Never Ever Give Up!

It’s been a while I didn’t post anything here…
Busy with my task as what being written in my SKT…
Plus with the workload that I need to do for the whole week since my teams were away for so many reasons…
Even though I know that no so many people read it but this is a ways for me to unwind when I needed it the most…
Currently I’m in a middle of doing one of my Deputy Director’s video…
Supposed it being done by my subordinate but due to some reason I need to do it as a back up in case he can’t settle it on time…
Besides the video that already consume a lot of my time, I was assigned to do all the backdrop and pamphlet for the big occasion…
It’s quite a challenge for me as I’m not a creative person…
My art skills shall be said very poor…
Indeed, I try my best in designing all the tasks that being assigned to me…
Much to my dismay, it turns to be so dull…
Maybe it’s my bad because I didn’t brainstorm to anyone when I’m start doing it…
So when it’s 70% done, then I let my senior colleague to preview on all those backdrop and pamphlet which they know that I’m not creative at all…
In another way, it something that I want to tell them for quite some time…
But at this moment, I regret for not being able to give my best shot in doing it… for not being able to prove to some people that I can do it…
It’s a thorny decision when I need to handover my design in order for my senior to do some major repair in it…
I shall say it’s my very first design since before this I’m only into editing pictures but not creating or designing it…
However, I need to salute them for being such thoughtful senior by providing me an advice which eventually makes me calm…
Thanks for being supportive… thanks for sometimes being a Berlin wall where I let my grumble out without even notice that I’ve become too emotional plus wasting all your time!
Above all, thanks to Him, Almighty Allah SWT for giving me such strength even though sometimes I did feel down until I feel that I could stand up again… thanks for everything by providing me with these bunch of good folks… =)
Alhamdullilah!!!
Lastly, Never Ever Give Up!