#1 Mocha (May 2000 – 26th November 2012)
(Pictures taken recently)
It has been an emotional week for me...
On Monday morning, I've send my cat, Mocha to UVH in UPM...
Going there since he’s having a difficulty in breathing...
Seeing him try to breathe just like a human when we encounter asthma...
When we finish consultation with the Vet, Mocha need to be warded...
I already know this will be happen...
Plus on the evening I need to attend a workshop in KL...
To be truth when I was about going out from the Vet’s consultation room, I just know I might not be seeing him for a while...
I left the room quite early since I need to take his wet food in the car...
It’s quite tearing moments...
I didn't get the chance to kiss him since I've to pass his food to one of the attending there...
As usual, going back to the office plus a meeting as well...
Then I leave the office early since I need to pack my things before drove to KL...
When I reach my house, suddenly Ayah told me that he will send me there...
I was quite puzzled...
All these while, when I’m already own my humble car; he does sometime do hesitate to send me anywhere...
This must be something...
Suddenly, he broke the news about our beloved, Mocha...
He can’t make it....
Actually while I’m driving home, my tears suddenly falls like a Nigeria falls...
It keeps coming down but I managed to make it stop when I finally reach the parking lots...
Maybe the HH Zikrullah helps me....
When I realize that Mocha no longer with us, suddenly I just blank...
It’s like you loss one of your family member....
He had been with us since 2000...
That why my lil sis always said that he’s our playmate too...
It wasn't easy to digest the fact...
I just send him in the UVH with lots of hopes that he’ll getting better but I supposed Allah swt loves him more...
Like my lil sis mentioned on one of my IG pictures, “He was, and shall forever be loved by us. I saw him from tiny-as.big.as.my.three.little.fingers-till yesterday. I know somehow he’s rest in peace. We shall miss deeply his footsteps everywhere in the house...”
The next day when we’re in UVH to collect his body, it took me a lot of courage to deals with the workers day...
Until the moment I want to settle the bills, tears keep falling...
When every customer in UVH coming with their cats just makes me thinking of him...
We need to wait for a while since the Vet’s need to do the last procedure due to our request to take him and bury him in our house compound...
We may opt for an option to bury him in UVH itself but he’s just more that a cat or pet to us...
When everything ready, we have been called to meet the Vet attending to him...
We ask for a permission to have a look at his fierce face...
He looks so calm and at peace...
At least I know he’s alright and I know he’ll happy reuniting with his fellow brothers Peekaboo and Hazel...
The fact that he has been with us for past 12 years make the bonds so unique...
Mocha, you’ll forever be remembered...
#2 Thank You Allah =)
(Pic Credit: Ala)
Being emotional stress for past 4 days couldn't easily make me smile...
I might be smiling and laughing but no one knows what’s inside...
Only my family knows...
Thanks to my parent who keep checking on me...
They know I’m quite emotional when dealing with a loss one...
But alhamdullilah, I’m still being able to breathe the air...
For past 20++ years, He still gives me a chance...
For those who been wishing from last night, many many thanks and may Allah grants all of you a blessing...
Thanks for the duas too...
May He grant all the duas that being make for me, inshaAllah...
#3 Blackouts
When I was in KL for work purposes, we've been experience a serious blackout...
More than 6 hours we need to be in a hotel that totally blackout...
Even we need to climb the stairs just to go to our room...
To make it worst, the staircase doesn't have any emergency exit lights...
In fact our IED Director also needs to climb the stairs just to get in his room...
I have a deep respect on him...
As of my colleague said to me, maybe he wants to feel what we've going through...
Such a memorable working trips...
However one thing’s for sure, we’ll not do or hold any events in that hotel anymore...
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