So long, farewell
Auf Weidersehen, goodbye
I leave and heave
A sigh and say goodbye
Goodbye
I guess everyone would remember the story of The Sound of Music...
Still fresh in my mind how sad Julie Andrews singing the farewell song...
Even though the movie setting is totally different from what I’m experiencing now but the song is related...
The feeling to see our Deputy Director retired last year were still fresh in our mind...
But now, we have to say a goodbye to the two important people...
On last Monday we had to say goodbye to our Director and yesterday we had to say goodbye to the Deputy Director...
It just like we lost our top gun and left only one to us...
The only one already appointed as our newly Director...
To our new Director, congratulations on your appointment...
Looking forward to serve you and together we work hand in hand in raise the division name....
However, whenever I was passing the gallery area and seeing the Director pictures, suddenly I would felt that our newly retired Director is still here with us...
It doesn’t mean I didn’t accept the newly appointed Director but I’m sure it would take me a while to adjust to the new management...
One important thing that I learned from things that happen, there’s always be a cycle...
One day you get to know a people...
Then you’ll be friend/work with him or her...
Then you’ll get close to him or her due to communication and etc...
Finally, when the day comes, you’ll be detached with him or her due to many reasons those human beings sometimes often forget...
But that what we called life...
It’s always a cycle...
To my supportive Director and sporting Deputy Director, Happy Retirement!!! May you enjoy your retirement life... May Allah bless...
We’re surely missed the fun that we do have during whatever occasion...
Thanks for being a very friendly bosses to the very new leaf... appreciate it!
P/s: I do suffer a big headache when handling the preparation for these two occasions... however, when it comes towards its end, suddenly I felt quite poignant...
February 26, 2011
February 15, 2011
Again I’m A Busy Bee…
(Credit: Amin)
Proudly I would like to announce I’m a busy bee again…
My schedule will be packed from tomorrow till this Sunday…
This morning I need to wake much early since I was involved in Maulidur Rasul occasion in Masjid Sultan Mizan...
It was my first experience to join such occasion, I mean in the national level…
All these while I was just watching it from the television only…
Luckily we the ladies don’t need to join the marching…
I guess I need to stop now…
Need to do some preparation for tomorrow…
Otherwise it will be chaos…
To all, let’s met in Seremban dan Port Dickson…
P/s: If possible
February 13, 2011
Never Ever Give Up!
It’s been a while I didn’t post anything here…
Busy with my task as what being written in my SKT…
Plus with the workload that I need to do for the whole week since my teams were away for so many reasons…
Even though I know that no so many people read it but this is a ways for me to unwind when I needed it the most…
Currently I’m in a middle of doing one of my Deputy Director’s video…
Supposed it being done by my subordinate but due to some reason I need to do it as a back up in case he can’t settle it on time…
Besides the video that already consume a lot of my time, I was assigned to do all the backdrop and pamphlet for the big occasion…
It’s quite a challenge for me as I’m not a creative person…
My art skills shall be said very poor…
Indeed, I try my best in designing all the tasks that being assigned to me…
Much to my dismay, it turns to be so dull…
Maybe it’s my bad because I didn’t brainstorm to anyone when I’m start doing it…
So when it’s 70% done, then I let my senior colleague to preview on all those backdrop and pamphlet which they know that I’m not creative at all…
In another way, it something that I want to tell them for quite some time…
But at this moment, I regret for not being able to give my best shot in doing it… for not being able to prove to some people that I can do it…
It’s a thorny decision when I need to handover my design in order for my senior to do some major repair in it…
I shall say it’s my very first design since before this I’m only into editing pictures but not creating or designing it…
However, I need to salute them for being such thoughtful senior by providing me an advice which eventually makes me calm…
Thanks for being supportive… thanks for sometimes being a Berlin wall where I let my grumble out without even notice that I’ve become too emotional plus wasting all your time!
Above all, thanks to Him, Almighty Allah SWT for giving me such strength even though sometimes I did feel down until I feel that I could stand up again… thanks for everything by providing me with these bunch of good folks… =)
Alhamdullilah!!!
Lastly, Never Ever Give Up!
Busy with my task as what being written in my SKT…
Plus with the workload that I need to do for the whole week since my teams were away for so many reasons…
Even though I know that no so many people read it but this is a ways for me to unwind when I needed it the most…
Currently I’m in a middle of doing one of my Deputy Director’s video…
Supposed it being done by my subordinate but due to some reason I need to do it as a back up in case he can’t settle it on time…
Besides the video that already consume a lot of my time, I was assigned to do all the backdrop and pamphlet for the big occasion…
It’s quite a challenge for me as I’m not a creative person…
My art skills shall be said very poor…
Indeed, I try my best in designing all the tasks that being assigned to me…
Much to my dismay, it turns to be so dull…
Maybe it’s my bad because I didn’t brainstorm to anyone when I’m start doing it…
So when it’s 70% done, then I let my senior colleague to preview on all those backdrop and pamphlet which they know that I’m not creative at all…
In another way, it something that I want to tell them for quite some time…
But at this moment, I regret for not being able to give my best shot in doing it… for not being able to prove to some people that I can do it…
It’s a thorny decision when I need to handover my design in order for my senior to do some major repair in it…
I shall say it’s my very first design since before this I’m only into editing pictures but not creating or designing it…
However, I need to salute them for being such thoughtful senior by providing me an advice which eventually makes me calm…
Thanks for being supportive… thanks for sometimes being a Berlin wall where I let my grumble out without even notice that I’ve become too emotional plus wasting all your time!
Above all, thanks to Him, Almighty Allah SWT for giving me such strength even though sometimes I did feel down until I feel that I could stand up again… thanks for everything by providing me with these bunch of good folks… =)
Alhamdullilah!!!
Lastly, Never Ever Give Up!
January 25, 2011
Thanks to Life is an Open Secret!
In regards with my previous entry, yet the mode is still on…
I really hope that it will go away once I can get a grip but it seems not to be like what I’m been wishing for…
Day by day, I keep losing my grip…
Only to Him I shall return too…
But thanks to Him by providing me with a bunch of breathtaking people…
They keep pushing me to stand still and face the reality with the strong courage…
Keep telling me that what I’ve been through, it’s just a tip of the ice…
More yet to come…
Absolutely with more challenges…
That like what Sis Zabrina said in her book, “Face Challenges with Zest!”
Yes, with ZEST!!!
In that entry, she relate closely with my favorite quote…
“So verily, with the hardship, there is relief, verily, with hardship, there is relief”
[Ash-Sharh 94: 5-6]
When reading this entry, I know that I just a normal human being…
Never ever will be a perfect person…
Like one of my senior colleague always said, 100% will never be our mark… since we only can achieved up to 99.9%... another 0.01% is belong to his Almighty Allah SWT…
Again, when thinking of it, my tears keep falling…
When thinking aboutsilly mistake that I made during one of my office events make me lost my grip…
I have tried so hard to make it work but I reluctantly feel superior on His power that calls fate…
I forgot that if the fate say so, even I’ve try to do as many back up plans as I would usually do, it will be as what as He destined it to be…
As I have mentioned above, those lovely people always let me see the silver lining in every things that had happen to me…
So I just have to let afew people talk and do whatever pleases them…
One day they will know how hard I’ve tried or maybe they will need to face whatever I’m been through!
I’m not a perfect person as what Hlovate’s had told in Versus (which it’s believe quoted from Old Joe’) that, “There’s always a room to reach perfection”
Which is also means that we can never be aPERFECT person but we can always try our best to reach as close to the PERFECTION level…
Now let bear in mind, that,
P/s: Please pray that I’ll always get a grip whenever difficulties circumstances caught me in… ^_^
I really hope that it will go away once I can get a grip but it seems not to be like what I’m been wishing for…
Day by day, I keep losing my grip…
Only to Him I shall return too…
But thanks to Him by providing me with a bunch of breathtaking people…
They keep pushing me to stand still and face the reality with the strong courage…
Keep telling me that what I’ve been through, it’s just a tip of the ice…
More yet to come…
Absolutely with more challenges…
That like what Sis Zabrina said in her book, “Face Challenges with Zest!”
Yes, with ZEST!!!
In that entry, she relate closely with my favorite quote…
“So verily, with the hardship, there is relief, verily, with hardship, there is relief”
[Ash-Sharh 94: 5-6]
When reading this entry, I know that I just a normal human being…
Never ever will be a perfect person…
Like one of my senior colleague always said, 100% will never be our mark… since we only can achieved up to 99.9%... another 0.01% is belong to his Almighty Allah SWT…
Again, when thinking of it, my tears keep falling…
When thinking about
I have tried so hard to make it work but I reluctantly feel superior on His power that calls fate…
I forgot that if the fate say so, even I’ve try to do as many back up plans as I would usually do, it will be as what as He destined it to be…
As I have mentioned above, those lovely people always let me see the silver lining in every things that had happen to me…
So I just have to let a
One day they will know how hard I’ve tried or maybe they will need to face whatever I’m been through!
I’m not a perfect person as what Hlovate’s had told in Versus (which it’s believe quoted from Old Joe’) that, “There’s always a room to reach perfection”
Which is also means that we can never be a
Now let bear in mind, that,
VERILY AFTER EACH DIFFICULTY, THEY’RE ALWAYS A RELIEF!
P/s: Please pray that I’ll always get a grip whenever difficulties circumstances caught me in… ^_^
January 12, 2011
Swing Mode
I miss my old days so much…
Maybe these happen when the pressure just can’t be digested anymore!
However we always need to face the reality…
I’m trying so hard now to tune in…
Just now having a FB chat with my former students…
Seeing that they did well in their study make me feel melted…
Suddenly I wish I could be there with them too…
I miss the times when I’m packed with those result analyses…
Rushing in doing the report before submitting it to my immediate boss before presenting it in front the BOD…
Miss the heat when we’re nearly has a cardiac arrest while waiting for the result to be out…
But somehow I know I need to get back into my reality…
Even sometimes the road is bumpy (which I think is always), reality is still reality!!!
Here I would like to share a symbolic lyric…
It’s sung by one of Nasyid group, Saujana..
The title might sound pathetic, but it’s absolutely wrong…
It has a meaning behind every word…
Kau tidak seperti dulu (Absolutely it is not me!)
Yang ku kenali dulu
Rupa hilang seri
Manakah manisnya
Kau tidak seperti dulu
Yang ku kenali dulu
Madah tak berlagu
Manakah girangnya (I’m happy but sometimes I do deserve to be sad too…)
Patah hati (Here it’s very cliché!)
Jangan terdampar sepi
Jangan tersungkur mati
Patah hati (Again the cliché part)
Jangan leburkan mimpi
Jangan memakan diri
Bukankah Tuhan ciptakan malam (I love this part, how He always know what we need the most!)
Untuk beradu menanti siang
Bukankah Tuhan titiskan hujan
Menanti limpah kemarau panjang (See, everything that happen always has its silver lining!)
P/s: Again, remember that every difficulties, there's always a relief... believe in Him in whatever situation and insyaAllah everything will be alright!
Maybe these happen when the pressure just can’t be digested anymore!
However we always need to face the reality…
I’m trying so hard now to tune in…
Just now having a FB chat with my former students…
Seeing that they did well in their study make me feel melted…
Suddenly I wish I could be there with them too…
I miss the times when I’m packed with those result analyses…
Rushing in doing the report before submitting it to my immediate boss before presenting it in front the BOD…
Miss the heat when we’re nearly has a cardiac arrest while waiting for the result to be out…
But somehow I know I need to get back into my reality…
Even sometimes the road is bumpy (which I think is always), reality is still reality!!!
Here I would like to share a symbolic lyric…
It’s sung by one of Nasyid group, Saujana..
The title might sound pathetic, but it’s absolutely wrong…
It has a meaning behind every word…
Kau tidak seperti dulu (Absolutely it is not me!)
Yang ku kenali dulu
Rupa hilang seri
Manakah manisnya
Kau tidak seperti dulu
Yang ku kenali dulu
Madah tak berlagu
Manakah girangnya (I’m happy but sometimes I do deserve to be sad too…)
Patah hati (Here it’s very cliché!)
Jangan terdampar sepi
Jangan tersungkur mati
Patah hati (Again the cliché part)
Jangan leburkan mimpi
Jangan memakan diri
Bukankah Tuhan ciptakan malam (I love this part, how He always know what we need the most!)
Untuk beradu menanti siang
Bukankah Tuhan titiskan hujan
Menanti limpah kemarau panjang (See, everything that happen always has its silver lining!)
P/s: Again, remember that every difficulties, there's always a relief... believe in Him in whatever situation and insyaAllah everything will be alright!
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