December 31, 2011

Au Revoir 2011, Bienvenue Sur 2012


This wills my last entry for 2011...
This year witnessed so many things that happen in my life...
The ups and the downs...
The laughter, the tear all is becoming one...
So many things I wish I could achieve and alhamdullilah I managed to realized it even not all...
2012 is just around the corner...
Hope to be a better Muslim, daughter, sister, friends, workers, superior and inshaAllah a lady to His servant...
Sounds very funny at the last roles...
Happy New Year to all... =)

December 26, 2011

Sharing is Caring

PB...
What is PB???
It's Premium Beautiful....
I would like to share it benefits...
I've been wearing it nearly 2 months...
Glad with the outcomes...
Alhamdullilah, less back pain and others women problem too...
Here some of the benefits which some experienced by me and few others women...
I've taken and gathered the information from my friends and further explanation of FIR from Mr. Internet...

Ideal for:
  • Losing weight/diet
  • Ideal body shape before and after pregnancy
  • Slip disc
  • Asthma
  • Cellulite/Stretch marks
  • Migraine/Gastric
  • Period Pain
  • Back Pain
Premium Beautiful contains FIR ( Far Infrared Rays) for those who don't know what is FIR is.. please READ before YOU make an assumption.

Far Infrared (FIR) Healing Medical Facts and Research Data From Japan And Other Sources.

Over the last 25 years, Japanese and Chinese researchers and clinicians have completed extensive research on far infrared medical treatments and report many amazing discoveries. In Japan, there is an 'infrared society' composed of medical doctors and physical therapists dedicated to further infrared research. Their findings support the health benefits of far infrared therapy as a method of healing.

1) Far Infrared therapy increases blood circulation and oxygen supply to damaged tissues (aiding reduction of chronic joint and muscle pain or sport injuries), promotes relaxation and comfort, induces sleep and relieves stress.

2) German medical researchers concluded one session of far infrared therapy for over 1 hour can have significant reduction of blood pressure thanks to a persistent peripheral vessels dilation. They also noted that blood viscosity was improved. After 1 hour of far infrared radiance, there is a significant decrease of blood pressure - cardiac ejection resistance - total peripheral resistance - and significant increase of heart rate, stroke volume, cardiac output, and ejection fraction.

3)Pneumonia: C. Dunson, a Lymphologist in Utah reported that within 15 minutes of a client being treated with FIR and lymphology therapy, their pneumonia was cleared. Infrared therapy in both Japan and China has proven to be outstanding for asthma, bronchitis, colds, flu, sinusitis and congestion as it clears inflammation, swelling and mucous clogged passages, as testified to in Dr. Kyuo's book below.

4)Dr. Sasaki Kyuo, M.D. has done extensive research on the therapeutic uses of far infrared therapy. She is the author of "The Scientific Basis and Therapeutic Benefits of Far Infrared Ray Therapy' - which presents the clinical effects of far infrared ray therapy

Besides cancer, Dr. Kyuo reports continual successful treatments of many other diseases by use of FIR waves - treatments not only by her but also by many other doctors. The list of diseases - documented in her book - includes stress induced chronic diarrhea, abdominal distention, ulcerated large intestines, gastritis, facial numbness, hemorrhoids, shoulder, back, and knee pain, rheumatism, hypertension, diabetes, weight loss, breast and abdominal tumors, low blood pressure, asthma, anemia, burns and scalds, body odor, early onset of baldness, fracture of cervical vertebra, radiation exposure and related diseases.

Far Infrared Therapy:
  • Improves micro circulation by exerting strong rotational and vibrational effects at molecular level.
  • Enhances the delivery of oxygen and nutrients in the blood cell to the body's soft tissue areas.
  • Promotes regeneration and fast healing.
  • Increases metabolism between blood and tissue.
  • Enhances white blood cell function, thereby increasing immune response and the elimination of foreign pathogens and cellular waste products. 
  • Removes accumulated toxins by improving lymph circulation which are often at the core of many health problems.
  • Stimulate the hypothalamus, which controls the production of neurochemicals involved in such biological processes as sleep, mood, pain sensations, and blood pressure.
5)A clinical trial in Japan reported a successful solution for seven out of seven cases of rheumatoid arthritis treated with whole-body far infrared therapy.

Dr. Masao Nakamura of the O and P Medical Clinic in Japan reports success with the use of far infrared heat treatment for the following:
  • Acne.
  • Arthritis.
  • Ear Diseases.
  • Gastroenteric Problems.
  • Insomnia.
  • Menopause.
  • Whiplash.
  • Sciatica.
  • Shoulder Stiffness.
  • Aging and Far Infrared Heat Therapy
The following health challenges have been reported in Japan to be alleviated or reduced by the use of far infrared therapy:
  • Asthma, bronchitis (cleared up).
  • Rheumatoid arthritis (7 out of 10 cases resolved in one clinical trial).
  • Benign prostatic hypertrophy (reduced).
  • Cancer pain (greatly relieved pain in later stages).
  • Cirrhosis of the liver (reversed).
  • Chrone's Disease (gone).
  • Cold hand and feet (a physical therapist discovered 20-50% improvement was maintained).
  • Cystitis (gone).
  • Duodenal ulcers (eliminated).
  • Compression fracture pain.
  • Gastritis (relieved).
  • Hemorrhoids (reduced).
  • Hepatitis (gone).
  • High blood pressure (in the case of a diabetic a systolic decrease from 180 to 125 +
  • concurrent weight loss).
  • Keloids (significantly softened and, in some cases, completely gone).
  • Leg ulcers (healed when previously static and resistant to other care).
  • Menopause.
  • Pain preventing sleep or limiting sleeping positions (relieved).
  • Post-surgical adhesions (reduced).
  • Radiation sickness (relieved signs and symptoms).
  • Sequel of strokes (Herniparesis relieved over time).
Musculo-skeletal Improvements with Far Infrared Heat. Success has been reported from infrared treatments by Japanese researchers for the following musculo-skeletal conditions:
  • Arthritis, Gout, Rheumatoid, DJD (each substantially relieved or improved).
  • Adhesions (common in competitive athletes, trauma, and repetitive stress syndromes).
  • TMJ Arthritis.
  • Acel-Decel Injury Sequelae.
  • Low-Back Pain (relieved).
  • Bursitis (eliminated).
  • Brain Contusion (accelerated healing).
  • Disc-Protrusion Related Neuralgia.
  • Compression Fractures (in one situation pain stopped for three days with one treatment).
  • Muscle Tension (relaxed).
  • Muscle Spasms (reduced or eliminated).
  • Post-Exercise Muscle Pain (good results - vital to competitive athletes).
  • Shoulder pain (relieved or improved).
  • Spinal Chord Shock (reversed post traumatic shock).
  • Tight Shoulders (more relaxed).
  • Traumatic Arthritis.
  • Ear, Nose, and Throat Conditions Relieved with Far Infrared Heat
  • The Japanese report the following ear, nose, and throat conditions relieved with far infrared heat treatments:
  • Body Odor.
  • Chronic middle-ear inflammation of infection.
  • Clogged pores (unplugged of cosmetics, unexcelled skin texture and tone).
  • Dandruff (increased blood flow through the scalp).
  • Eczema and Psoriasis (respond well).
  • Lacerations (healed quicker with less pain and scarring).
  • Nettle rash.
  • Nose bleeding (reduced).
  • Skin Conditions (improved).
  • Teenage skin problems (clearing acne and blackheads).
  • Poor skin tone - Scars and pain from burns or wounds (decreased in severity and extent).
  • Sore throats.
  • Tinitus (chronic severe case cleared with 10 infrared treatments).
  • Used routinely in burn units throughout Asia.
P/s: There are so many benifits about Far Infrared Rays. So what are you waiting for??? Get it now for a better health, inshaAllah...

December 25, 2011

Man & Woman of My Life....

Courtesy: I Share, You Share, He Share, She share, We Share, They Share FB

Courtesy: Reggiewins.wordpress.com

Happy 30th Anniversary Mak & Ayah!!!
May Allah bless both of you...
Thanks for being there always...
Only He can repay all your good deeds...
I love and cherish both of you for the rest of my life, inshaAllah...
The pictures above truly show what I felt for both of you...
May Allah grant both of your another greats years of marriage till eternity, inshaAllah... 

December 18, 2011

End of the Year Workload...


2012 is just around the corner...
So many things to do with so little time...
The situation is getting intense...
Plus with the new scheme for Civil Servants that need to be finish by this year...
Everything becomes quite a chaos...
Need to be here and there...
People keep calling...
Either related to common task or even an ad-hoc one...
Need to be prepared physically and mentally...
Working days have flow over my holidays and there goes my holiday...
What I learn the most, please be sincere to carry on with the task...
Then you won’t feel the tense...
I’m learning it too...
Sue me for being so poignant at the first place...
I do feel irritated since we need to clean a mess of other people...
In return, there’s always silver lining that being arranged by Him...
I do have a chance to know how to read your own records...
So you can get the opportunity to do a check and balance on your own...
It such a blessing in disgust...
Hopefully, it will finish according to the plan...
Below, I would like to share a wall post from one FB wall...
Let read and take whatever are good from it... =)

Antara Ciri-Ciri Isteri Idaman Lelaki 

1. Berpegang kepada Agama
Wanita yang berpegang kepada agama mempunyai keperibadian yang unggul. Batas-batas syariat yang dipegang dan terpelihara dalam hidupnya mengangkat martabat dirinya sebagai seorang yang layak dikagumi oleh lelaki.

2. Kecantikan Dalaman
Wanita yang tulen adalah lemah lembut dalam perwatakannya tetapi mempunyai prinsip dalam hidup.

3. Manja
Lelaki suka wanita yang keanak-anakan atau yang ada sifat manja, supaya lelaki boleh memainkan peranan sebagai pelindung.

4. Pandai Menjaga Kecantikan
Lelaki menginginkan wanita yang pandai menjaga kecantikan dirinya. Wanita dan kecantikan memang susah nak dipisahkan.

5. Berakhlak Mulia
Wanita yang berakhlak mulia dikenali juga sebagai wanita soleheh.. Wanita adalah hiasan dunia, tetapi seindah hiasan adalah wanita solehah.

6. Tidak Mempamerkan Keseksian
Lelaki suka menjamu mata dengan melihat aurat wanita, namun tak suka menjadikanya isteri kerana keindahan diri wanita tu seolah-olah menjadi barang pameran untuk mata semua lelaki.

7. Tidak cerewet
Lelaki suka pada wanita yang tidak cerewet. Mengapa pula? Sebab wanita yang cerewet boleh merimaskan dan mudah menyebabkan lelaki menyampah dengannya.

8. Memahami Lelaki
Wanita yang memahami hati lelaki biasanya mempunyai intuisi yang cukup kuat. Lelaki mengimpikan wanita yang mampu memahami situasinya dalam keadaan suka dan duka.

9. Sejuk Mata Memandang
Wanita yang manis wajahnya dan sejuk dipandang mata akan mendamaikan perasaan seorang lelaki. Seperti..
* Bersopan satun
* Sentiasa senyum
* Menutup aurat
* Ramah dan mesra
* Tidak terlalu cemburu
* Menghormati orang lain.

T- Taat pada suami
A- Allah ditamakan
Q- Quran di junjung
W- Wanita solehah
A- Amanah tunai tanggungjawab

T- Tunjuk kasih sayang
A- Anak pandai dididik
A- Akhlak mulia
T- Tutup keaiban suami

S- Solat dijaga
O- Org tua dihormati
P- Puasa dikerjakan
A- Aurat di pelihara
N- Nabi dicontohi

December 5, 2011

Days in Kuala Lumpur...


Alhamdullilah, KPIK’11 is over...
Such a relief...
Even though there are 1001 stories behind it but it’s over graciously...
Being part of the committee I have to make myself flexible as much as I could...
At first hour being a technical person and few hours later become a mediator for a token of appreciation session...
But that what we called as an EXPERIENCE...
Learn to accept whatever it takes...
Learn to be patience as well as adapt to a hectic situation...
Thanks for the colourful teams...
My great honour to be work with them...
Even at the end of the day there’s something went wrong due some technical which cause by others but everybody are cooperative to back up each others...
Such a good ‘Espirit de Corp’

Let’s glance into these below words...
Worth to be ponder...

Dari AIR kita belajar keTENANGan 
Dari BATU kita belajar keTEGARan 
Dari TANAH kita belajar keSEDERHANAan 
Dari PADI kita belajar RENDAH DIRI 
Dari KUPU-KUPU kita belajar MERUBAH DIRI 
Dari RASULULLAH kita belajar KASIH SAYANG dan keSABARan yang sempurna 

Melihat keATAS semangat untuk MAJU 
Melihat keBAWAH berSYUKUR atas semua yg ada 
Melihat keSAMPING semangat keBERSAMAan 
Melihat keBELAKANG sebagai PENGALAMAN berharga 
Melihat keDALAM untuk INTROSPEKSI DIRI 
Melihat keDEPAN hidup lebih berMAKNA senantiasa mengharap redhaNya

December 1, 2011

Thanks Allah =)


Be able to breathe is a true blessing....
It has been many years...
Today is the day...
Thanks for all the warm wishes coming from families, friends and colleagues...
You guys are my sugar and salt...
Without any one of it, my life will be tasteless...
I would like to share one wishes that quite strange to me but indeed it’s meaningful... =)

“Dan Allah mengeluarkan kamu dari perut ibu kamu dalam keadaan tidak mengetahui sesuatu pun dan Dia memberikan kamu pendengaran, penglihatan dan hati agar kamu bersyukur” (An Nahl: 78)

Again, thanks to Him for the blessing....
Amin for all the dua that have been received since yesterday night...
May He bless us all, inshaAllah....

November 29, 2011

3 Hari, 2 Nafas & Maal Hijrah 1433


It’s not too late to wish Happy New Year 1433H...
I celebrated it by attending the ceremony at PICC...
In fact, it was part of my job...
I was there with my other sibling...
I wish to be a better person in everything, inshaAllah....
After away from office from quite sometime, it’s hard to arrange my normal schedule...
But somehow it will back to normal soon...
Here, I would like to share one of my emails that I’ve received from my colleague...
It’s very meaningful...
It's called "3 Hari 2 Nafas"...
Let's read with an open mind....

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HIDUP KITA CUMA DI DALAM 3 HARI:
Semalam ~ Sudah menjadi sejarah.
Hari Ini ~ Apa yang sedang kita lakukan.
Esok ~ Hari yang belum pasti.

Hisablah hari pertama semoga hari yang kedua kita lebih baik kerana mungkin ajal kita pada hari yang kedua.

HIDUP CUMA DALAM 2 NAFAS:
Nafas Naik.
Nafas Turun.

Hargailah Nafas yang naik kerana udara yang disedut adalah pemberian Allah secara percuma dan carilah keredhaan~Nya dalam menggunakannya.

Bertaubatlah dalam Nafas yang kedua kerana mungkin itu nafas yang terakhir keluar dari tubuh bersama nyawa dan roh untuk meninggalkan dunia yang fana ini.

HIDUP CUMA ADA 2 PILIHAN:
Hidup dalam keredhaan Allah.
Hidup dalam kemurkaan Allah.

HIDUP YANG ABADI CUMA ADA 2 TEMPAT:
Kekal di dalam neraka.
Kekal di dalam syurga.

Ingatlah kecelakaan neraka itu amat mengerikan dan kita hanya diyakinkan oleh keyakinan kita kepada rukun IMAN. Rukun Iman itu pula ada 6 dan apabila hilang salah satu daripadanya maka hilanglah ia.
Kelazatan dan kesejahteraan syurga itu maha HEBAT.
Tidak terduga oleh fikiran kita dan untuk mendapatkannya terjemahkan rukun ISLAM yang 5 itu dan puncaknya adalah SOLAT...
Amat sukar untuk dipercayai bagi yang ingin ke SYURGA tetapi tidak bersolat, umpama seorang yang mahu menaiki kapal terbang, tetapi tidak mempunyai 'boarding pass'.
Dan mereka yang sengaja melalaikan solat, umpama mengeposkan sepucuk surat tanpa melekatkan setem... Apabila ditanya bagaimana surat itu akan sampai pada penerimanya ... Lalu dia pun berkata setemnya akan dihantar kemudian.

Ada 2 penyelesaian dalam kes ini :
Dia mungkin didenda ... atau,
Suratnya masuk tong sampah.

Oleh itu, tidakkah kita semestinya bersyukur atas segala nikmat yang Allah kurniakan kepada kita ...
Sekurang-kurangnya Allah telah memberi udara secara percuma untuk kita berzikir mengingati~Nya setiap detik dan ketika, hinggalah kita kembali kepada Allah dalam keadaan jiwa yang tenang ... lalu masuk ke dalam syurga dalam keadaan kita redha dan Allah meredhai.

Semoga kita semua berbahagia + sejahtera senantiasa... di dunia jua di akhirat kelak serta di dalam rahmat Allah s.w.t.

November 16, 2011

Meeting Escape...


Been there for more than a week...
It was quite a stressful session...
But it was fun too!!!
Mixing with people that more of less same with you is something that you need once a while...
In matter of fact I wasn’t supposed to be there but due some technical flaw, I was there...
Thanks to the committee for the mistake since I do learnt lot and lots from the session...
Indeed I’ll be missed the people that always with me for past week...
Looking forward to meet them near future, inshaAllah... =)

November 7, 2011

Huge Test, Eidadha, My New Activity & Hachiko...


(Picture Taken From: http://vaughanrockets.typepad.com)

Again, I’m being test by Him...
I know that every test shows how He loves you...
But as normal human being, I do blame for nothing...
How I need to learn more on “Qada & Qadar” which enlisted as one of our 6 Faith Pillars a.k.a “Rukun Iman”
Yet, everything that happens to me must be a reason...
Trying my best to be a better person, please pray that I’ll steadfast in this path, amin...
As for my Eidadha this year pretty much surround with my family...
Year by year I’m glad for being able to understand more the meaning of sacrifice a.k.a “pengorbanan”...
I’m sure all of us did sacrifice something in our life...
Let sacrifice in the name of Allah swt...

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(Picture Taken From: http://momofftrack.com)

Happy to fill my free time with new activity...
Alhamdullilah for His gift by sending me bunch of good and positive people...
Once you mingle with a positive people indirectly it will affect you somehow...
It just a matter of time...
Overall, I’m happy =)

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(Picture Taken From: http://wikipedia.com)

Hachiko...
It’s a dog true story which being adapted to a film...
It similar to Marley and Me but Hachicko much more loyal to his deceased master...
He waited for the late master for more than 5 years...
Such a loyal...
Can teach the youngster a good value...

October 29, 2011

3 in 1 Meeting & Big Events Story....


Meeting is over...
Such a huge relief...
Once it’s over doesn’t mean it will sail smoothly...
Post mortem will be waiting...
Overall, alhamdullilah to Him...

October 24, 2011

E & L Big Day...


Firstly I would like to say congrat’s to E & L in conjuction with your wedding on last Saturday...
The reception took place in De Palma Hotel, Shah Alam...
I would still remember its nice bread butter pudding...
De Palma is quite fond to me since I was there for many occasion...
Regardless during my days a uni student as well as when I’ve officially no more a student...
The E & L reception was a sweet one...
From the outfit of the bride and groom, the video and the door gift...
Everything looks perfect...
To E & L, may both of you will be together till Jannah...

P/s: Who’s next???

October 20, 2011

A Journey to Henry Gurney...


It’s a tough journey...
We do go about the City of Malacca since none of us know the exact way to go there...
It’s quite thrilling but it worth it...
We get to know certain roads in Malacca...
Once we reach the place, the feeling started to change...
All this while we just imagine that it’s just a normal school but being filled by bunch of mischievous kids...
But it beyond that...
The main entrance already being guarded by the Prison Officer...
While we’re driving to find a suitable parking place of boss called us...
It’s being appeared to us that we need to leave our belonging either in car or find a locker outside the school compound...
Then the journey begins...
Being brief by its people there...
On the way to the main hall, we could see some student stand by with their band instrument...
When all the VVIP already in their position, the ceremony took place...
The main reason I was there with my few collague since our workplace handling a programme there...
The ceremony was actually providing me a new different perspective...
The speech given by one of top gun from Prison Officer did give me some insight...
In a word I shall say the journey there was a good one despite I was thinking not to go since at first place I wanted to apply for a leave since it was my former student comvocation in UPM...

P/s: To the residents of Henry Gurney, I do hope you guys did finds something while you’re staying there... To my former students, Congratulations!!! May all of you success in your future undertakings...

October 16, 2011

Great Weekend =)

(Credit: barefoot.paradise.blogspot.com)
Today I shall declare a good weekend to me...
Being able to bond with families such a good feeling...
By having a good talks besides some serious discussion just make your day...
It was so true by old saying that home is where the heart is... so does for family...
Thanks to all...
Last but not least, to my lovely cousin Ong Liza and her spouse, Abg Farid, may both of you will be bless by Him upon your journey to His Holy Land to perform our fifth pillars of Islam...

October 15, 2011

It’s Huge...

Credit: spreadshirt.co.uk
Sometimes in life, once a while you’ll need to make a huge decision...
Either you like it or not, it has to be done...
For me, decision is something that you’ll gamble on the outcomes...
Neither will it ultimately satisfy you or not...
But at the end of the day, it has to be made and it will be final...
In every decision that we made, I hope that it will benefited me at the end of my day...
To my family, I just hope for the blessing...
Without it, I’ll go astray...
I know it’s huge but I need to challenge myself...
For my own and us future needs, inshaAllah...
Hopefully, it will go smoothly...
To Him I shall submit...

October 13, 2011

He Knows The Best For Us...


"Kadangkala Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat. Kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya, kemana menghilangnya sinar. Rupa-rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi."

I’ve always been seeing the above phrase...
Either through email, website, blog, novel entry or even a small excerpt that is being embedded in a pictures or music...
It came appear to me that He always and will always be know what the best for us...
Most of the time, I do question why something that does suit my preferences happen to me...
Yeah, I know I’m such ungrateful person...
Easily questioned something that I might not know what the silver-lining behind everything that does happen to me...
However, I’m sort of lucky enough to realize that something happen must be reasons behind it...
If there’s no any ground, they must be something that eventually we’ll know soon enough...
Patience is the most important things that always need to be with us...
It hard to get and hold it, but the end of it such a sweetest feeling that can never be bought...
As a friendly reminder, to me and all of us, lets us smile whenever the hard things invade us...
Always remember, He’ll be there for us always...

P/s: Just coming back from the Southern of Peninsular of Malaysia... Been there for works... Learn and manage to finish lots of things, alhamdullilah... =)

October 8, 2011

What Happen If We Do Answer Like This???

:: JAWAPAN Jika Ditanya Tentang Perkahwinan ::
Kenapa Lambat? = Kerana Allah tahu masa yang terbaik untukku.
Dah Berpunya? = Ya... Kerana setiap orang telah ditetapkan jodoh masing-masing.
Sape? = Nanti Allah akan diperkenalkan kepada semua.
Bila? = Bila kami sudah disatukan... InshaAllah jemput datang ke Walimatul urusku nanti... 

For me it just a perfect answer to satisfy people questions...
But I know, it quite bland to say this to the people older than us...
To be truth, it just a nice answer...
I like the part when... cause only He knows when the time is right and it's our calling...
Why I'm posting this entry because I do sick to answer people questions...
I know they care (mode: like I am a very lovable) but I just can't hold it anymore...
I'm just tired to answer it...
Maybe because the surrounding sometimes put a pressure...
After all, I'll try my best to make people comfort with my question...
Nonetheless, please pray the best for me...
I surrender my fate to Him, He know better...
Amin...

P/s: Suddenly I wrote this after bump into a nice Q&A from one of my buddy FB wall... ;-)

September 26, 2011

Open Office + Open House + Pyscology Course

Syawal 1432H just left few more days...
Every people seem to take a chance by organizing either Open Office or Open House...
Alhamdullilah, a lot of people inviting me to their open house...
But due to several reasons, I have to let down some of them...
Really regret actually...
But everything happens for its own reasons that only He know better...
Again, I would like to give my thanks to the Almighty Allah since my IED Open Office sail smoothly...
The event was a 2 in 1 event... we combine the Eid Gathering together with AGM for IED Charity Committee...
Successfully hand over my post to the new teams... such a relief... really a big one...
To all colleagues in IED, I do ask for your forgiveness if I did do things that not meet to all the members of IED Charity Committee request...
Enough on the anything that associated to all open office and open house...
During the busy week, I’m able to attend one of psychology course...
It was a good one... a very good one...
At first I thought it just like a normal course that I would always attend...
But it’s beyond that...
Everything inch of the course does give the new insight in me...
Such a blessing to be choosed from all the officers...
InshaAllah I’ll try my best to apply whatever is good in the course habitually...
=) =) =)

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Of the topic...
Get the below sentence in one of my friend wall in FB...

"When you're single, people ask about boyfriend. When you have a fiance, they ask about wedding? When you get married, they ask when will you have a baby? When you already have one, they ask when is little brother or sister coming? When you get divorced (God forbid!), they ask why? If you move on, they ask why so quickly? People will never stop asking, if you're proud of whom you are and you don't care about what people think about you.”

I come across to think what will happen if we do answer to all the question that people normally ask...
I would be more grateful if the people just pray for a good towards me...
Oh, how I wish...

September 10, 2011

Chow Kit Road...


Actually today was my first time to visit this very well-known road...
Until to an extend that the late Sudirman Hj. Arshad wrote a song about this road...
We’re (read: me, my lil sis & Farah) there since we’re on mission in finding some souvenir for our office events...
The idea to find souvenir from the very famous road was came from one of our senior colleague...
So he was the tour guide for us today...
It’s quite funny since it was first time we were there...
We kind of surprises when seeing lots of shop offering lots of things until we’re thinking we are in Bangkok maybe...
After walking from one shop to another we finally made a final decision to buy a souvenir that we think quite resemble with our office...
It was a simple gift from 2010/2011 IED Charities Committee...
Since we’re there, we did do some shopping spree for the colleague that received their first bundle of joy...
It just like kills two birds with a stone...
On the whole, it was a memorable trip to the one of the spot of Kuala Lumpur...
Having a plan to visit there again...
=)

Enjoy the lyric from the very famous song from the late Sudirman on Chow Kit Road

Chow kit road! chow kit road!
Chow kit road! chow kit road!
Chow kit road! chow kit road!
Chow kit road! chow kit road!

Di tengah bandaraya orang merata rata
Dari segala bangsa tua atau muda
Ada yang berkereta ada yang jalan saja
Ada yang cuci mata ha ha ha ha ha ha

Di tengah bandaraya
Yang miskin dan yang kaya
Bagai satu keluarga bersama gembira
Ramai orang berniaga menjual apa saja

Semuanya murah murah ha ha ha ha ha ha
Indahnya petang di chow kit road
Indahnya petang di chow kit road
Kuala lumpur

Di tengah bandaraya walau baik orangnya
Perlu berhati hati di tipu pencuri
Bila melintas jalan jangan sesuka hati
Di tangkap mata mata baru padan muka

Story of My Syawal 1432H...

It’s already 11th of Syawal...
Alhamdullilah...
How fast the time flies...
I'm on Eid leave for only 2 days...
This year the Eid celebration was quite different...
After few years we didn’t actually go back on the first week of Eid to my dad’s hometown, it such a good feeling...
This year my mum’s would like to go and “jalan-jalan” instead of staying at Kuala Pilah...
But the price that we need to pay is that many of my late Uwan and Atuk relatives keep calling and messaging us asking where were we....
Pity them...
In overall, it’s a good Eid even though I’m still thinking that this Ramadhan was a very short one...
Few of my close clans and friends say the same things too...
Besides the Eid, it was Malaysia 54th Independent Day...
But no parade taking place as it falls on Eid...
The Merdeka celebration postponed to the Malaysian Day which falls on 16th September... so it going to be another public holidays...
Public means lot and lots of feast are on the way...
Will make sure to attend as many “kenduri” as I could, inshaAllah....
Besides the memorable Merdeka, it was my lovely dad birthday...
It was on 3rd September where we did a small celebration in our humble nucleus family...
 Me and my others 2 sisters were given a duty to cook something simple and taraa the Seafood Tom Yam Spaghetti takes place...
Lucky since my dad like it even some other the taste were not up to what we expected...
But I guess it OK since it was a first try from us...
The reason we were choosing seafood since during Eid we’re feed with lots and lots of red meat...
At the end of the day, I was a good celebration... =)
To my ever loving dad, Happy Birthday!!! May Allah bless... Thanks for being there always...
Tendering us with your love and being a man of my life and my two sister’s life too...
Not forgetting his darling which is my mum...
It’s such a blessing...
My gratitude conveys to Him... alhamdulliah for His greatest gift...
To all Muslim, I wish to have a happy Eid Mubarak...

August 21, 2011

Ramadhan 1432H [Part iii]

It already at the end of Ramadhan...
Just a few days to go before Syawal say it hello to us...
How much good deeds that we already done???
I should be asking the question to myself too...
Seems lots of thing need to double up...
Works seem to be as always...
Never show a sign to be reduced...
That normal...
However,
Yesterday was a good day to me...
Meeting my old buddies just make me feel much blissful...
After few months never met them or some of them even a year, just a gift from Him...
Catching lots of things make us miss our alma mater...
Looking forward to do a gathering or maybe a sweet escape with all of them...
Below I would like to share an article that is very thoughtful...
Read, practice and go on with it... =)

5 Short & Sweet Ways To Make Du'a

As we all know, Ramadan is a great time to spiritually recharge! It’s also a great time to make Dua.

Every year for the past 3 years I’ve made a Dua list. At the start of Ramadan I write down a list of 7 to 8 things that I want the most and I memorize them. I make dua for each item on the list every day of Ramadan at the times that dua are more likely to be accepted. I can personally tell you all that it does wonders. Honestly, things I’ve asked for persistently and I did not think would, have come true.

It’s incredible. I look back and can’t believe I’ve gotten so many of things I asked so desperately for, Allah truly does not leave the hands of a believer empty when raised to Him. I get excited every year around this time because I get to make that wish list again.

I would highly recommend making a personal dua list of your own! As an incentive, our Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) said: “Allah is angry with those who do not ask Him for anything” (Tirmidhi). Why incur His wrath?

Some things to consider when writing your dua list:

1. Write it all down

Put down what you want to ask for on paper or on your phone so for the first few weeks you don’t miss a single item. It can be as long as you want! It can be private and you don’t need to share it with others so feel free to only make a list of keywords to remind you of each item.

2. Ask anything & everything that is good

When choosing your items, imagine that Allah is asking you to ask Him for anything and everything you’ve ever wanted! Imagine the possibilities. Write down everything you want to ask Allah with no limitations (but keep it halal!). Remember folks, you’re asking Al Mujeeb – the One Who Responds and is the Supreme Answerer.

 3. Organize

Try separating your duas into categories so you know that you’ve properly hit each one. I would recommend: dunya, akhirah, ibadah, the ummah, and relationships. For each category, think about what you would like the most and start listing them.

4. Make the dua when duas are most likely answered

These times include right before breaking the fast, during your salah in sujood and after the obligatory prayers, Qiyam ul layl, the last 10 nights etc. I personally make mine right before breaking my fast during iftaar.

5. Remember the etiquettes of dua

There is a right and proper way to make dua. Remember that we must praise Allah first, ask for peace and blessings upon our Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) and then make our dua.

I pray you all have a meaningful and successful Ramadan full of barakah. May Allah preserve you all to reap the benefits of such a Holy month and bring you closer to Him. May He give you all strength, knowledge, patience and humility.  Ameen!

Source: www.productivemuslim.com

August 13, 2011

Status, Remain as a Status...

Lately, there are so many status that I would consider to put up in my FB wall since it's quite meaningful...
The status I got from few from my FB friends too...
Below are some of them...
I would happy to use it since it based on current situation...
The fact that now and yesterday was quite different...
Life like an ever changing moments...
As a human, we always need to do a self-reflection (a.k.a muhasabah diri)...
Most of time, it will make you be more thankful for what you have or own today...
Let's reflect ourself... =)

Among them:

When I was a kid, I didn't have a laptop, iPod, Blackberry, PS3 or iPad. I played outside with friends, bruised my knees, made up stories and played hide and seek. I ate what my mom/caretaker made. I would think twice before I said "NO" to my parents. Life wasn't hard, it was good and I survived. Kids these days are spoiled. Re-post this if you appreciate the way you were raised.

Allah doesn't have a Blackberry or an iPhone , but He's my favourite contact. He doesn't have Facebook , but He's my best friend. He doesn't have Twitter , but I follow Him and He doesn't have internet , but I'm connected to Him. Copy and paste this as your status if you think Allah is Great. ♥♥♥

My Husband has made me laugh, wiped my tears, hugged me tight, saved my life, watched me succeed, seen me fail, cheered me on, kept me going strong, put up with my mood swings, has said everything will be alright when things get tough, keeps me sane. My husband is a promise from Allah that I'll have a friend forever .. Copy and paste this if you have a great husband like I do ... ;) (this one of course I never use it since I'm not married =p)

‎... "SINGLE, isn't a STATUS. Its a WORD that describes a person who's STRONG enough to ENJOY LIFE without DEPENDING on others." ...


Your sister is your 1st friend in life. No one understands your crazy family like her. Even if you don't get together or talk as much as you could, or always get along, she'll always remain your friend. She will hold your hand for a while but will hold your heart forever. Its "National Sister Week," re-post if you have a sister or sisters you love. Yong Amrina Kamaruddin, Fitrina Kamaruddin & my sweet sis Rnysa Akasyah Adam I love you, all of you!!

At 3 years old, we say ''Mommy I love you." At 10 years, ''Mom whatever." At 16 years, "My mom is so annoying." At 18 years, "I'm leaving this house." At 25 years, ''Mom, you were right''. At 30 years, ''I want to go to Mom's house." At 50 years, ''I don't want to lose my mom." At 70 years, "I would give up everything to have my mom here with me." You only have one mom. POST this on your wall if you appreciate and love your mom ♥...

"Tulislah perancanganmu dengan sebatang pensil, serahkan pula pemadamnya kepada Allah. Dan izinkanNya memadam bahagian yang tidak sempurna untuk digantikan dengan perancangan yang lebih baik, hadiah istimewa dariNya untukmu.."

August 10, 2011

Ramadhan 1432H [Part ii]


We already at the 10th Ramadhan...
Such a blessing to be able to be in this holy month...
Lot and lots of things are going now...
My works become more and more challenging even though I didn’t involved in SDLC...
Life seems to be more complex that I could ever imagine...
But that what’s we call as life...
Full of unexpected news / surprises / etc...
Still trying to survive...
Pray for me...

August 1, 2011

Ramadhan 1432H [Part i]

It’s a very first day of such blessing Ramadhan...
Alhamdullilah been able to fast inshaAllah till the end of the day and the month maybe...
Nothing new to be shared...
But I would like to share one of a simple yet beautiful poem that being recited by Catriona Ross in Halaqah Sentuhan Qalbu...
Let interpret every single words inside the very nice poem...

Apakah semerbak melur ini,
Apakah wangi kasturi ini,
Apakah ini sampai ajalku?

Apakah nafas ini,
Apakah nyawa ini, kalbu, roh, dan jasad ini, akan kau ambil sekejap lagi?

Pohonku hanyalah satu,
Kau jadikanlah aku seorang yang beriman,
Sebelum Mungkar dan Nangkir menyoal "Marobbuka....."

P/s: Happy Ramadhan to all Muslim world wide... May all of us always under His blessing.... =)

July 16, 2011

A Calm Blue Day...

Blue Day...

Allhamdullilah, my biggest praise to Almighty Allah for His blessing...
Today was indeed a good day for me...
Why on earth is a BLUE day???
It’s BLUE since today my workplace family day...
It was a good event despite at the very beginning there’s so many obstacles...
With a good coordination from the teams, it sail smoothly.... alhamdullilah...
To Mr. Chairman, thank you for being so positive...
 Regardless of so many predicaments arise; you stick with your stand...
To my big-big boss, thanks for there...
Your presents are much appreciated....
To the teams that make it happen, no words can actually convey my thankful notes for your energy, ideas, help and others...
Only He will repay all your kindness...
Again, thanks for making it happen... =)

P/s: Can't wait to see all the pictures inshaAllah on Monday... *wink*

July 15, 2011

Single???

Quoted from my friend, Mimi

(Picture Credit: Google.com)

‎... "SINGLE, isn't a STATUS. Its a WORD that describes a person who's STRONG enough to ENJOY LIFE without DEPENDING on others." ...

How the word give an impact to us? Let us decide...

July 3, 2011

Story on A Boy Named Teddy...

Whenever I say Teddy, it always remind me to Hafiz, my cousin whom I used to called Teddy since his petite size last time...
Now he’s totally different...
In fact, much taller than me...
InshaAllah he’ll fly to Aussie soon....
Actually I want to share an inspiring story about a boy whose nickname is Teddy...

P/s: Not my Teddy Hafiz... the story taken from my alumni email... enjoy... read with an open heart...

Story on A Boy Named Teddy...

As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth.  Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same.  However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard.

Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath.  In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant.  It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big 'F' at the top of his papers.

At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last.  However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.

Teddy's first grade teacher wrote, 'Teddy is a bright child with a ready laugh.  He does his work neatly and has good manners...he is a joy to be around....’

His second grade teacher wrote, 'Teddy is an excellent student, well liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle.'

His third grade teacher wrote, 'His mother's death has been hard on him.  He tries to do his best, but his father doesn't show much interest, and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken.'

Teddy's fourth grade teacher wrote, 'Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't show much interest in school.  He doesn't have many friends and he sometimes sleeps in class.'

By now, Mrs. Thompson realized the problem and she was ashamed of herself.  She felt even worse when her students brought her Christmas presents, wrapped in beautiful ribbons and bright paper, except for Teddy's.

His present was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper that he got from a grocery bag.  Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents.  Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one-quarter full of perfume.  But she stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume on her wrist.  Teddy Stoddard stayed after school that day just long enough to say, 'Mrs. Thompson, today you smelled just like my Mom used to.'

After the children left, she cried for at least an hour.  On that very day, she quit teaching reading, writing and arithmetic.  Instead, she began to teach children.

Mrs. Thompson paid particular attention to Teddy.  As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive.  The more she encouraged him, the faster he responded.  By the end of the year, Teddy had become one of the smartest children in the class and, despite her lie that she would love all the children the same, Teddy became one of her 'teacher's pets...’

A year later, she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling her that she was the best teacher he ever had in his whole life.

Six years went by before she got another note from Teddy.  He then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still the best teacher he ever had in life.

Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would soon graduate from college with the highest of honours.  He assured Mrs. Thompson that she was still the best and favourite teacher he had ever had in his whole life.

Then four more years passed and yet another letter came.  This time he explained that after he got his bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further.  The letter explained that she was still the best and favourite teacher he ever had.  But now his name was a little longer.  The letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, MD.

The story does not end there.  You see, there was yet another letter that spring.  Teddy said he had met this girl and was going to be married.  He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit at the wedding in the place that was usually reserved for the mother of the groom.  Of course, Mrs. Thompson did.  And guess what?  She wore that bracelet, the one with several rhinestones missing.  Moreover, she made sure she was wearing the perfume that Teddy remembered his mother wearing on their last Christmas together.

They hugged each other, and Dr. Stoddard whispered in Mrs. Thompson's ear, 'Thank you Mrs. Thompson for believing in me.  Thank you so much for making me feel important and showing me that I could make a difference.'

Mrs. Thompson, with tears in her eyes, whispered back.  She said, 'Teddy, you have it all wrong.  You were the one who taught me that I could make a difference.  I didn't know how to teach until I met you.'

(For you that don't know, Teddy Stoddard is the Dr at Iowa Methodist in Des Moines that has the Stoddard Cancer Wing.)

Warm someone's hearts today . . . pass this along.  I love this story so very much, I cry every time I read it Just try to make a difference in someone's life today.  Tomorrow.  Just 'do it'.

Random acts of kindness, I think they call it!

June 26, 2011

To North...

I'm going to North again tomorrow...
It will not be a trip for friend's wedding...
It is actually my working trip...
InshaAllah will be there till Thursday...
Hope the journey will be smooth... =)

June 14, 2011

Irony Tuesday...

I’m out words currently...
Maybe what happen this morning is a “kifarah” for me...
It’s started when I was listening to Every Breath is a Blessing by Mesut Kurtis...
It just pop up in my mind on how suddenly we know that in few more times, we shall return to Him???
Are we ready in terms of our good deeds? Are we sure that we’re among the people chosen to be inside His Jannah?
When I came into much clear state of mind, suddenly the most word that I want to avoid appears in my mind....
Few seconds later I know I already involved in an accident...
I was blank at that point of time...
What I did it just get out from the car...
How lucky am I since there’s one good uncle move my car to a safest place...
Due to my shock, I didn’t ask his name...
Then I try my best to contact my family...
At the moment I heard my dad voice, my tears started...
I just could hold it anymore...
Even though I know he was still far from me, but the feeling to be relief just came...
I opt for an EL...
It took me a huge courage to drive back to my home while waiting for my parent to come...
I would like to convey my biggest thanks to them...
Thanks to my blood sisters too for their help....
Besides, the thanks also go to my right hand in the office, Zul...
My closest companion, Farah thanks for being so you... it does help me...
Thank to the very big boss... I don’t expect you to give a word of comfort too...
To my sweet sis, Kak Anis thanks for everything!!! I owe you not physical but also the advice...
It just makes me to be thankful for whatever I had now...

June 13, 2011

Hectic Monday Morning...

My calm and happy morning for this morning is nicely being shatter after I have a quick meeting with my big big boss...
How I wish I didn’t present at the short meeting just now...
It’s quite hard when you are dealing with people that quite stingy...
I often wonder why on earth I have to face this matter...
When it’s comes to MONEY, so many 1001 little one reasons can be listed...
But that the nature that I have to face it now...
To be truth, I’m quite regretted when I have to deal with it...
Now I’m stuck in a so- long -and-boring meeting...
While waiting for it to come towards it end, I filled the time by searching for an available parks that located around Putrajaya...
This is my so-called ad-hoc task after I met my big big boss...
Again I wish I would never meet the person early in the morning...
It just makes my day kind of misery...

P/s: How sweet if we can turn back the time ;)

May 30, 2011

Summarise of My May 2011

Course in East Coast

From 24th of May till 28th May I was in East Coast region...
To be specific I was in Kelantan for 5 days...
I was there since my unit was conducting a course...
It’s quite a tiring session as I need to become all in one person in-charge...
Somehow it just gives me a new insight...
The course was successfully done despite some hair-wired matters here and there because it was my first time doing it...
To my team, thanks a lot... I owe you guys...

P/s: Besides my first time handling the course there’s one unforgettable moment with my co-worker Sally...

Best Friend Wedding

Penang, the Pearl of Orient
The land where I start to know the meaning of life...
The land where I discover the hidden talent in me...
The place where I met my true friend...
The place that shape who I am now...
How I miss this place badly...
I was there for a reason attending my best friend wedding day...
I suppose I shall sing "My Best Friend" wedding theme song... hehehhehe
It just a one day trip...
I took a flight in the morning and going back in the evening...
Very much like a super duper quick journey...
Some of my office-mate said it was like a VVIP trip...
I just laugh at it...
Maybe to some people what I just did was a pretty insane journey but what could I do?
That is my very best friend wedding...
 To Anis and Zul, may both of you will be happy and together till eternity, insyaAllah...

Course in My Hometown

If people know me, they will know where my ACTUAL hometown is is is...
It’s not reflected by my car plate number, nor reflected by beginning of mobile phone number...
But it will be reflected through my middle IC code number...
In fact, I was born and breed there until my age reach 11...
Then I made a coming back episode when I decide to continue my study in the very well known uni’s...
Uni which I known when I was still a kid...
This is the second course that being handled by my unit...
So far it was going well since most of the participants have a quite vast knowledge about a matter that we want to share...
Besides, the course taken place just behind my former school in Section 19...
Looking back at the school, I just amazed how time fly...

May 16, 2011

Teacher, TYVM!!!

Comes every 16th May, we will definitely celebrating teacher’s day...
It such a ritual that all the schools will hold a special occasion to mark the day...
As for me, I’ve been part of it when I was still a student...
Always eager and look forward to the special day...
I remember my first celebration when I was in Standard 1 in SRK Seksyen 19, Shah Alam..
My mum already packs a nice flower for my classroom teacher...
But sadly, I can’t recall back the lady that thought me the very basic of education....
Then the occasion became my yearly routine...
The last time I celebrated it was in 16th May 2001...such a long time I’ve never been celebrated since the last one...
This year, it’s quite different....
As in now I’m working with a bunch of people that formerly a “Cikgu”, “Ustaz”, “Ustazah”, “Teacher”,“Sir” or even “Madam”, suddenly I feel I’m just me back to the years where I fondly celebrated the special day for teachers...
It such a nice feeling...
And suddenly, I missed my good old days when I was in SRK Sekysen 19, SR Seksyen 18, SK Bayan Lepas and lastly SMK Sungai Ara....
How fun to muse over all the sweet memories...
The joy that we had the some amusing moments that being created, the hard time when handling with gloomy feeling when we do face trouble but that what we are today...
As for me, all the things that happen to me during that time have play a significance impact in tailoring what I am today...
Even though I don’t an opportunity to be at the prestigious school, but I’m glad to be a student in a very laid and normal school...
It’s still a special place that I would never fail to remember, unless if one day I’ve amnesia... which God forbid...
To all teachers from these four different schools:
SRK Sekysen 19, Shah Alam
SR Seksyen 18, Shah Alam
SK Bayan Lepas, Penang
SMK Sungai Ara, Penang

I would to send my sincere wishes, Happy Teacher’s Day!!! Thanks for the knowledge that you’ve given me... thanks for the advice that you’ve pouring to me... thanks for being there and being supportive... thanks for sometimes being harsh since it needed once in a while to let me know where I’m heading too actually... above all thanks for everything... you all are the gems that will always shine my life...

May 15, 2011

It's May!!!

It already in the middle of May...
It’s a sign that I will be busy until the middle of July...
Lots of things need to be done before I shall leave office starting end of this month...
Leaving office means I need to be mobile...
To mobile means, I’ll be away for certain times...
Absolutely I’ll ruin my daily schedule...
But all these where my responsibility that I have to do since day one I taking my oath in becoming a civil servant...
Despite the “busy”ness that I have experienced, I’m glad since I do have an opportunity to visit the Kuala Lumpur International Bookfair 2011 (KLIBF 2011)...
Of course I do a little bit of shopping while I was there...
This year I bought only fictional books... only one was biography coverage on Will’s & Kate’s Royal wedding...
Most of the fictional books were from Jemari Seni (JS)...
I have read few of them...
Among them were Kaksu a.k.a Noor Suraya’s entitled Langsir Biji Remia, Hlovate’s Contengan Jalanan, Syud’s Baju Melayu Hijau Serindit and the lastest which I just finish yesterday was Quartet by Saidatul Saffaaa....

If you’re were on something light, fun, hilarious and refreshing try to read Baju Melayu Hijau Serindit by Syud...
I always like the idea that sometimes you just don’t know that he or she the man or lady that you will end up with...
It like a first time you looking at him or her, straight away you have a driving force to know them in person...

While for Langsir Biji Remia, it’s actually a new line of JS product...
It’s being called, Si Manis 17...
As such, Langsir Biji Remia has it all...
But please take note, it still contain heart wreathing story too...
It’s about a girl named Duha Hafa that encounter one painful life episode that turns her into a submissive girl...
But I always fond of the dua that given by one of the hero to Duha...

Extract form Langsir Biji Remia page 152

Ya Allah,
Sesungguhnya waktu duha ini, waktu duha-Mu,
Cahayanya cahaya-Mu;
Kecantikan itu ialah kecantikan-Mu;
Keindahan itu keindahan-Mu;
Kekuatan itu kekuatan-Mu;
Kekuasaan itu kekuasaan-Mu;
 dan pelindungan itu pelindungan-Mu.


Ya Allah,
Sekiranya rezekimu ada di langit maka turunkannya;
Jika ada di bumi maka keluarkannya;
Jika adanya jauh maka dekatkannya;
Jika haram maka sucikanlah;
dan jika adanya hampir maka mudahkannya
 dengan kebenaran
Duha-Mu, cahaya-Mu, kekuatan-Mu dan kesucian-Mu
Berikanlah kepadaku sebagaimana engkau berikan kepada hamba-hamba-Mu yang soleh.


Dan Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas penghulu kami, Nabi Muhammad SAW dan ke atas keluarga dan para sahabatnya serta kesejahteraan.
Dan segala terpuji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan pentadbir sekalian alam.

While I was reading the above dua, suddenly one feeling filled my heart... how misfortune I am since I didn’t do a Dhuha prayer as my daily routine apart from the compulsory prayers... how I already missing all the gift that He the Almighty Allah already granter for His servants... how I should be shameful for not utilised all the chances in grabbing as much good deeds while I’ve given a chance...

Extract form Langsir Biji Remia page 158

“Betullah jodoh itu kerja Tuhan. Kita sendiri tidak dapat berfikir apabila dating bab jodoh ini. Kita hanya tahu kenapa begitu, kenapa begini sahaja. Namum tiada jawapan yang mengiringi pada setiap soalan kita. Apabila berbicara fasal jodoh, Duha akan ambil sikap... tunggu dan lihat. Semuanya tertulis di lohmahfuz dah. Kalau susah hendak buat keputusan dia akan istikharah sahaja.”

How do I wish all those people who always asking me when your turn? Or will you be next? Or anything that having a similar expression s to these kinds of question... I’m having a very much hard time to answer the out of syllabus questions... instead I would be grateful if you just understand the situation that I’ve been through besides praying the best for me...

Quartet by Saidatul Saffaa

Miss Saffaa masterpiece this time was quite different from Kemilau Mutiara Raudhah...
Why I say so since this time in Quartet she portray a lady that often and easy to fall in love with the man whom she met...
Since the title is Quartet, it tell us a story on how Rumaisa a.k.a Misa fall for 4 different man... each of the man that she presumed like her will eventually broke her heart into a broken pieces...
It wasn’t easy for Misa to bounce back as every man did give a different contact to her...
But through tears and pain, she’s being able to stand on her own feet again...
Thanks to bunch of friends that she had...
The morale of the story here is that we shouldn’t forget about Him, the Almighty Allah...
He’s actually our vital life support when we do feel we have no one else...
Besides, dont’t ever tends to forget our basic life supports that consist of our dearly family and friends...
I’ve been endure many tests in life but alhamdullilah I managed to bounce back even if it takes a few years of tears and pain...
I know that it isn’t easy to be strong and patience in encounter all the tests but do believe in Him...
Because at the end of the day, He the one who ultimately know what the best for us...

Barangsiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah (dengan mengerjakan suruhan-Nya dan meninggalkan larangan-Nya), nescaya Allah akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar (dari segala perkara yang menyusahkan). Dan memberinya rezeki daripada jalan yang tidak terlintas di hatinya... 
Surah ath-Talaaq: 2-3

It clearly shown here how when we think that we already come towards the end, but He didn’t permit it to be happen, He would definitely grant us with something that will not be in our mind... how gracious He is....

April 23, 2011

Time: Clock Is Ticking

It’s 2 weeks I didn't write any entry...
Blame me for not being able to manage my time in much proper way...
On top of it, as usual life being stack with various jobs...
Not to mention about the ad-hoc one...
Until in my meeting, one senior officer said to me that even our ICT devices will go wrong unexpectedly which in other words it also part of the AD-HOC thingy..
Finally manage to host my 3 in 1 meeting...
Glad it done according to what I’ve been planned...
Thanks a bunch to those who were helping in making it into a reality...
One burden seems to be released....
In fact, today I managed to submit one of my course packages...
Hopefully it does go through a bumpy road in getting the approval from the Finance Division...
Life has been as usual...
Work, home, work and home...
It repeated like an endless looping...
Sometimes I do wish for a sweet gateway which I’ve been wishing for quite a while...
But times still time doesn’t be a friend with me...
Again, I’m trying not to blame myself for not managing my time properly... =p
I would rather say that time is the culprit...
Wake up girl!!!
Get a grip... don’t ever blame me, TIME whisper...
As an old people always said, “Time waits for no man!!!”...

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This is another part of the story...
Which totally different from the first one...
I’ve come across one blog...
Which I find it quite interesting and informative...
Very much self-reflecting too...
Suddenly I glance into this below phrase...

“Wahai saudari seakidahku, carilah LELAKI yang mampu menjadi IMAM untukmu, yang menitis air mata melihat kesakitanmu ketika melahirkan zuriatnya, dan lelaki yang membangunkanmu untuk bangun beribadat bersama-sama pada 2/3 malam….”
(Copyright from http://akuislam.com/blog/)

While reading it, it does ripe-off my heart...
It’s not an easy mission to find a man that full with those qualities nowadays...
It’s like search a pearl that lies down the sea...
Hard to find but once it’s yours, please keep it properly as you might not find it somewhere else...
No offence to all the man out there...
It just my personal view...

April 7, 2011

Bundle Into 1...

If I do write an entry on the 19th of April, it will a month I didn't post anything...
But, I'm glad since I'm being able to write, at least once a month...
I know it such a lame excuse if I keep saying that I'm busy...
Yeah, it's true but still it will show how "lousy" am I in handling the time...
I guess I need to be more disciplined in managing my time...
Currently busy with planning, scheduling and executing the basic portal management course for the schools that being deploy by IDE..
So it's quite challenging as it is a first time for me to do it...
To make it more nicer, it is a first time also that my unit will be doing it as a government premise which will consumer lots of process to be done...
But again, thanks to Him for making it smooth for me as I being blessed with a few people who willing to help and guide me along the way...
Now in the middle of completing the list of participants...
InsyaAllah I'll be away starting end of next month...
The journey will begin in the East Coast before the next pit stop is Central...
Then continue with Northern region before ends at Southern region....
Other than that, still occupied with the daily or routine job...
Sometimes I do become a technician as well...
Well that doesn't kill me...
I'm learning a lot actually from it...
Sometimes it just make me feel young as I will remember all those good times when I was still a student...
Where it will be normal for you to do all those things....
However, there will be a new activity too...
Starting from last Tuesday we will be having a public speaking day...
As Tuesday will gazetted as a Bahasa Melayu day, while Thursday will be gazetted as English day...
I got the turn in the fourth week and it falls on Thursday...
still figuring what topic or issue that need to be presented...
suddenly I felt that I'm stuck in my university days...
Where to be doing public speaking is normal...
Well, that what we called as life...
It's always full of surprise...
I guess I need to stop it right here as it's going to be Maghrib soon...

P/s: Sometimes, when the things far beyond our control, then we realised how wonderful if we still have it right in our hands... worth to ponder...

March 19, 2011

My So-called New Hut...

I would always love to try new things...
New things that sometimes not so new by other people...
But as for me, it's still a NEW things...
Anyway, if the readers here (if I have one) please click this link ahada@tumblr
I love this new hut since we can easily re-blog on other people post which is very easy besides preserving the copyright control by it's writer....
So let's have a look on it...
Anyway just come back from the office...
Manage to clear few things that being delay for past months....
It's filing time...
When doing the labeling activity, it reminds me of my old good days when I was in KSP...
How fast the times fly...
Last 7th March, it was my 1st anniversary with IED...
I still remember how I made my vow that I would only stay at IED for 1 year...
It's quite hard for me to believe that I was assigned to IED last time...
It's kinds of cliché actually since I already started to love IED...
I guess I better stop now before I start to ramble about something else...

March 11, 2011

Heavy Traffic = A Big NO!

For past 4 days I have to travel to and fro INTAN in Bukit Kiara...
Then I realised that I can't work or stay in KL...
It's such a hectic and stress feeling when every single day you need to face a heavy traffic...
If one fine day I need to work or live here, to drive myself would be a last option...
I would rather wake up early and catch a public transport to go anywhere that I supposed to go...

P/s: Now I know why I was destined to work in such or quite isolated place... even it quite boring sometimes but I'm blessed with a calming state if I was going to work... =)

March 2, 2011

Spontaneous Writing…

Before this I’ve written an entry which is unpublished
Due to certain technical error, I can’t publish it since I’ve lost the file which I’ve been saved earlier on…
With that, I’m naming this entry as a “Spontaneous Writing”
Currently I’m in the office…
Enjoying the time before going back...
Actually I’m waiting for a letter which I’ve sent to my Director room…
Due to his “busyness” as a newly appointed Director…
So need to wait for it because I can classify the letter as an urgent one…
Spoken about my newly appointed Director, I still can’t forget about my past top management team…
3 of them already enjoying their life as retired government officer while another one is still in the service and he is our new Director…
Indeed he is so busy since the 3 vacant posts for his Deputy Director…
So that’s make him as our focal person if we need anything that need the blessing from the top gun…
Enough telling about my office story which I felt enough to elaborate about it…
It’s already March…
Seems (which in actually fact I did notice) that time flies so fast…
So many things need to be done and need to be accomplished!!!
So wake up and run…
If you can’t run, just walk slowly until you reach where you destined to be…

February 26, 2011

So Long Farewell...

So long, farewell
Auf Weidersehen, goodbye
I leave and heave
A sigh and say goodbye
Goodbye

I guess everyone would remember the story of The Sound of Music...
Still fresh in my mind how sad Julie Andrews singing the farewell song...
Even though the movie setting is totally different from what I’m experiencing now but the song is related...
The feeling to see our Deputy Director retired last year were still fresh in our mind...
But now, we have to say a goodbye to the two important people...
On last Monday we had to say goodbye to our Director and yesterday we had to say goodbye to the Deputy Director...
It just like we lost our top gun and left only one to us...
The only one already appointed as our newly Director...
To our new Director, congratulations on your appointment...
Looking forward to serve you and together we work hand in hand in raise the division name....
However, whenever I was passing the gallery area and seeing the Director pictures, suddenly I would felt that our newly retired Director is still here with us...
It doesn’t mean I didn’t accept the newly appointed Director but I’m sure it would take me a while to adjust to the new management...
One important thing that I learned from things that happen, there’s always be a cycle...
One day you get to know a people...
Then you’ll be friend/work with him or her...
Then you’ll get close to him or her due to communication and etc...
Finally, when the day comes, you’ll be detached with him or her due to many reasons those human beings sometimes often forget...
But that what we called life...
It’s always a cycle...
To my supportive Director and sporting Deputy Director, Happy Retirement!!! May you enjoy your retirement life... May Allah bless...
We’re surely missed the fun that we do have during whatever occasion...
Thanks for being a very friendly bosses to the very new leaf... appreciate it!

P/s: I do suffer a big headache when handling the preparation for these two occasions... however, when it comes towards its end, suddenly I felt quite poignant...

February 15, 2011

Again I’m A Busy Bee…

(Credit: Amin)

Proudly I would like to announce I’m a busy bee again…
My schedule will be packed from tomorrow till this Sunday…
This morning I need to wake much early since I was involved in Maulidur Rasul occasion in Masjid Sultan Mizan...
It was my first experience to join such occasion, I mean in the national level…
All these while I was just watching it from the television only…
Luckily we the ladies don’t need to join the marching…
I guess I need to stop now…
Need to do some preparation for tomorrow…
Otherwise it will be chaos…
To all, let’s met in Seremban dan Port Dickson…

P/s: If possible I’ll upload the pictures during the occasion… we’re wearing a very “stunning” and bright orange outfit… which I do felt like a moving flowers due to the pattern!

February 13, 2011

Never Ever Give Up!

It’s been a while I didn’t post anything here…
Busy with my task as what being written in my SKT…
Plus with the workload that I need to do for the whole week since my teams were away for so many reasons…
Even though I know that no so many people read it but this is a ways for me to unwind when I needed it the most…
Currently I’m in a middle of doing one of my Deputy Director’s video…
Supposed it being done by my subordinate but due to some reason I need to do it as a back up in case he can’t settle it on time…
Besides the video that already consume a lot of my time, I was assigned to do all the backdrop and pamphlet for the big occasion…
It’s quite a challenge for me as I’m not a creative person…
My art skills shall be said very poor…
Indeed, I try my best in designing all the tasks that being assigned to me…
Much to my dismay, it turns to be so dull…
Maybe it’s my bad because I didn’t brainstorm to anyone when I’m start doing it…
So when it’s 70% done, then I let my senior colleague to preview on all those backdrop and pamphlet which they know that I’m not creative at all…
In another way, it something that I want to tell them for quite some time…
But at this moment, I regret for not being able to give my best shot in doing it… for not being able to prove to some people that I can do it…
It’s a thorny decision when I need to handover my design in order for my senior to do some major repair in it…
I shall say it’s my very first design since before this I’m only into editing pictures but not creating or designing it…
However, I need to salute them for being such thoughtful senior by providing me an advice which eventually makes me calm…
Thanks for being supportive… thanks for sometimes being a Berlin wall where I let my grumble out without even notice that I’ve become too emotional plus wasting all your time!
Above all, thanks to Him, Almighty Allah SWT for giving me such strength even though sometimes I did feel down until I feel that I could stand up again… thanks for everything by providing me with these bunch of good folks… =)
Alhamdullilah!!!
Lastly, Never Ever Give Up!

January 25, 2011

Thanks to Life is an Open Secret!

In regards with my previous entry, yet the mode is still on…
I really hope that it will go away once I can get a grip but it seems not to be like what I’m been wishing for…
Day by day, I keep losing my grip…
Only to Him I shall return too…
But thanks to Him by providing me with a bunch of breathtaking people…
They keep pushing me to stand still and face the reality with the strong courage…
Keep telling me that what I’ve been through, it’s just a tip of the ice…
More yet to come…
Absolutely with more challenges…
That like what Sis Zabrina said in her book, “Face Challenges with Zest!”
Yes, with ZEST!!!
In that entry, she relate closely with my favorite quote…
“So verily, with the hardship, there is relief, verily, with hardship, there is relief”
[Ash-Sharh 94: 5-6]

When reading this entry, I know that I just a normal human being…
Never ever will be a perfect person…
Like one of my senior colleague always said, 100% will never be our mark… since we only can achieved up to 99.9%... another 0.01% is belong to his Almighty Allah SWT…
Again, when thinking of it, my tears keep falling…
When thinking about silly mistake that I made during one of my office events make me lost my grip…
I have tried so hard to make it work but I reluctantly feel superior on His power that calls fate…
I forgot that if the fate say so, even I’ve try to do as many back up plans as I would usually do, it will be as what as He destined it to be…
As I have mentioned above, those lovely people always let me see the silver lining in every things that had happen to me…
So I just have to let a few people talk and do whatever pleases them
One day they will know how hard I’ve tried or maybe they will need to face whatever I’m been through!
I’m not a perfect person as what Hlovate’s had told in Versus (which it’s believe quoted from Old Joe’) that, “There’s always a room to reach perfection”
Which is also means that we can never be a PERFECT person but we can always try our best to reach as close to the PERFECTION level…
Now let bear in mind, that,

VERILY AFTER EACH DIFFICULTY, THEY’RE ALWAYS A RELIEF!

P/s: Please pray that I’ll always get a grip whenever difficulties circumstances caught me in… ^_^

January 12, 2011

Swing Mode

I miss my old days so much…
Maybe these happen when the pressure just can’t be digested anymore!
However we always need to face the reality…
I’m trying so hard now to tune in…
Just now having a FB chat with my former students…
Seeing that they did well in their study make me feel melted…
Suddenly I wish I could be there with them too…
I miss the times when I’m packed with those result analyses…
Rushing in doing the report before submitting it to my immediate boss before presenting it in front the BOD…
Miss the heat when we’re nearly has a cardiac arrest while waiting for the result to be out…
But somehow I know I need to get back into my reality…
Even sometimes the road is bumpy (which I think is always), reality is still reality!!!
Here I would like to share a symbolic lyric…
It’s sung by one of Nasyid group, Saujana..
The title might sound pathetic, but it’s absolutely wrong…
It has a meaning behind every word…

Kau tidak seperti dulu (Absolutely it is not me!)
Yang ku kenali dulu
Rupa hilang seri
Manakah manisnya


Kau tidak seperti dulu
Yang ku kenali dulu
Madah tak berlagu
Manakah girangnya
(I’m happy but sometimes I do deserve to be sad too…)

Patah hati (Here it’s very cliché!)
Jangan terdampar sepi
Jangan tersungkur mati
Patah hati
(Again the cliché part)
Jangan leburkan mimpi
Jangan memakan diri


Bukankah Tuhan ciptakan malam (I love this part, how He always know what we need the most!)
Untuk beradu menanti siang
Bukankah Tuhan titiskan hujan
Menanti limpah kemarau panjang
(See, everything that happen always has its silver lining!)

P/s: Again, remember that every difficulties, there's always a relief... believe in Him in whatever situation and insyaAllah everything will be alright!

January 10, 2011

Nice to Ponder!

My weekend alhamdullilah filled with activities that can make me smile…
From Saturday evening I was doing my shopping spree with my girlfriends…
Then on Sunday such a blessed when you are able to spend your quality times with the loved ones…
By just seeing your lovely family and relatives does make you feel good!
Believe me… try it and then you will know how it felt…
This morning I was attending my division orientation…
After almost 10 months I was in the division suddenly I have to pretend I know nothing!
Kind of funny but at the end of the day I know it’s worth it…
I enjoy most of the session since it does give more information besides it successfully make me understand the division…
The best part is that I’m enjoying writing some words of wisdom which being shared by one of my Deputy Director…
He’s very good in entertaining people and you won’t be bored during his session…
However the message which has been delivered by my Director does open my eyes in seeing how’s important my division is…
Thanks to all…

Tune in before you turn on!

Do the right thing meaningful…

Tell the truth quickly even if it’s hard to say…

Know you purpose

Stop criticizing the upper management!

Manage the agreement not the people!

Focus on the result not the excuses…

Always use positive reinforcement….

Create a good relationship…

Let your mind rule your heart…

Deliver the reward accordingly…

Make it happen today, don’t wait…


P/s: Since some of the officers here are using the title as Assistant Director, my Deputy Director have jokingly saying that how our Director always need help from the Assistant Director and look that Deputy Director is so strong and it’s doesn’t need any help from other people…

January 5, 2011

Double Wishes

I would like to wish Happy Birthday to my beloved Mum and my Aunt Nong!
They do share a same birth date but with different year of course…
Then when I come into the office I get to known that one of the staff here also sharing the same birthday with my families…
Plus my ex-neighbor was also sharing the same birth date…
Happy Birthday to all, May Allah bless =)

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That was the morning story…
Just now I have news that can’t stop make me smile…
I’ve passed the exam that I’ve taken on last October 2010…
Alhamdullilah… thanks for the gift…
Now I need to wait for few more procedure in order to get a confirmation…
Hopefully everything will be alright…

P/s: Thanks to those people who never fails to support me through tick and thin…

January 3, 2011

New Year Resolution for 2011

Again, this is a New Year Resolution which has been generated from this website, http://moninavelarde.com/newyears/
Yet, I do believe that some of the resolution that is kinds suitable for me...
So here is the list....

Watch a documentary – will do especially Nat Geo

Have a garage sale – thinking to let go some stuff

See the good in people – insyaAllah will always do

Roast marshmallows over a fire – normally let it melt with hot cocoa

Encourage a co-worker – always do

Friend a person with the same name as me on Facebook – haven’t try

Try harder – inysaAllah…

Throw a Penny in the fountain – done while in Malacca about 13 years ago…

Reuse – always especially plastic bag

Get some sleep – done

Find the time – need to do it

Look for the silver lining – insyaAllah trying so hard

Drink hot cocoa – my favorite

Think before I speak – need to frequently apply…

Join a choir – need to find a gang

Be honest – insyaAllah always do…

Speak up – my traits

Become an expert in something – in a way to turn it into reality

Learn to say HELLO in 5 languages – learning it now

Dance – will learn it

Wear sunglasses – always do since I have eyes problem

Reconnect with an old friend – my part-time activity

Not dwell on the past – will try harder as the past did left something in me…

Make short film – my dream, try to achieve it

Make my bed – always do!

Participate – accomplished either voluntarily or being forced to

Spread kindness – insyaAllah will always do

Follow through – need to do more often

Be more understanding – will try regularly

Take a nap – thing that I missed once I’m officially become a career lady

Watch an episode of Oprah – always do

Drink more tea – my favorite too

Be happy and healthy – insyaAllah will try more

Inspire – insyaAllah

Lighten up – need to try harder

Stay in touch – insyaAllah!

Work smarter – finding a suitable way

Make something new everyday – always in my top list

Get married – insyaAllah when the right time comes…

Care deeply – insyaAllah always

Carpool - done

Write a story – in my top dreams!

Bring a reusable bag to the grocery store – sometimes need to do more often

Eat a whole tomato like an apple – hmm big question mark

Be spontaneous – try even harder

Look up at the sky – always do!

Appreciate nature – compulsory in supporting and caring the Mother Nature

Call mom and dad more often – need to do more!

Move around – always

Learn to cope – try even more than before

Spend less time browsing and more time doing – hmm quite hard…

Travel – in my list

Throw a dinner party – planning about it

Imagine – always!

Watch the sunset – need to find time and place

Improve – will definitely do it always

Believe – always do!

Take more photos – need a camera!

Stop. Collaborate. (And Listen) – will try more

Spend more time with myself – need to seek the time

Be curious – it’s part of me

Learn to cope – need to practice more

Be me – always through and through

Take more chances – insyaAllah

Be carefree – always my goal

Think about it – keep and always think

Be a leader – I’m being one now

Enjoy every minute – insyaAllah will always do…

Find Mr. or Ms. Right – I’m smiling, insyaAllah…

Learn to commit – again, it’s killing me…

Take risks – need to do more!

Go sailing – wanted to do and time and friend is the constraint

Live life to the fullest – forever...

P/s: Pray that I can achieved it all, insyaAllah =)