Din”…
Once I finished the book, I’ll make a simple review on it…
Up till now, I’m slowly fall for both of Jaja & Din…

Jaja & Din

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It was a beautiful and indeed a nice story that comes with a unique package…
I always fond of Kaksu writing style…
Since I read Keranamu Ain, I’ll always look for every novel after the previous one…
The same thing happen after her last short novel that being compile together with other stories in Pelangi…
I’ve come to know about Jaja & Din since the story was still published in her blog…
I like the story since its pure and very frank…
Either Jaja or Din, both managed to persuade me to keep go on reading their story until the end…
I’m happy with the ending since Jaja reserved to be happy after long a quite long time...
Besides the story, I managed to learn about something that I never know or I wouldn’t bother to know prior to this…
I adore Jaja because she’s willing to change for goods after years searching for it… yet I’m quite envious as she very determine to take a huge step without bother what people will say to her…
I respect Din because he does accept whatever that has been written by Him in his life… it such impossible to be met with this kind of man… it such one in a million…
Thanks Kaksu for sharing with me a beautiful knowledge…
I’m looking forward to such story that not only give me the story that can make me produce multiple emotions as well as can be a place for me to seek the truth of the Almighty…
SubhanaAllah… I know your knowledge can be reach in any forms… I’m blessed…
Below are a few quotes and excerpts that I love to share with viewers…

Page 146

Everything has its bride, and the bride of the Quran is surah al-Rahman

Page 157

Barangsiapa jatuh cinta, kemudian beliau menahan dirinya, tidak meluahkan perasaannya lalu mati, maka matinya itu ialah syahid…

Another excerpt from page 271 - 277

A piece of advice from Asma’ bin Kharijah al-Fazzari towards his daughter…

Anakku,
Saat ini dikau keluar dari sangkar emasmu…
Menuju ranjang yang tak kau kenal dan teman yang engkau belum terbiasa dengannya...
Jadilah engkau buminya, maka dia akan menjadi langitmu...
Jadilah permaidaninya, dia akan menjadi tiang sandaranmu...
Jadilah hambanya, maka dia akan menjadi sahayamu...
Jangan menyelimuti dirimu, kerana dia akan membencimu...
Dan...
Jangan menjauhi dia, kerana dia akan melupakanmu...
Jika dia mendekatimu, maka mendekatlah dikau pada dia...
Jika dia menjauhimu, maka menjauhlah dikau daripada dia...
Anakku,
Jagalah olehmu penciuman, pendengaran dan penglihatannya...
Janganlah engkau biarkan dia mencium daripadamu, kecuali aroma yang harum-harum sahaja…
Janganlah engkau biarkan dia mendengar kata daripadamu, kecuali yang baik-baik sahaja...
Janganlah biarkan dia memandang daripadamu, kecuali yang indah-indah sahaja...

P/s: Where I can find a man like that... hehehehehhe

Long Weekend Holidays...

I'm counting the hours now before I can finally punch out and enjoying my long weekend holidays...I'm blessed... =)
Can't wait to indulge myself before torturing it back when comes January... hehhehe
Happy Maal Hijrah 1431...
May all of us improved all our deeds, insyaAllah

xoxoxo

Mix Ramblings

It wasn’t a peaceful morning yesterday…
Suppose it will be going smoothly but suddenly it turns out to be the other round…
I know whether I made a big mistake or not, but I believe I should be treated with a respect…
It’s very rude when you see somebody was at their car and suddenly you drove your vehicle like you want to ramp over it…
It such a bad attitude… furthermore, you’re driving a big vehicle that shouldn’t be available at that particular hour...
But nevermind… I’m still lucky to have a bunch of friends that keep me calm and suggesting more comfortable space for me to park my car...
However, today I find it such a beautiful feeling when I wake up from my bed…
I love this feeling… it such a lovely feeling that I been longing for the past weeks…
In fact, I manage t spot a new nice parking space… =)
I guess, I should park at the new area since it was quite or I shall say much more comfortable…
I bet enough about the lousy parking story… 
Currently I was actively renovated one blog that suppose to be launch insyaAllah next month…
Hopes everything will work according to the plan…
It wasn’t involved me alone, it will be operated with bunch of others great colleague and friends…
As for now, I’m looking for the suitable date for me to apply my URL leave…
Luckily I was being informed by my senior that I need to finish my URL before the new semester start, or else it’ll be burn…
So I’m still looking and calculating which is the best date since so many agenda on my December calendar… hehehehhee…
I guess till then… have a good day to all… *wink*

The Road Not Taken....

 

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Start the day by sending my lil sis to Terminal Makmur…
She’s been here since Monday…
Kuantan still in her calm and raining weather…
So unpredictable… it can change in a split second…
But that’s the sign of the Almighty… He the Great…
Currently, my office hours are my leisure hours…
But still I’m doing something else that insyaAllah will be revealing soon…
Just hope everything went well...
So far when my lil sis was in Kuantan, not so much that we can do or go…
Blame the weather of course… ehehehhe…
However, I hope she have a great time here with the company of my wonderful housemate… thanks mate for everything’s… =)
Suddenly I was thinking about Robert Frost’s famous poem, The Road Not Taken…
I love the poem so much… not just in linguistic aspects but also the meaning in every line…
It’s just like you need to read between the lines…
It’s such a wonderful masterpiece and I came to know why actually this poem is among selected poems that we need to covers during English Literature class…
Suddenly, it reminds me of my fabulous and lovely English teachers…
So enjoy the attachment of the poem below besides see every meaning that the author wishes the reader to know…

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost

P/s: I believe that every difficulties, there's always be a relief... so no doubt whether you are in the middle of 2 choices, always seek help from Him... "Sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan, ada kemudahan" ~Al-Insyirah, 5-6~

P/p/s: Happy birthday to my ex-schoolmate Zuraidah Rambli... may all your wishes shall be granted by Him... May Allah bless...

My Silver Jubilee...

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I’m turn into a silver jubilee today… alhamdullilah, I'm able to still breath the air... =)
It’s just a number for me…
However, due to several undisclosed reasons, somehow its does matter to me too…
Maybe it last for a short while…
I always like that but I know its does help somehow…
Thanks for people who convey their warm wishes…
Really be thankful for it… it somehow tells me that I’m not alone…
I still have a grip on my lovely families and wonderful friends…
Thanks for everything’s… =)

P/s: Yes, birthday normally will be associated to be older, indeed I do hope to be much wiser and more wonderful =), inysaAllah...

Craving To Go Home....

I'm craving to go home…
I miss a lot of things that I usually have or able to do when I’m at home…
Besides, I miss bright and sunny sunshine...
Currently, Kuantan weather is not much pleasing me…
Its keep raining since it is bounded under the East Coast region…
Like my colleague said, welcome to the East Coast region…
So, you’ll need to be ready for the raining season…
Plus with no students around, it make double worst...
Indeed, sometimes I do love the climate…
At least, I don’t need to use any gadget to keep myself cold…
But it’s not towards my laundry story… it keeps getting bulky due to the weather too…
Enough to ramble about the weather…
I am thankful as we just bear the rainy and cold days… no need to border whether to move to higher place, alhamdullilah…
However, I keep counting the hour before I’m finally in my journey to go home…
So, I’m still counting *sigh*
To all muslim, Happy Eidadha… May Allah bless us all, insyaAllah… =)

Mission Accomplished....

Mission Accomplished

My first mission has accomplished…
Thanks to the Almighty for giving me courage to go through this new things…
In fact, as days goes by, I’m enjoying with a new things from my consideration…
I’m slowly being able to pick up some skills that I thought I never had…
Thanks to those people who never failed to be with me through thick and thin…
All your advice and critique helps me to build the confidence in me…
The mission is accomplished once the papers finish…
Hopefully the result will be in various sorts of colors…

++++++++

2012

Last night I had a chance to see this great movie…
Isn’t great in terms of it cinematography but it’s beyond that…
I called it great not because the story that might be twisted from it facts but it more on how actually it can educated people about their faith together with some other morale values that is humanity…
I know there’s lot of facts that have been twist around but please look at the bright side…
At least by seeing this movie, we as Muslim can go back to our  love letters that is the Holy Quran and see the hint that have been given to us long time ago…
This is a reminder for me as well as to others…

Done with 2... Left Another 1...

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I'm glad and feel blessed as the 2 papers that pass by can make me smile even brighter...
But somehow, the smile can’t lasts long since another 1 paper is still in guessing mode…
However, I’m hoping for the best…
I have faith in them even tough some of them can get your endurance up to your nerve…
The day after tomorrow, I’m myself can declare a sovereign from my very first experience in handling all those “kiddos”…
It was a lovely and butterfly feeling when they came out of the hall with a big smile…
It sort of therapy for me by seeing them able to give a big grin…
In other way, I felt the responsibility is being well conveyed…
It just my own benchmark…
Yet, I still have to wait for the result which will be out around mid December…
For time being, just pin my hopes in the appropriate level since I’m very optimist on their performance… =)

Their Battlefield, Not Mine…

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This coming Wednesday, they which from a UPM programme will be having their final…
It just around the corner which make it less than 72 hours for them to face their own battle…
Deep down inside my heart, I do feel the heat…
I know, I’m not the one who answering the questions that sometimes can turn your head upside down nor it can also make you laugh but indeed I’m scare if they didn’t perform to what I expected they can…
Overall they’re an average students with so much potential that can be unleash…
Only if they’re willing to commit their life that might be stranded with stack of books and notes, but not 24/7…
But still, if you wisely spend and manage your time, you might also have the opportunities to be like an ordinary student…
To be good students doesn’t require you to be a nerdy…
Enough about the worry feeling that currently tie up to me…
It’s their time to paint and draw how their battle will be… full with reddish blood or just like lukewarm blue water…
It all depends on their hands…
My part it just to pray and try to give them as much as I can which I believe I already did…
To them, be do your revision wisely as I know your paper doesn’t have any wider gap…
Again, ganbatte kudasai to them… I know you can do it… just believe in yourself…

Tag as A Silent Reader.....

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I’ve got this tag as a “dare challenge” for silent reader in one of this quite popular and glamorous blog… I bump into this blog last year as I was browsing one of JS’s author blog… then I find it quite promising to be read besides the fact that the owner loves to translate song either into Malay and English…

So here’s my answer…

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
Above all faith in everything you do…
3A’s – Adapt, adjust and accomadate… thanks to Mr Kumar to teach me about these three things…
“Minat, sikap dan tanggunjawab” in anything that you do… thanks to Uncle Din!

2. Apakah benda akhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
New aid for me to see things clearly…

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Garden wedding surround by flowery theme… tapi agak susah nak buat la… nama pun impian kan…

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
Hmm… sangat intimate… jadi no comment at the moment… *wink*

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?
o:-)

6. Di mana restoran akhir kamu makan malam?
Grand Canyon @ ECM… boleh tahan la food dia…

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
JS Nov novel and Maryamah Karpov...

8. Nama penuh anda?
Ahada Kamaruddin
P/s: ni dah macam ala2 kena question with police

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau emak?
Fondly with my dad but then as I grown up, I feel easier to share anything with my mum

10. Namakan seorang yang kamu ingin jumpa dalam hidup kamu?
My soulmate la... besides my loving family and friends…

11. Sebutkan nama 8 sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu?
It will be a long list… more than 8… I appreciate each of them since they did paint my world with different sort of colours… jadi memang agak tak patut letak limit 8 je…

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?
Depends on the type of material… if it’s too fragile, manually wash by hand if it’s not, I’ll use the washing machine then… apa guna kalau tak make use of technology kan?

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu ingin pergi?
Of course any theme park in the world… Disneyland ke, Dreamworld ke, Seaworld ke… semua yang ala fantasy la kot….

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
Lutfi Amri, owner of PHDD…
1) Soon to be PhD holder…
2) Like to sing which is way away from his expertise…?
3) Akin to do video clip that I can regard as something creative…
4) USM Alumni
5) Northern people… (from what I know you have been in Perak, Kedah & Penang… all is fall under northern region)

15. 8 perkara yang saya gilai?
1) Reading
2) Blogging
3) Traveling
4) Debating
5) Doing quizzes
6) Cats
7) Movie & drama marathon
8) Pictures editing

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?
Hugs… because it can release from any negative ion… now I’m sound like a therapy… but it’s true… I appreciate hugging more than kissing as it can calm down your emotion…

17. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca?
1) Strategic Management by David (last Monday)
2) Financial Management by Brigham and Houston (yesterday)
3) Financial Management by Bany Ariffin (yesterday)
4) Consumer Behaviour by Blackwell (just 15 minutes ago)
5) Consumer Behaviour by Schiffman (yeah 15 minutes earlier)
6) Percayalah… Akhirnya by Ruby Hazri (last 2 weeks)
7) Kemilau Mutiara Raudhah by Saidatul Saffa (last month)
8) Thanks for the Memory by Cecilia Ahern (last 2 months)

18. 8 lagu yang kamu boleh dengar berulang kali?
1) The Saturdays – Issues
2) Beyonce – Helo
3) Kris Allen – No Boundries
4) Miley Cyrus – The Climb
5) Taylor Swift – Teardrops on My Guitar
6) Kazem el Saher – Qooli Uhabuki
7) Steve Reynolds - Mistaken Identity
8) Bunkface – Through My Window

19. Mari main TAG 8 orang lain.
1) My adik
2) My sweet sis, Kak Anis
3) My ex-classmate cum colleague, Kauthar
4) My talented sis, Kak Nina
5) My creative sis, Kak Ryn
6) My sweet story sis, Kaksu
7) My cumel sis, Kak Seri
8) My long silent sis, Kak Ija

P/s: It's so long I didn't do any tag... but I like this tag since the questions are more variant... i like it...

Blissful Weekend....

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I have a great weekend last week…
Thanks to Him for giving me such a good time + good people…
The weekend is being spent wisely without any proper planning…
That why sometimes ad-hoc things seem to be workable as compared to the things where we tend to plan much earlier…
The journey to blissful weekend started as early as 7.45 a.m…
Since most of us (the team between KSP BM, SR & AD) are a newbie Kuantanrian, so we took the opportunity to treasure Cherating…
It’s quite lucky since we have someone who are well-known about Kuantan despite her forgetfulness in remembering the exact road to the place…
Plus with the people who well verse in outdoor thingy make a lot easier for us… thanks to those people…
No need to mention the name as it can be any more surprise in future… hehhehehehe
As the journey takes us for about an hour due to not remembering the road, we reach there around 8++
We started the activity with breakfast session as we had an empty stomach all the way from Indera Mahkota…
As our chief de mission engaged in light up the fire for BBQ, we’re enjoying the simple but yet tasteful cook by 2nd chef of the day…
When the fire already starts to burn, the master chef started to line up her BBQ secret receipe …
While waiting for the BBQ secret receipe we’re on the way to cook, some of us already take an honour to jump inside the water…
The weather were quite friendly with us so I won’t get my skin tanned… yeah I know I’m too scare of being too tanned since my skin tone still doesn’t full recover since my last vacation to Redang...
So I’m like the weather so much… it’s not too sunny and it’s not too calmy… it just perfect…
When all of us were already inside the water, then start the prank session… the only person who unlucky to be the subject is obviously people who always being bullied (in a good way) by two of so-called gentleman…
Pity her but nothing much we can do as we might be the next targeted subjects… hahahahhaha
It just about time when we feel tired and want to take a short break, the weather already excited to switch it mood…
We straight away packed all the stuffs before the rain start to pour…
So by the time we’re changing thing that need to be changed, it’s already raining…
Immediately decide to go back and plan to continue our picnic session at night in front of our house…
But soon the plan changed as we might be tired at night and right away start to burn the charcoal again and BBQ session resume…
Even we’re picnicking just in front the house which exactly in our porch, we do feel the excitement…
The blissful weekend does stop there…
It does continue after Asar…
Due to the fact that one of us is a die hard fan for MJ, so decide to watch “This is It” together…
Then we decide to go for a bowl... but soon the plan alters due to the fact that some of us want to be MJ that night…
So the journey to search for available karaoke begin… it such a challenge for us to since it’s Saturday night and most of the place fully booked…
Then decide to grab something for dinner which we still lost due to same reason above…
After finish to fuel up our tank and recharge back our energy, again we’re on a mission to find a karaoke place…
At last we managed to find it but again we need to wait first before some of us start to show off their talent…
For about half an hour we start to let the world hear our voice… it’s quite nice to see and hear something that could make our minds stop thinking about something… it’s just a good to laugh and to be laugh at…
The blissful weekend end up when we officially decide to go back as they place near to its closing hour...
It’s such a nice feeling to be able to indulge myself after few weeks being packed by so many occasions…
Hope to get the chance again, insyaAllah…
To all the blissful weekend crews, thanks for a great day…

P/s: This is a long entry... quite an achievement in the middle of the busyness as an educator...

A Hectic Weekend...

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Again my weekend are being occupied by lots of tasks…
On early Saturday morning; I was in college since I was assign to assist the students on their extra curriculum subject…
The activity was conduct in Beserah, Kuantan…
It was a community programme that held by my students as it part of their compulsory subject before they being able to graduate…
In view of the fact that I and Kauthar do not know the road to that particular “kampung” where the activity where suppose to be held, so we closely followed our student’s vehicle as they became our tour guide…
But as usual, when we as a follower need to follow our so-called “tour guide” we tend to miss them as they proudly beat the traffic light…
As seeing that, I immediately contact the project director and ask him to wait for us since we might lost our way instead of heading to Beserah, we continue our way to Kuala Terengganu…
Since the request made by his lecturer, he need to obey our request… hehehhehe
After we’re able to follow his car, around 15 minutes later we arrived at the place…
Start with the briefing held in volley ball court by project director, the students being group into 4 different groups and they being sent to different 4 houses situated around the “kampung”…
They work very efficiently as their leader clearly defined they task and roles…
The work ended before 12 o’clock…
Seeing as the “kampung” situated just around the beaches, the climate was quite hot… that why we decided to finish all the works before noon…
After all the groups that being located at various locations come back at the volley ball court, they take a short break before continue to another slot of the programme…
The other slot will be a climate for this community project as it will be a slot where all the funds that the students manage to collect being distributed towards 4 families…
It such an honor for us to be able to help the unfortunate…
After the session ended, we closed it by giving them a simple but yet a joyful lunch alongside the beach of Beserah…
It such a nice day to be spends of despite the tiredness after being burn directly under the sunshine…
On the next day, I still need to work since my workplace will be visited by MOHE Deputy Minister…
The visit programme is being held as it one of new programme held by MOHE which is called “3M”…
It’s a programme that revolves around the visiting the campus apart from having a dialogue with student’s council…
The programme ends around 5 o’clock…
It such a busy weekend that I had for the past 2 weeks…
Hopefully, this coming weekend everything will come back to normal… I pray and hope so…

Days Passed By... Carry on with Normal Duty...

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#1

The days that I've been counting have just passed by...
It's has been a week after the day...
I'm glad and thankful for being able to attend such prestigious ceremony...
Plus with the arrival of my university chancellor who's also the SPB Yang Dipertuan Agong...
It's such a bright day with a warmth feelings pounding inside my heart...
I'm glad to be able meeting some of my old acquaintances... I guess they know who they are even I didn't mention their beautiful names...
Yes, alhamdullilah we have made it to the ends... all the obstacles have been paid off...
It such a day full or glory... we have filled the special day with sound of happiness and grateful for the wonderful day... the day that every people whom once known as students have been waiting for...
It such a feeling when a little kids smile dazzlingly when they received some gift from their parents...
To the people whom stay and keep supporting me towards the ends, the scroll that I received is honour to you too...
People whom never failed to share an advice, thought and ideas in lighting up my path...
I owe you guys and nothing that can't be replaced with whatever good deeds that you all have done to me....
Thanks a million and may Allah bless all of you...

#2

After spending 5 days of holidays (including my convo leave, Deepavali & weekend) it hard to do what I must do...
Suddenly I felt I need to continue my study... I'm missing my study life...
But still I need to face the reality...
Back to normal duty....
Currently still struggling in finishing the chapters as they (my students) will be sitting for their final in 2 weeks time...
It become more challenging for me since the most chapters that leave uncovers are come from Financial Management...
That will need more time in order to finish it... now I'm playing with the time...
Hope everything will go according to its plan, insysaAllah.....

I’m Counting the Days...

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I have a short weekend this week…
The ground is because I just come back from Shah Alam…
I was there for some purpose…
Among the main thing is to pick up my convocation robe besides attending the rehearsal…
All these while, I’ve never been to any convocation rehearsal since I wasn’t able to attend any of it either when I supposed to receive my diploma or my degree…
But for my master degree I need to attend since I don’t have any idea how it will be conduct since I will be getting the scroll from my university counselor itself…
While attending the ceremony, I’m able to meet some of friends whom I never meet for past months due to various reasons…
Glad to be able to meet all of them even though for a little time…
InsyaAllah this coming Thursday all of us will be gather again to witness the prestigious besides conforming my master degree and yet receiving the scroll that we have been craving for the past 2 solid years… some of them might have earned it for only 1 and half years…
Whatever it is it just a feeling that can be unnamed… the feeling of happiness and be able to make it to the end just can't be hiding from our faces…
All the hard work that have been payoff…
Yeah… I’ve been counting days to the prestigious day since I know that I’m able to graduate…
Thanks to the Almighty for the gift…

Condolences....

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Dedicated to all family victim of recent earthquake in Padang, West Sumatera...
It just feels like yesterday the big tsunami wave hit Acheh and others part of Southeast Asia region...
I know it’s hard for people who experienced it to pass it through...
Might be I’m not part of your family but indeed my ancestors are from there...
But everything comes with reasons from Him...
Believe me...
I hope all of Padang people will remain calm and patience for every test that He given to us…
You are one of those selected people to be tested by Him...
Al-Fatihah to all people of Padang, may your soul be granted a paradise, insyaAllah...

P/s: Sometimes, we don’t know how to appreciate people until they finally left us... when they finally leave us, then we would know how much these people affecting our life in everything we do… a piece of reminder for me and others as well...

Get Back to Work...

(Photo Credit: Google.com)

After nearly 2 weeks holidays, I felt so lazy to start working...
I guess it just a same feeling that I had when I was a student once upon a time... =p
Maybe that why we called it Monday blues...
Lucky things for me since I've only 2 hours class...
Now in the middle of my journey to finish up my finance notes...
Catch with you guys later...

A Long Journey to MBA Iftar...

The journey starts around 7.30 a.m.
While I was packing my things, I’ve notice that I left my purse in the office…
Immediately I text Nurul asks her a favor to drop to office first before heading to KL…
After I managed to take my purse, together with Nurul I have another add hock task… to close all the standby CPU in the lecturers room… since all of us will be away for more than a week, it just a waste to let the machine on…
Once the task it completed, we (read: me, Nurul and Kauthar) start our journey to KL... Tentatively it will take us about 2 hours to reach the heart of KL…
According to plan, 3 of us will be headed to Jalan TAR and Masjid India since we want to do some shopping spree…
However, apart from our pretty much a good plan, the Almighty have some other better plan for us…
At kilometer 125 just 500 meter ahead from Temerloh lay by, Nurul ask me if I did hear some sound that coming from the car…
So we decide to make a stop there in order for us to do some checking to the car… after we’re sure that everything is alright, we plan to continue our journey…
Much to our dismay, the car could not start… we thought that maybe it just a while but after waiting for 5 minutes, still the condition doesn’t show any progress…
Then decide to check all the engine part and then we discover that the radiator cap is disappear…
Right from that moment, the story of long journey to MBA Iftar begins…
Since my housemate was on the way too from Kuantan, we did ask them for help… it’s a good thing that we supposed to convoy from my house but due certain technical reason, they depart a bit later from us…
When we’re left at the highway, one big and black four wheel drive approach us…
At first we have a negative perception towards that man since he suddenly slow down his vehicle and immediately we’re anxious just like a normal TV drama…
Alhamdullilah, it’s turn out to be a nice and good man… he help us in diagnosis what the problem is until we couldn’t start the car… with his advice, we ask our friend to drop buy at Temerloh to find a new radiator cap…
Plus minus half hour, they finally reach at the kilometer 125 together with the precious cap… I silently pray that the problem could be settled…
Once more, we’re been tested by Him that the cap doesn’t fit into the radiator hose…
Since we have to buy another cap, Mar and Lut called their friends that working with Temerloh KBS to buy a double new cap…
This time, we’re hoping that the double new cap would fit nicely with the radiator hose…
When the friend of Mar and Lut came, once again we try the double new cap and alhamdullilah it match…
Since we need to make sure that all the equipment and engine is cool, we occupied our time by “lepaking” at the roadside of the highway…
When there is time to fill water into the hose and closely it with double new cap, we try to start the car engine…
It turns out that the car is rejecting the water that we’re trying to fill… with this condition it shows that the car problem is not a minor one…
At this point of time, Kak Mai starts to ask help from her friend…
The friend of her friend came… after run few testing, it has been verified that the problem is a huge one…
In order to make the car start again, it needs to be towed into nearest workshop…
It took nearly 4 hours before the towing petrol came…
We occupied our time by ding sort of things while waiting at the roadside…
Around 2.30 p.m the towing petrol came and we took the car to nearest workshop…
We’re going to KL with Jun car since she’s come all the way from Karak when she knows that we’re stranded…
Journey to KL continue right after we’re refreshing ourselves at Jun’s house…
Reach KL just about 5 minutes before breaking fast time…
Due another technical problem, we’re then need to find another place for our iftar since nobody were free to reconfirm back the reservation made in Rebung Restaurant…
I break my fast in the car before we finally made decision to dine in Ole-Ole Bali…
Arrived Sunway Pyramid around 8.30 p.m due to heavy traffic plus with the rainy days…
Even though the journey that suppose to be not too long become extremely long plus the tiredness of waiting and fasting, but it’s worth it…
Happy to be able to spend time with few of my classmates… we had so much fun…
To all that present for the iftar session yesterday, thanks a lot… =)

Happy Eid Mubarak......

Happy Eid from me...
May all of us will have a joyous occasion, insyaAllah...

I'm sorry if I ever did things that not favour to all of you...
I'm just a normal human being...
Doesn't perfect at all..
To those know my house, you'll invited to come over...
Once again,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin....

P/s: Currently I'm still in Kuantan... will be leaving for KL tomorrow since I have to attend my MBA Iftar a.k.a Santapan Ramadhan will all the classmates... work wise it's OK since I'll be on leave starting tomorrow till 27th Sept...

I'm Happy....

Alhamdullilah... thanks to the Almighty finally I will be able to graduate...
It such a nice feeling when I know I’ll be graduated despite the fact that I'm no longer a student anymore...
But who know maybe next year of the other year I will be holding the title again...
Whatever it is, it just my plan, insyaAllah…
InsyaAllah this coming 15th October I’ll be receiving my scroll…
I know some people would say too early to be excited but it’s up to them…
I know how much I have sacrifice and tears of course in order to obtain the scroll….
Again, my biggest praise convey to Him for giving me the courage to bounce every time I did slip in middle of my journey…
Not to forget my supportive families and friends… the scroll is yours too…
You guys have successfully guided me and tender me well till I manage to stand on my own feet… alhamdullilah…
It just a happy that I need to share with everybody…
Tomorrow my working place will be holding their iftar… and the event will be held in KSP cafeteria…
My department will need to prepare the beverages for the entire guest… lucky thing is that they only ask us to prepare the drinks… if not I would definitely be the no-nothing person… such a waste right…

Again Ramadhan Stories....

First of all, it’s already September…
Once it appears, it will be my dad b-day…
Happy Birthday to you, Ayah…
May you’ll be shower with happiness and bless with good health…
May Allah bless you...
Thanks for everything’s…

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Currently I’m quite free after a week been spam with all clerical work…
Right from preparing the notes for so-called dearly students, creating simple quizzes till completed the MQA syllabus format…
Alhamdullilah jobs done… glad until my heart can stop smiling for such relief…
But still, there’s some stuff need to be update…
So can’t feel the real leisure yet…
Till then, happy fasting… =)

Reflection on 8th Ramadhan…

It’s such a bless for being able to do works from home…
You can wear anything you comfortable with beside you can either sit still at the chair or freely lying on your bed…
Today, it’s already 8 Ramadhan… but I already discounted it to 6 days only…
Due to my ear problem… still not yet recovering…
Hopefully it can work normal like what I should be around next week insyaAllah…
Maybe it’s a “kifarah” for me as a result not using and taking care of the gift that He give to me (since I was born) in a good ways… my bad…
Currently still in middle of doing my finance notes… it seem that I need to do my own notes in order to make my learning and teaching process much better, insyaAllah…
I’m still struggling in finding optimal ways that will give benefits to my students… sometimes, it sound amusing when I was using any phrase that containing “my students”…
Yeah, I’m still in adapting phase… hope things runs smoothly…
On this coming 8th Sept, they (read = my students) will be having their mid term exam…
When looking back at the good old times (not too old I guess) I still remember how we’ll (read = me and classmates) be rushing to cover any chapters that will be included in the exams…
Alhamdullilah we made it since we’re waiting for our graduation day insyaAllah this coming October…
What makes me worry now is that the mid term exam for my students will be coming all the way from UPM, Serdang…
So I don’t have any clue what kinds of question it will look like… I only know until what chapters it will be covering…
For SM and CB, the chapters that will be appearing on questions paper already been covered… the problem now is my finance subjects…
Next week, I will need to go more quickly since they still left out one chapter and optimistically I do hope I can finish before their exam date…
Enough for now… still need to prepare one set of quizzes for SM and finance…
To all, happy fasting… =D

Ramadhan Kareem.....

In one hadith, the Messenger of Allah (May Allah bless him and grant him peace) says, “Ramadan has come to you. (It is) a month of blessing, in which Allah covers you with blessing, for He sends down Mercy, decreases sins and answers prayers. In it, Allah looks at your competition (in good deeds), and boasts about you to His angels. So show Allah goodness from yourselves, for the unfortunate one is he who is deprived in (this month) of the mercy of Allah, the Mighty, the Exalted.” [Narrated by Tabarani]

It feels like yesterday celebrating the holy month….
Alhamdullilah, it comes again…
InsyaAllah, tomorrow all Muslim worldwide will be fasting as it one of basic tenets of Islam… maybe in some other parts of the worlds, they already start to fast today since the factor of geographical areas, time different and etc…
Like previous year, I do hope that I’ll be able to fulfill my duty as a Muslim besides trying my very best to accumulate my “amal”...
InsyaAllah...
To all muslim, Happy Ramadhan al-Mubarak… May our ibadah is better that what we used to have before…

Story from Home…

Home sweet home, indeed, it’s so much true… =)
The reason I’m home since my working place needs to stop from doing any operation due to the epidemic outbreak of H1N1 in Kuantan…
So, here I am in my hommy…
Such nice and breeze feeling to be able to have a week break from hectic working place… hectic ke??? Let me alone know the exact answer… hehhehehe
Holidays doesn’t mean I can have my own sweet time… I still need to regularly check on my works besides keep in touch with my classes since it’s a week break…
Lucky me cause I managed to meet them before they leave…
So they will have a short break but being accompanied by my works…
Such a mean educator right??? Ehhehehehe
Enough about my life there in Kuantan…
With this particular holiday I managed to settle few things… alhamdullilah…
In mean time, I have plenty of time in revising back on my notes…
It such a good plan that I’ve been thinking about… I was thinking to take a leave, but it seems that He planned for me quite well… =) thanks the Almighty for the gift…
Finally managed to finish up new JS novel… both the new novels just have its own specialty and magic…
I know people would say that I’m bias but that me…
I’m truly inspired by most of JS novel… it just not provides me entertaining stories that could soothe me but also I managed to make me find any hidden meaning behind the story…
Enough said, the morale story is what I appreciate most… yes, certainly I need to read between the lines… but I’m happy with that…
InsyaAllah I will come out with what I like about the Bintang-Bintang Ke Syurga by Xarine and also the lovely Pelangi by three charming people, Kaksu, Syud and Hlovate…
Ultimately, thanks for the stories…

I would like to wish an advanced and also belated Birthday Wishes to all special August people in my life.... there are my sweet Kaksu; the thoughtful brother, Azree; sweet accompany Kauthar; lovely ex-hoausemate, Kak Jat and Liza; ex-collegemate, Wanz and last but not least to my ex-classmate whom just get married last 2 month, Rohaiza.... may all your wishes and hopes shall be granted by Him, insyaAllah.... May Allah bless....

Meeting plus Intro Session

Just finish my meeting just now with all the fellow educators…
The main reason to hold the meeting is to discuss on particular issues besides being introductory session for fellow new lecturers….
So the session was quite OK since I do fill up the time by chatting with my new colleagues that happen to be my ex-classmate…
After being afflict with all those main agenda, the time for us new educators to be in a limelight just about to begin…
The introductory session start by few of male lecturers before it being passes to us a bunch of ladies…
I did suffer a stage freak condition as it was held in auditorium which big enough to cater number hundreds of students…
Luckily I manage to state my name, from where I am before I’m being asked about my current status…
What a typical minds of fellow Malays… I know I’m Malay too…
Now I’m in the middle of subconscious mind trying my best to reincarnate positive and energetic feelings for my finance class…
So till then, adios…. =)

Updated after the class:

Happy Birthday to my sweet sis, Dang Ayang a.k.a Kak Ryn... may all your wishes+dreams+hope shall be granted by Him... May Allah bless...

Supposed she'll be celebrating this day with another sister of mine, the late Dang Inoi ak.a Kak Nur... they (both Kak Ryn and Kak Nur) share a same birthdate but different year... May her soul rest in peace, al-Fatihah...

Calm City Story....

It has been 3 weeks I live my life in Eastern region…
I’m still in adapting phase…
The course that held in UPM last week was awesome…
Besides be able to know what KKB = “Kursus Kokurikulum Berkredit” which is UPM compulsory course to graduate, I also had acquired other knowledge…
The knowledge on how to deal with your so-called students… =)
Back about my life here in Kuantan, the environment was quite calm as compared to my usual atmosphere…
However, since you were used to the crowd and busy surroundings it somehow makes you miss that kind of place…
But in the name of doing my job, I need to acquire all the 3 A’s (adaptability, adjustable & accommodate) which have been taught by my LSP and LHP lecturer during undergraduate years… thanks to you, Mr. Kumaranair….
So far, I have attended to all the classes for 3 different subject areas…
The students were quite ok except for my Finance classes… maybe because they’re passive and it’s hard to predict whether they’re with me or not…
The remaining Management and Marketing subjects are in state of better… the students were response accordingly… and it’s help to build my confidence in teaching them…
Now, me and my colleague who also my former classmate know how it’s felt when you could see all your students’ activities when you’re at the front…
On the other hands, I already know how it felt when your students ask you to postpone the classes… not included the clashing classes that required you to entertain them personally…
It does give me 1001 headache…but I guess it’s a challenge that I need to take… I choose this path, so I need to carry on with it…
Hopefully everything will be going smoothly, insyaAllah… =)

Harry Potter: The Half Blood Prince

At last I managed to see this movie…
Actually I’m not a die hard fan for Harry Potter… but since many people around me was so hooked to this story; it somehow put a small influence in me…
As a result, I persuade Kauthar to accompany me to see the movie…
I’m glad that she does enjoy the movie…
In overall, the storyline was great as it an adaptation from the novel itself...
However, in terms of characters, all HP actors and actresses managed to deliver well…
All of them managed to grip the feel…
For this movie, I would rate it for 4.5 stars…

P/s: Just get the info that one of awesome Malaysian film maker, the late Yasmin Ahmad passed away peacefully… al-Fatihah

Will Be Back…

I’m very happy…
I’ll be back to N9…
Actually I have to attend a course conducted in Serdang…
Since the course will be conducted there at Serdang, I have a chance to go back once the course is finished…
Glad to be back as I miss my home plus Mocha…
Besides, the reason I’m going home because I have to pick up all related notes for the subjects that have been assigned to me…
I need the notes since the module given by UPM was quite brief…
Hopefully the plans will go according to what have been decide…=)

1st Update from Kuantan.....

It hard to say goodbye than to say hello…
I experienced it in many situations…
But somehow, it very difficult for me so say goodbye to all 13 “Pegawai Tadbir Kontrak” or known among us as “PTK” in ICT Department in MOE…
It’s such a same feeling I felt when I already at the end of my both undergraduate and postgraduate days…
It’s hard for you to say goodbye or any words that carried similar meaning with it…
It’s not because you doesn’t like to move on or build up your career at new place, but it just a feeling for such attach bonding with people around you…
Yes, I’m very attaching to all the 13 people… if not all 13 of them but some of them whom really important to me when I decided to join MOE at the beginning of June 2009…
When I rewind back to my early days at MOE, I still can remember all the times when we're placed at the Ibnu Rusy and Ibnu Sina meeting room…
We’re there for 3 consecutive days before being placed to 8 available units under the ICT department…
I still can repeat back how we spend our entire boring days… up to the extend that we’re playing Bingo and even the “nama negeri” thingy…
In order to cover that we’re playing that kiddo games, we even invented some formula so that we can cover out mischievous activities…
Since we’re there without doing anything, most of us get to know each other in that particular room… in fact one of them said that if they (MOE) keep us maybe for a week or longer than that, we can already do a biography for all those PTK… what they likes, what no and hundred and one things that we can discussed on…
If I keep thinking about it, I will keep smiling… yeah… I miss all of them…
They light up my days in quiet surrounding of Putrajaya… besides my lovely cousin family...
I’m very happy since till today they still attach my email as one of the mailing list for those PTK… in fact they already have a new friend replacing my place…
Hope all of them will get permanent jobs as what I already got…
To all of you, you know who you are… thanks a lot…

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So far my days here in Kuantan are good…
Those people were quite friendly and willing to help…
I try my best to reincarnate all the positive feeling that I got when I was still of one of those PTK…
Till now, I only required to teach 3 subjects… it from various fields… from management, finance and even marketing…
Currently I’m still doing an overall revision on those subjects since I have no teaching experience… hopefully all things will went accordingly…
What I’m sure, this job is 360 degree different with my previous job as PTK…
InsyaAllah next week I will start a lecture session since the BBA programme will only be started next week…
=)

No Boundries....

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there's nothing between you
And your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe

Yeah...

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
With every breathe it's harder to believe
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

(Sung by Kris Allen)

Easy To Meet, Easy To Mix But Hard To Leave....

(Credit to uppitynegronetwork.wordpress.com)

My life as an IT officer will end after I punch my time card today sharp at 5 o’clock…
Alhamdullilah I managed to secure a permanent job with one of IPTS located in Kuantan…
InsyaAllah starting nextweek I will become an educator… hopefully all things will just go fine as planned…
I’m quite sad actually to leave my current job as this is my first official job after I’m graduated… even tough this job doesn’t suit my current interest but I’m blessed with wonderful people that working under the same department…
I’m thankful to have a leader that easy to communicate no matter what is your problem… not to mention my peers that so nice in guiding me to move around the job scope…
In matter of fact I do have a coolest companions since my first day when I was ask to report duty in this department….
Hmm... actually I don’t expect that I would leave the jobs quite early but I’m still thankful to the Almighty for given me this “rezeki”…
I believe that the department will find a much better person to replace me in other words that my unit, UPPDKS would have more reliable PTK…
Looking forward to new environment that tremendously different with my current jobs… wish me luck =)

p/s: I’m surely will miss all the outlook emails since it’s the only safe medium for us so-called PTK to communicate with each others…

The Result....

On my previous entry, I did mention about going to which job interview since I got 2 interviews at the same day but with time different of 30 minutes...
Its turns out that I attended both of the interviews with 1001 stories along with it...
Technically I managed to get through only 1 of these 2 interviews...
So now patiently wait for the result…
Enough said, I’m hoping for the best…

Job, Interview and etc....

Last Wednesday, 17th June 2009

I was off to Kuantan... (Yeah… of course I need to burn my leave already)
As usual to attend interview in one of private collages there...
The interview was an OK for me since it was my first time to be interview to fill a position as a tutor and lecturer...
So when I was ask to do mock teaching, I was stunned since I do prepare the slide but it turn out that I need to used a traditional method by using white board and a piece of marker pen…
Alhamdullilah I manage to give a short and brief lecture to the three panels that become my interviewer…
The interview session ends early and we (read: me and my family) manage to stop by at Kak N house in Kuantan itself… actually quite close to the collage where the interview is being held…

This coming Wednesday (24th June 2009)

Supposedly I will need to attend my SPA interview in Seremban…
Unexpectedly the plan might be changed…
Last Saturday I got a called letter by other learning institution that request me to attend one interview on the same date (with 30 minutes different in time) where I supposed to attend the SPA interview…
However, the decision to which interview I want to go have yet to be determined…
It will all depend to which job that I choose before since the day yet to come…
Hopefully I manage to make a wise decision though I know that both places have its own advantages…
Now it all up to me to pick and choose what the best for me of course for my own good... *wink*

P/s: All advice and ideas are welcome in comment page… =)

Quizzes???

Lately, I’ve done various quizzes, especially on my FB… I’m quite addicted to it now… actually before this I did own a blog where I post all the quizzes link that I’ve tried in order to let others done it too…
But due to several reasons, the blog now remain unmanaged…
However today I would like to share some personality quizzes that I did yesterday…
One of it is to know when is my actual birth date in Islamic calendar… it happen that I was born on 7th Rabiul Awwal 1405H…
Below is the detail on the day I was born… I’m kind of agree with the result since most of the statement made is true… however I was hoping that all the negative sides might be go away from me… *wink*

Bulan kelahiran Islam anda adalah pada 7 Rabiul Awwal 1405 Hijrah iaitu jatuh pada hari Sabtu.

Maksud : Bulan pertama musim bunga iaitu masa ketika bulan tersebut dinamakan.

Sifat : Mempunyai perwatakan yang baik. Mungkin anda akan mendapat pangkat yang besar, menjadi orang yang berpengaruh atau kaya tanpa diduga, Insya'Allah. Dalam pekerjaan ramai yang menyukai anda. Walau bagaimanapun, sifat negatif yang ada pada anda termasuklah kurang sabar, keras hati dan mudah marah.

Here also another quiz that I’ve done yesterday… it about which personality that describe me the most… ehehhehe it turns out to be that I’m a PERFECTIONIST… here is the details about being a PERFECTIONIST…

Perfectionist
Perfectionists are realistic, fundamental and punctual. They can act like a moralist. They try to realize their high ideals; they often have the feeling that they can always do better so they're not easy satisfied. They can be frustrated because life and people are not the way they should be; they can be disappointed because of their own imperfection.

RELATIONSHIPS: You want a relationship, but it's hard for you to trust. You also
have the feeling you're not worth friendship because you're not perfect. You can
be distant and sarcastic. You like to hear people enjoy your company. You often
don't realize it's hard for other people to handle your critic. Perfectionism in relationships can lead to problems and misunderstanding.

FIXATION: resentment

VICE: anger

VIRTUE: serenity

PROFESSIONS: teacher, politician, police...

Currently I’m in process to learn about TSM, LTO tape and etc…
Though it not as tough as I thought but yet it still needs my 110% attention in order to master it within a day, I guess…
With this task, I need to stop right here…
Maybe later I will be writing another entry about my journey to Kuantan for the sake of finding a permanent job…

Relief....

"Milik Allah apa yang Dia ambil. MilikNya jua apa yang Dia beri. Tiap
sesuatu punya tempoh tertentu disisiNya. Bersabarlah dan harapkan ganjaran Allah atas kesabaranmu itu"
(Hadis Takziah)

Get the above ‘hadis’ from one of my lil sis friend’s facebook…
Thanks Sarah for sharing it with me…
Alhamdullillah I manage to graduate this coming October insyaAllah…
Just got to check the result this morning…
I’m among the late people who know that now the result is already out…
However it is, glad that finally I’m able to go through all the obstacles…
Thanks to those that willing to go through tick and thin with me…
It can never be repay with anything… only the Almighty can give the exact rewards… amin…
With all the recent events that keeps coming in my life make me understand better that everything that happen in our life comes with a reason… that what being explain though by the above ‘hadis’….
To all my classmate, congrat’s… finally we made it!!!

I'm IT Officer =p

If I managed to control myself from not writing or scribble anything inside this blog, I will hit another 1 month without an entry…
What kind of achievement =p
Anyway my biggest praise to the Almighty for giving me such opportunity (should be better called as my “rezeki”) to be one of IT officer…
In fact I don’t even put a high hope when I was attending the open interview held by one of Malaysian government ministries… it simply because the competition were high and thus since my dad mention that maybe there are doing some survey so I decide not to think about it…
But as I mentioned before maybe this is what that He already mean to me… that one fine day I will return back to my old things…
Yes sometimes I did miss the good times when I was doing my first degree… especially when I totally lost with my current field…
At certain point of time I did scold myself for not continuing with the same field…
But it just a feeling when you where either down or depress…
I still enjoying doing my latest fields… where I get a chance to discover another part of me… *wink*
Being 1 week here in the department, just like repeating my old good times… it like a dejavu when I need to refresh certain basic command that most of time I used when I was about to take my practical exam for networking subjects… then I realized how I miss my former CCNA instructor Mr Neoh and networking lecturer Mr Manoharan…
Since I was in the unit where lots of the jobs deals with data centre and support team, it reminds me of my former supervisor when I was doing my internship with MAS Penang, Mr Kamal…
But above all, I miss their guidance and advice… in fact now I’m still stuck with big manual for IBM AIX server…
It’s somehow new things to me… but with the background knowledge that I have helped me in going through with it... still lucky me =p
However, somehow I still feel that another part of me still missing somewhere…
Maybe it lost for a little while but I do hope I won’t be taken away from me…
Deeply I still felt hunger for something related to business world…
It sound very cliché but it’s me… I love both science and business… that why at first I opt for doing my higher degree in business IT or something related with it…
I think its time for me to stop mumbling here without any proper things to be further said…
Enough till now…
Miss the blogging world already…
Hope after this I can blog frequently like I always do… =)

P/s: currently no official tasks being assigned except maybe I will need to be sending to incoming conference…

Roll All in One…

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday to all May babies... especially to my dear lil sis, Fitrina...
May all your wishes and dreams shall be granted by Him...
May Allah bless...

ABR

Alhamdullilah… we managed to do it…
Thanks to those who helped us in going through the process before finally we managed to submit it as our thesis for this *B* programme…
Again, I’m glad that finally the pain and torture comes to the end.... =)

Class Dinner @ Subak

The dinner went well despite some of class members weren’t able to attend due to several reasons…
Glad we managed to clear our head with nice and delicious food that being cooked by Subak’s chef…
Subak is a new restaurant that operated in Bukit Lanjan and specializes on Western and Indonesia cuisine…
Enough about promoting Subak… just Google Subak Restaurant and you’ll find it official website…

Mega Class Trip @ Redang

Trip to Redang consists of 13 people… I know it a small group but we have a great time...
Such a nice trip… (Despite of certain incident that cause my lips to swollen)
It’s a great chance to mingle around with classmates since after this we will go into our own separate ways…
Some will do lecturing, business or even working with some firms…
The trip is worthwhile since we managed to do so many activities namely snorkeling and even island hoping…
However, if people don’t like to get their skin tanned and burned, it advisable for them not to go there since the weather is quite hot…
Above all, I’m enjoying my self there together with bunch of great friends…
Hope some day in future we could arrange and organize something that similar to this trip…

Along Convocation + Job Hunting

Actually I was in Menara SAAS since I’m looking for a job in Convo Job Shop which organized by UiTM…
However the event was not up to my expectations… not only me but also my friends…
Since it called the Convo Job Shop, so it also a convocation ceremony for UiTM students…
In fact today is the first day of UiTM 70th Convocation… so one of our friend who already graduate received his scroll today from SPB Yang Dipertuan Agong… it such a nice and happy moments for those who already graduated…
After the ceremony ends, as usual taking pictures will took place and of course the “gigam” people who took the advantages to the maximum… hehehhehee
Again I would like to congratulate Happy Convocation to Along and others graduating students… may success will always be yours, insyaAllah…. =)

P/s: Pictures will be update once it being nicely organized... hehehhehehe

Wishes...

All the best...

Good Luck...

Let's Strive for the Best...

It's Our Final Day...

Aftter 11/2 years or 2 years...

It's Time To Unleash All the Hidden Talent...

InsyaAllah It Will Be A Smooth Day...

Extremely Hectic But Contented....

Alhamdullilah… glad that most of my subjects are over…
Although some of the subjects gives me a sharp pain but maybe it all about the hardness that you need to earn before finally received what you have been wished for…
Today, officially is a called-off for GBI class… held in De Palma Shah Alam…
Nice conference room… foods was awesome… worth pay for it…
Anyway doing “value chain” seems to be simple… but only last on the first glance…
Once you’re in, you’ll know how it’s killing you…
Since my group is the last one, so we’ve ample time to sort of prepared our self…
But it turns out to be definitely different… we even sacrifice our sleeping time in order to come out with 3 different industries value chain…
Sometimes, we become a modern farmer… after that switch to be a dedicated doctor before move on to be a petrochemical engineer…
It’s quite nice to stroll into different fields… it such like a breathtaking to look specifically to what others industries have yet to promise…
Nevertheless, it such a sweet ending for GBI...
Meanwhile, now struggling for both Portfolio & ABR...
Both of the works need to be submitting particularly on same date, this 28th April...
The solution is to find a good answer and the key is to work simultaneously...
Hopefully I will have a good condition in all aspects (physically + mentally + emotionally) since I badly need it...

All the Best...

Currently revise on my SM notes and simultaneously listen to Ella’s song entitled Standing in the Eyes of the World…
One of Malaysian theme song during Kuala Lumpur 98 Commonwealth Games and also one of independent day songs…
However this song has been a song of my life since I enrolled myself under Kolej Legenda-USM collaboration programme in Langkawi…
This song has been my official induction programme song…
I like both the melody and lyric…
It somehow is able to light up my burning spirit to strive for the best…
I fondly remember how I together with my newly meet friends have such courage and determination to go through 1 week induction programme… such a good memories to be rewind…
Miss them already…
Plus minus I have less than 2 weeks before I end up for this semester…
Seems a lot to be catch up…
Like what I’ve been mention all these while, April month is definitely killing me…
Most of the time I endure physically and mentally tiredness… not to mention my emotionally also sometimes when up and down like current stock prices…
But above all, I’m glad I managed to breathe well despite the fact sometimes it did chock me…
Thanks for those who’s always been there for me…
I know the word of THANKS is just not enough… but insyaAllah in future I’ll try to make it more meaningful in it’s my own ways…

As the exam weeks already coming for most universities in Malaysia, I would like to wish all of us all best and good luck!!! Especially to my friends and dear sisters whose now struggling for the best…

No Specific Title...

It already 2nd week of April…
My time table still packed until end of this month…
KLBIF’09 is just around the corner…
Wonder if I’m able to squeeze my time here and there, insyaAllah I’ll be able to be there… hopefully
Alhamdullilah managed to submit and present the pain in the neck of “technical analysis”…
Glad my lecturer likes it… maybe I’m not from a finance background but at end of the day I managed to make my classmates know what it’s all about besides using it as tools in doing investment…
Currently now studying for tomorrow SM test 2… all chapters have covered but the essay part isn’t finish yet…
I’m writing this entry because I already contaminated with all the SM models, theories and etc…
As I did mention before, writing is my means of way to have solace… apart from reading…
For time being, I can’t read stories book as so many theories and facts need to be stay put in my head…
However, if it’s a book written by my favorite author, I’ll try to balance between a fiction and purely theoretical and facts based…
Now left plus minus 18 days more to go before I’m finishing this semester…
I really need a short break after all is over…
Now my routines has been hair-wired… maybe my bad for not organizing it as what it should be…
Above all, I’m managed to sail through… hope my journey towards the end will be smoother… really hope, wish and pray for it…
I need strength and fighting spirit… I badly need it…
Luckily I have supportive family and friends… you all are my rock star… =)

Grey’s Anatomy…

Now I’m desperately needed to see the continuous story of this series, Grey’s Anatomy…
I’m hooked to this series ever since it aired on TV…
I’m not into “Mer & Der” thingy… it most towards the spirit that all the residents and interns have in with them…
Even tough I’m not into medical things but I admired most of medical-based series… to mention a few will be ER, Chicago Hope and Medical Investigation… I simply love it because the people in the series manage to act well besides deliver good and positive message to audience…
Not to forget about being saint enough to save others people life… it’s all between life and death… it just being spilt with a tiny line…
Again, I wanna see the continuing stories in Season 5!!!

Birthday Wishes

I would like to wish Happy Birthday to my family, sisters and friends that born in month of April… May all your wish and hope shall be granter by Him… May Allah bless…

Kak Ija – 6th April
Shaira – 9th April
Kak Seri – 12th April
Kak Yah – 22nd April

W, S, SM & H....

Weekend…

I had a good weekend with my family even tough on Sunday morning I already get going to be back to Shah Alam…
Nice to be at home with all family members…
Get a chance to attend mummy BBQ that organize for Azif Fitri birthday bash… he’s one of my cousin sons… he’s share same second name with my lil sis, Fitri and they both born in month of Syawal… he’s on 1st of Syawal while my sis on 2nd of Syawal…
To be back mean I have a chance to pamper and cuddle Mocha and other 3 stooges, Mocot, Salem and Brownie…
To be put in one sentence, I’m glad I’m home… =)

Streamyx a.k.a Screamyx

I know I’m doing individual assignment in TM Berhad and TMI Berhad…
However I don’t expect to get poor service by them…
Currently I’ve suffer with this “screamyx” line…
Even my entry which I’m writing at this moment posted using my university line…
Now at the middle of many workloads piles up like Everest Mountain, the usage of internet is a MUST…
How I’m suppose to find all new and update materials from the book only…
Oh TM, please listen to your customer…

SM Class…

Today is the last class for SM class…
All the last 3 chapters were also being cover besides 1 individual presentation left plus case study on Zune, Microsoft…
Overall happy that one subject is over (but not yet the exam!!!)
Plus with little “cuppy” given by the lecturer make the happiness mode even more…
Hope that my end result for this class will be as bright-full as the colours for the cuppies that she’s given to us… hehehhehehhe…

Hectic…

Starting from 1st April, my planner is fully booked and most of it in regards with study matters…
How I wish that this April just move in split second…
Currently there are about 5 group work needs to be submitted… not included my dear, ABR…
InsyaAllah this coming Wednesday, I will be submitting my final individual assignment on Technical Analysis… hope everything will work according to the schedule besides hoping that so-called “screamyx” will eventually works…

First Attempt....

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

My Earth, GBI Issues & Gurus

Earth Hour

Today, 28th of March, all over the world will be participating to lights off lamp and electrical appliances as a sign of support towards the campaign for VOTE for EARTH, 60 Earth Hour… so in supporting towards this campaign, people around the globe being asked to switching off your lights on SATURDAY, 28 MARCH 2009 for one hour from 8.30 – 9.30 pm… so just now I manage to switch off all the light in my living room… I don’t know about other people rooms since I don’t want to be so nosy to interfere other people matters… hehehhee… so as people who lived in this earth and want to protect it from global warning I’m glad I’m able to contribute and show support towards this campaign… like my YM status, “Jom Tutup Lampu!!!”

GBI Thingy

Alhamdullilah finally my GBI is finished and my lecturer is happy with it… However some modifications need to be done on development of telecommunications in Malaysia… need to represent it in more suitable graphical presentation… Overall glad that he’s happy with my work… The hardness all this while has been paid off… thank you to the Almighty…

Financial and Investment Gurus

Finally I’ve made my decision… Right from Joel Greenbaltt to Peter Lynch… However this Lynch does not related towards Merill-Lynch owners… The reason I changed my gurus since I find it quite difficult to understand Greenbaltt’s formula on “Magic Investing”… With this I’ve to decide and pick Lynch as my new financial and investment gurus… So far alhamdullilah I’ve finish on the report and now started doing the presentation slide… Glad that my gurus assignment finally come towards the end before this coming 1st April for presentation session… Hope everything’s when well, insyaAllah…

Tired & Happy....

[Tired mode begin]

(Credited to Fuzzypeach Flickers)

Yesterday was a long day for me and family…
Ainul Fithri ‘akikah’ thingy had done successfully alhamdullilah…
Now in front of my laptop…
Done the editing for tomorrow’s SM group task that earlier been given by Malina…
So just left a quick discussion on Case Study: Toyota’s Aygo in Europe…
About my GBI individual assessment, it’s already 60% done… another 40% still searching concrete materials besides doing personal thinking process…
While GBI group task revolve around summary on “Making Globalization Work” book and value chain for agriculture, health together with oil and gas industry…
Another 2 finance subjects left for 1 major group project on MGS, financial investment gurus “Joel Greenbalt” and “Technical Analysis” as Invest Tools…
However the most vital and need 120% concentration is my ABR… the due date to submit complete report {chapter 1 till 5} is due on 15th April and tentative date for viva is on 30th April…
Starting from now my battle is started… keep fighting with time that flies as it wish… just like the proverb, Time Wait for No Man…

[Happy Mode Begin]

(Credited to Rashed Al Naamani Flickers)

Even tough I’m damn tired but I’m happy in the sense be able to spend time with my family…
It like rejuvenate me with high dose of vitamins of spirit + motivations that I couldn’t get elsewhere rather than home…
Home sweet home, where the heart is…
Glad the feast for Ainul Fithri (this boy is one of my cousin sons) ‘akikah’ successfully done…
Overall I’m happy since the mission is accomplished…
Now the times has come for me to start and endure “torture” that soon (not very soon) will give a fruitful result, insyaAllah…
=) =) =)