My 1st Baby Step

The above picture is my very 1st blog print screen…
Actually it has been quite a change from it first view…
I guess I do change the template more than 10 times…
During that time I was like avid fan of any blogs or even websites that provide free templates…
Main reason why I want to blog is that I want to brush up my language skills…
Besides I need to find some new hobby besides reading…
Guess what, writing is the closet one…
It just likes killing 2 birds with a stone…
In fact, I did meet a bunch of great sisters and good friends while I’m actively as a blogger…
However, things change now…
With lots of social networking pages available, I notice that somehow blog does lost it’s magic touch…
But I still love blogging as I’m already comfortable with it…
I know even FB have a feature like a blog where you can create an entry in the notes but still the feeling it’s different…
I know that my blog doesn't like it used to be…
Last time, with my 1st blog I do have a group of followers…
But now I know the purpose I blog not to get as many followers but I know that writing somehow is my thing…
I may not write a stories or even a book (cause I know how suck my “karangan” was back then) but I do love writing besides reading…
Reason I’m writing this is because I did stumble upon my old blog when I was browsing to one of my friend’s blog…
Been ages not even enter the admin side of Blogdrive.com…
The truth, I did forget the password too…
Alhamdulliah I managed to recover the password…
After managed to enter the admin side, I quickly copy all the entries which I've writing from 10th March 2004 till 18th September 2009…
I did register my 1st account in November 2003 but I just published my 1st post on March 2004…
Maybe I took a lot my courage to at last open the blog to public view…
What a memory…

 P/s: Hoping the spirit that was there can reappear again, inshaAllah =)

3rd Anniversary as PS Officer

Every year, when it comes to 25th February I would remember my very first moment to report duty as PS Officer…
On that day I still having a huge doubt whether I’m doing a good decision or not…
Deep in my heart, I already fall in love with lecturing fields…
Even though it just 7 months but the experience which I acquired quite tremendous…
I love all that related with lecturing until the extend I did create a special folder in Notebook just to gather a potential journal and articles which might be used when I’m ready to further my study to the next level…
In matter of fact, up till today I still keep that sacred (as for me) folder…
What a good memoir to be cherished… How I miss the old days...
However, today I proudly announced that it’s my 3rd year as PS Officer…
Lots of ups and downs that happen along the way…
My biggest praise to Almighty Allah for making this happens, alhamdullilah…
Not to forget my loving and supportive families and friends that never failed to be at my side most of the time…
I know maybe to some people 3 years is nothing but for me it’s everything…
When I enter PS, I shall say I was nothing…
The job which being offered to me is a field that I abandon for 2 years when I decided to further my study which basically 360 degree different…
So it’s something that I need to start from scratch or zero maybe…
But again, I’m being blessed with people that never bored to keep guiding and showing me a way to make things happen…
Along this 3 years, being blessed by good mentor and bosses just make me luckier...
Despite the fact that I did endure a deep pain by having a direct supervision by heartless/envious/mean/venomous supervisor make me learn lot and lots of things…
Thanks to what people called as Mr. Experience…
To Almighty Allah I do hope I can give my very best to my job as slowly I already fall in love with it, alhamdullilah…
Under His will, everything will be possible, inshaAllah…

P/s: To all my batch February 2010, Happy 3rd Anniversary! =)

Various Events...

Starting from January up till today, lot and lots of events took place…
Either it for work purposes or my own personal agenda…
It’s quite tiring but at the end of the day, lots of things are being learned either direct or in indirectly…
End of January I’m occupied with one of big event in regards with my works…
Need to cover few days as a photographer which is way far from my expertise….
My expertise of course to be a subject for the photographer… *wink*
Anyhow managed to capture few important moments as my staff having a course to attend too…
No too bad for an amateur… *rolling eyes by self-pleasing myself*
Immediately after that event, my name being selected to represent my ministry to Maulud parade…
Wake up much early just to avoid traffic jam and guess what still stuck in it…
Alhamdullilah managed to be at Putra Mosque as I was the earliest for the ladies contingent…
Then it appears to us that only 5 of the ladies had made through it…
After the celebration of the Maulud of our dearly Prophet Muhammad PBUH, I was delighted to be selected as one of participants for Hijab Event…
The event took place at Asy-Syakirin mosque in KLCC…
Took an initiative to drive to KL at very early morning and the road was empty…
Managed to bring along my sister as the event is open to public at the very last minute…
Right after the event come to its end, straight away make our way to Shah Alam as one of my auntie being warded…
Managed to meet cousins and have a catching up session…
The session that eventually took hours…
Since I’m in Shah Alam, there’s opportunity to do some window shopping at Section 7….
How I miss to stay there… In fact, I did miss my uni…
Being born, breed and studied there just make me even miss all of it…
However, on the weekend need to stand-by for the event that recurring from the first one…
This time, it really big as the participants more than thousand…
On that Sunday evening, need to reserve as technical team… I’m quite lucky since I managed to leave the place before Maghrib…
Alhamdullilah, the event went well despite some miscommunication over here and there…
Glad to have a good team that willing to work together and listen to whatever my last-minute instruction due to unclear request from the host…
But one thing that I learned the most is that never ever discriminate people as one day you might be need their help…
It’s happen in front of me and the next day I could in fact see how hard the person badly needs a help from the people that he/she had discriminated earlier on…
Have a good day then…

P/s: Let read this story of prominent person, Bilal bin Rabah... An amazing enrty from Angel Pakai Gucci

1st in 2013

It's have been nearly a month since my last update last year...
Sound quite long...
Lots of things had happen lately...
It comprises with happy and sad moments...
The most unforgettable when I was losing my pet, Mocha...
Till now still hard to swallow the facts that he's no longer with us...
May he will rest in peace and reunited with his brothers, Peekaboo and Hazel...
However, in 2012 still left me with some of goods memoirs...
Being able to be part of wonderful events such a blessing...
Actively involved in volunteering works just suits my passion...
Looking forward to practice it this year, inshaAllah...
Apart of that, surrounds by bunch of good+great+positive people just awesome...
Thanks Allah for never left me alone...
You have send me a bunch of people that never failed supports me directly or indirectly...
Furthermore, I do attend one of good conference which is Twins of Faith (ToF) just nearby my house...
It such enlighting events...
Good talks and meet wonderful people just a good closure for 2012...
Hopefully 2013 will be more brighter year and yet many more memoirs being created, inshaAllah...

P/s: Below is a pictures of one of sweetest and honest entry... Read and enjoy... May the author being bless by Allah... I love you too Lillahitaala Sis Colourfulsara

An Emotional + Challenging Week...

#1 Mocha (May 2000 – 26th November 2012)

(Pictures taken recently)

It has been an emotional week for me...
On Monday morning, I've send my cat, Mocha to UVH in UPM...
Going there since he’s having a difficulty in breathing...
Seeing him try to breathe just like a human when we encounter asthma...
When we finish consultation with the Vet, Mocha need to be warded...
I already know this will be happen...
Plus on the evening I need to attend a workshop in KL...
To be truth when I was about going out from the Vet’s consultation room, I just know I might not be seeing him for a while...
I left the room quite early since I need to take his wet food in the car...
It’s quite tearing moments...
I didn't get the chance to kiss him since I've to pass his food to one of the attending there...
As usual, going back to the office plus a meeting as well...
Then I leave the office early since I need to pack my things before drove to KL...
When I reach my house, suddenly Ayah told me that he will send me there...
I was quite puzzled...
All these while, when I’m already own my humble car; he does sometime do hesitate to send me anywhere...
This must be something...
Suddenly, he broke the news about our beloved, Mocha...
He can’t make it....
Actually while I’m driving home, my tears suddenly falls like a Nigeria falls...
It keeps coming down but I managed to make it stop when I finally reach the parking lots...
Maybe the HH Zikrullah helps me....
When I realize that Mocha no longer with us, suddenly I just blank...
It’s like you loss one of your family member....
He had been with us since 2000...
That why my lil sis always said that he’s our playmate too...
It wasn't easy to digest the fact...
I just send him in the UVH with lots of hopes that he’ll getting better but I supposed Allah swt loves him more...
Like my lil sis mentioned on one of my IG pictures, “He was, and shall forever be loved by us. I saw him from tiny-as.big.as.my.three.little.fingers-till yesterday. I know somehow he’s rest in peace. We shall miss deeply his footsteps everywhere in the house...”
The next day when we’re in UVH to collect his body, it took me a lot of courage to deals with the workers day...
Until the moment I want to settle the bills, tears keep falling...
When every customer in UVH coming with their cats just makes me thinking of him...
We need to wait for a while since the Vet’s need to do the last procedure due to our request to take him and bury him in our house compound...
We may opt for an option to bury him in UVH itself but he’s just more that a cat or pet to us...
When everything ready, we have been called to meet the Vet attending to him...
We ask for a permission to have a look at his fierce face...
He looks so calm and at peace...
At least I know he’s alright and I know he’ll happy reuniting with his fellow brothers Peekaboo and Hazel...
The fact that he has been with us for past 12 years make the bonds so unique...
Mocha, you’ll forever be remembered...

#2 Thank You Allah =)

(Pic Credit: Ala)

Being emotional stress for past 4 days couldn't easily make me smile...
I might be smiling and laughing but no one knows what’s inside...
Only my family knows...
Thanks to my parent who keep checking on me...
They know I’m quite emotional when dealing with a loss one...
But alhamdullilah, I’m still being able to breathe the air...
For past 20++ years, He still gives me a chance...
For those who been wishing from last night, many many thanks and may Allah grants all of you a blessing...
Thanks for the duas too...
May He grant all the duas that being make for me, inshaAllah...


#3 Blackouts

When I was in KL for work purposes, we've been experience a serious blackout...
More than 6 hours we need to be in a hotel that totally blackout...
Even we need to climb the stairs just to go to our room...
To make it worst, the staircase doesn't have any emergency exit lights...
In fact our IED Director also needs to climb the stairs just to get in his room...
I have a deep respect on him...
As of my colleague said to me, maybe he wants to feel what we've going through...
Such a memorable working trips...
However one thing’s for sure, we’ll not do or hold any events in that hotel anymore...